Rival (Fall Away, #2)(26)
Madoc leaned back and eyed him with disgust. “Good?” he repeated. “Oh man, don’t say that. Being good is like what?”
Both Madoc and the kid simultaneously stuck their fingers in their mouths and mock gagged. A smile tugged the corners of my mouth, and I had to cover it with my hand.
Nope. Madoc wasn’t good with kids. I refused to believe it.
“That’s right.” He patted the kid on the back and turned to face me. “Fallon, this is my spawn.”
I cocked my head and looked at him disbelievingly, still trying to get the picture of them both sticking their fingers down their throats out of my head.
“No, not my real spawn.” He knew where my mind was going. “But he has potential, doesn’t he?”
I put my hands on my hips and kept a pleasant tone for the kid’s sake. “Madoc, what’s going on?”
He opened his mouth to speak, but a woman came out through the screen door carrying a small backpack.
“Madoc,” she greeted. “Hi.”
“Hi, Grace.”
Grace looked young, definitely under thirty, and she had a nice head of long brown hair pulled back in a neat ponytail. She wore scrubs, so I guessed she was a nurse . . . and probably a single parent from the look of things.
“Here’s a change of clothes for after he swims.” She handed Madoc the backpack. “There’s sunscreen, a snack, and some water, too. You’ll have him home by dinner?”
Madoc nodded. “We may stop at a bar, but definitely after that.”
“Awesome.” She smiled and shook her head at him as if she were used to his cracks. “He’s so excited,” she continued. “Call if you have any problems.”
Madoc bent down and put an arm around the kid.
“Ohhhhh, Mooooooom,” they both whined as if her concerns were silly.
She rolled her eyes and held out her hand to me.
“Hi, I’m Grace. And you are?” Good mom. Making sure your kid is safe.
“Hi.” I took her hand. “I’m Fallon. Madoc’s . . . um . . . stepsister,” I stuttered, hoping she didn’t hear Madoc’s snort.
Technically, I wasn’t lying.
“Nice to meet you. You all have fun.” She waved and walked back up the steps.
Madoc spun around, and I couldn’t get over how he and the kid not only got along, but how much they looked alike. Both were dressed in long, black cargo shorts with T-shirts. But while Madoc wore black leather flip-flops, the kid wore sneakers.
“Fallon, this is Lucas.” He introduced me finally. “He’s my little brother. As in the program. I’m his big brother.”
I exhaled. Okay, good. I was glad he’d explained. Because that was weird there for a while.
“Wow, they trust you with kids?” I asked, kind of serious, kind of not.
“What?” He placed his hand on his chest, appearing hurt. “I’m awesome with kids. I’ll be a great dad someday. Tell her, Lucas.”
Lucas looked up at me and didn’t even blink. “He taught me how to tell when a woman is wearing a thong.”
I burst out laughing, putting my hand over my mouth.
Madoc pulled the kid in by the neck as we walked to the car. “I told you, women are the enemy. They don’t understand skills like that.”
CHAPTER 11
MADOC
“Will Jared and Tate be there?” Lucas piped up from the backseat.
“Hey, man. Don’t kick the leather,” I teased, reaching behind me to stop his feet from digging into my seat. “And yes, they’ll be there.”
“Cool.”
We sat there, bobbing our heads to the music, and I couldn’t help but peek at Fallon next to me. What was she thinking? She seemed to get a kick out of Lucas but seemed really surprised to meet him.
Was it so unusual that I would spend time with a kid that didn’t have a dad? Fallon always condemned me for being pretentious, self-absorbed, and whatever other words struck her on a particular day, but now I gathered that she really did believe it.
She sat there, staring out the window and completely weirded out by the situation.
Or maybe it was facing what we’d done last night in the light of day. She used to have a thing about the dark. Being alone in her room, no light, it was as if what we were doing wasn’t real to her.
While she always fully participated, things changed in the daylight. She’d act like nothing happened. She’d go back to not making eye contact. She’d barely even say my name. I caught on to how she worked pretty quickly and rolled with it.
Hey, I was sixteen and had a hell of a sex life. I wasn’t going to complain that she wouldn’t let me touch her any other time. I was simply happy that I got what I got at that age.
But now, touching her, listening to her panting . . . everything we did last night in the rain was even better than I remembered. I used to pace my room, waiting for Addie to close up the house at night so I knew that it was safe to go to Fallon’s room. I was happy and alive when I was with her. I hadn’t felt that for a long time.
When Fallon left, I crumbled. Like Jared when Tate left for France for a year; I didn’t lose control like he did, but I acted out.
Her mom had told me that she and my dad found out what was happening, because Fallon ratted us out. Patricia said that Fallon felt uncomfortable and pressured by me. All the confidence I’d built was ripped apart.