Right Man, Right Time (The Vancouver Agitators, #3)(112)
“Why would you wait for that?” I ask. “Live in the moment, babe. This is real.”
“That’s what I keep telling myself, but then, it’s nights like tonight when it feels too good to be true.”
I move her back to the counter and lift her up and sit her on it. “What do you mean?”
Her fingers move over my dress shirt, and she plays with the buttons, slowly undoing them one at a time. “Despite Sarah’s interruption, it was nice. Yonny never let me hang out with him and his guys like that. I was never welcome, and tonight, I felt like I belonged.”
“You did belong. That’s how it is, Ollie. It’s you and me. I don’t care who I’m with. I want you there with me.”
She parts my shirt open and tugs on the belt loops of my pants. “When you say things like that . . . that’s what makes me believe this is all too good to be true.” Her fingers toy with my zipper.
“It’s not. This is how you’re treated with me, Ollie.”
She slips her hand into my pants and cups me. I place my hands on her shoulders and take a deep breath. Fuck. “You realize this is how you’re treated with me, right?” she asks as she slowly massages my balls. “You’re desired. You’re wanted. You’re needed. You’re cherished.” Her hand slides up my shaft and pulls me out of my briefs. “I’m yours, no one else’s.”
Sliding off the counter, she kneels in front of me and pulls me into her mouth. My hands fall to the countertop in front of me, and as she sucks me into her warm mouth, I have the same thought as Ollie.
This feels too good to be true.
It feels like everything is going my way.
And as my girl kneels before me, I can acknowledge I have the same fears. Sarah believes I’ll get tired of Ollie and go back to her. She is so fucking deluded. But I fear that Ollie will get sick of this lifestyle, see that the grass is really greener elsewhere, and I’ll be left with another broken heart. I just hope to God I’m wrong.
I hope this isn’t too good to be true.
Chapter Twenty-Three
OLLIE
“Silas?” I groan as I stretch my arms above my head. Light falls into his bedroom from the bathroom, and I glance over to see the door closed.
From the nightstand, I glance at the clock and let out another groan. Six thirty.
Ugh.
I have class this morning starting at eight thirty. Silas is probably getting ready for his away trip since they leave today. Grumbling, I flip the warm covers off me, letting the chilly air hit my naked body. I push my hand through my hair and make my way to the bathroom and hear the shower turn on.
I open the door and catch Silas slip into the walk-in shower surrounded in black marble tile. I stare at his muscular ass, the divots in the side and the dimples on his lower back. When he turns and lets the water drip down his body, all the way past his dick, my mouth waters. I need him. Even though I had him several times last night, I won’t see him tonight, which means I need to get in as much Silas as I can.
I walk into the bathroom and head straight for the shower. He spots me from the corner of his eye as he’s wetting down his body, and a sexy smile spreads across his face.
“Morning, baby.”
“Good morning,” I say as I slip into the shower. “Can I join you?”
“You don’t even need to ask,” he says as he takes my hand and brings me under the water. “How did you sleep?”
“Okay,” I answer. I push the water over my head and then look up at him. “I felt like I was trying to claw you as much as I could.”
“I could tell.” He kisses my forehead. “I loved it.”
He squeezes some shampoo into his hand and rubs his hands together before he gently massages it into my scalp. “When do you leave today?”
“Wheels up at three.”
I close my eyes as his strong fingers dig into my scalp. “Then why are you up so early?”
“I woke up around five for some reason and couldn’t get back to sleep. I didn’t mean to wake you.”
He helps me under the water, and I rinse my hair. “It’s fine,” I say. “I’m glad you did. I have two classes this morning, and I probably would have missed my first one if you didn’t wake up.”
When I’m done rinsing my hair, I switch positions with him so he can warm up while I put conditioner in my hair. Being the good man he is, Silas made sure that I had all the products I use daily in his apartment. He washes his hair as I comb through my conditioner. His eyes remain on me the entire time.
“What?” I ask as I set my brush down.
“Just keep thinking about how hot you are.”
“Oh yeah?” I ask as I grab his soap bar and suds up my hand.
His eyes fall to my hands and then back to my face. “What do you plan on doing?”
“Soaping you up,” I say as I reach for his semi-hard cock and pull it into my hand.
He smirks and then grabs the soap from me and does the same, but to my body. His hands pass over my breasts before he turns me around so my back is to his chest, and his hands travel up my body.
“Why do I feel like you have something else in mind?” I ask as he kisses up my neck.
“Because I do,” he answers.