Matchmaking for Beginners(81)

Whoa. Good talk. Off to describe toenail fungus! The fun doesn’t stop. Ask Roy.

“Look at this magnificent stormtrooper!” says Jessica. “At least I get him for Halloween!” She’s standing in my kitchen doorway, pointing to Sammy, who is all dressed in white with a white helmet. He’s carrying a pillowcase full of candy. He says, “Oh, Mom.”

“Well? If Halloween had fallen on one of those alternate weekends, then you would have been in Manhattan with your father and with her. And she, being all of about twenty-four, probably wouldn’t know that children even go trick-or-treating. And that they need costumes. Or who knows? Maybe she’s so young she still goes herself.” She shrugs, both hurting and pleased with herself.

“You’re my costume person,” he says. He looks at me and rolls his eyes, the universal signal of the exasperated child. “Also, Mom, Dad told me he isn’t even seeing her anymore.”

“Dream on!” says Jessica. “This is the relationship for the ages, to hear the way he described it to me.”

I interrupt her before she can continue with her tirade. “Come on in. I’ve made hot chocolate for you. And show me all your loot! Oh my goodness, you’ve filled that whole pillowcase to the brim!”

Jessica and I make him spill out his whole sack of goodies on the table—luckily it’s a huge surface—and for a while the three of us are laughing and picking through the candy bars and lollipops and bags of M&M’s and toys, exclaiming over everything. We drink our hot chocolate and eat candy bars and Skittles, and Bedford organizes one of his cattle drives—a “puppy blowout,” Sammy calls it—and the two of them race through the apartment, barking and laughing, until Jessica says enough is enough and they have to go back home.

Before he leaves, though, Sammy sidles up to me and whispers, “Have you looked at the book yet?”

I shake my head, and he says, “Please. You’ve got to at least look at it.”

I glance over at it, still on the bookshelf. But I don’t go open it up.

Although I can’t say for sure why not.





THIRTY-TWO





MARNIE


Once it’s the first week in November, the weather turns sharply colder, becoming at last what I’ve been expecting from New York all along. The wind whips around corners and up and down the streets. It plays with the litter, sending papers and plastic bags dancing along the sidewalks. Taking Bedford out for one of his daily walks and squirrel-chasing sessions, I watch a white plastic shopping bag do a tantalizing waltz until a bare treetop reaches out and holds it close.

I tell Jeremy in one of our daily phone calls that it’s as if a referee suddenly blew a whistle, and said, “CHANGE!” and the old summer team limped off the court, and the wild, windy fall team came dashing out, young and energetic and whirling around. It is so un-Florida-like. So un-California-like.

Winter will come after that, and it will be Christmas, and then I will leave. Less than two months from now. My family is already talking about how fun it will be when we’re all together again, Amelia’s first Christmas, the stockings, the Christmas turkey, the millions of little shiny ornaments my mother thinks it’s fun to hang everywhere.

Jeremy says it’s going to be amazing, having a big family Christmas for once, and not the tiny little twosome Christmas he and his mom usually endure. Already my mother has invited him to bring his mother over to be with my family. He’s actually been taking our two moms out for breakfast some weekend mornings, and he says it’s lovely, seeing them chatting so amiably about us. I cannot imagine.

“Us,” he says, and my nerve endings curdle with guilt when he utters that word. Then he says, “You know, maybe you should contact a real estate agent so that when the time comes to sell, everything will be in place.” He says, “I miss you so much that I’m going to have to be physically restrained from carting you off somewhere when you get off the plane.”

“Huh,” I say.

One morning I awaken because the entire building is banging and clanging, and then shuddering like the Huns have arrived and are pelting its bricks with iron bars. Noah is up, already taking a shower. The whole commotion seems to be originating from downstairs, so I grab my phone and start typing.

Patrick, are you okay?

Yes. Welcome to the heating system poltergeist. Harbinger of winter.

What does it want? Money? An animal sacrifice?

No, it’s friendly. It just has air in its pipes. Wants you to know about it. (By the way, curious that your thoughts go right to animal sacrifice. Things going okay, dog-wise?)

Why do you ask? I happen to LOVE wearing chewed-up shoes.

This is what gives dogs a bad name. And I’m not referring to the rather brilliant name of Bedford.

You think that’s a brilliant name? THANK YOU!

Oh, shucks. I think anything beyond Rover or Spot is brilliant. By the way, what does the Gentleman of the House think of your canine friend?

Um, he’s not the Gentleman of the House.

Could’ve fooled me. Could’ve fooled HIM, for that matter.

It takes me a little while to compose myself again. And then I type:

It’s complicated.

Is he planning on leaving anytime soon?

Good talk. Gotta go feed the dog.

A few days later I’m at Best Buds when an elderly man comes in. He has the pained appearance of a man who needs to ask somebody a huge question, and so I ask him if there’s anything I can do for him. He says no, looking around furtively like he’s sure I’m hiding something in the palm tree.