Legend (Arizona Vengeance #3)(10)

“Louise is working with social services in Miami to try to locate her,” I tell Pepper. “They’re going to try to get her to sign formal relinquishment papers, and work with the DA’s office her to possibly drop the criminal charges if she does.”

“Oh,” Pepper says, her eyes lightening back up with her need for punishment seemingly resolved. “That would be good. Right? I mean…do you want her to be in the baby’s life? You must have cared about her a great deal…”

Her words trail off and it makes it sound like she’s trawling for personal, romantic information, and I find that to be adorable.

    “She was just a short-term relationship I had,” I tell Pepper. “It was never that serious and I broke things off. Hadn’t heard from her or seen her since then.”

Pepper’s eyes move over my face, taking her time as she tries to glean information from my silent expression.

“You really are okay with this, aren’t you?” she asks in awe.

I give a bark of a laugh. “Fuck no, I’m not okay with this. My life just got turned upside down and kids weren’t in my immediate game plan. I most certainly never thought I’d be a single father to a newborn.”

“But…you’re in control of things,” she pushes at me.

I nod with a smile and note her hand is still on my arm. “I’ve come to grips with things. I’ve always been a levelheaded sort of guy, so I have no choice but to make myself ready for this.”

“Listen,” she says to my disappointment as she pulls her hand away. “I know I told you I’d help you with nanny interviews and stuff, but I’m in between books right now and only working on some illustrations that don’t have a set deadline, so I can help watch the baby until we can get someone hired.”

I stare at her a moment, first warmed by her generous offer, and next for just a moment longer as I realize…I still have things to learn about this woman. I knew she was an author of some popular children’s books, but I don’t really know what that even means in the terms of her work schedule.

It’s a conversation I need to have later, just as I want to know how she knows so much about babies and all the things my daughter will need.

    “I’ll take you up on your offer,” I tell her as I rise from the couch and she follows. “But I have something even more important that I need help with.”

“What’s that?” she asks, eyes all bright and shining with enthusiasm.

“I need to name my daughter. Social services reached out to the hospitals in Miami and they are running into red tape finding a record of any birth under Lida’s name. Louise suggested I name the baby and I can petition to have her birth certificate changed later if need be. I’d love your help brainstorming with me.”

Pepper beams a huge smile at me and then throws her arms around my shoulders. It wasn’t what I was angling for, but fuck if I’m going to refuse it. She gives me a hard, smacking kiss that’s done and gone before I can even move my arms to hold her.

She leans back, grins even bigger. “Oh my God…I have so many names circulating in my head. There’s Emma, which is a favorite of mine but wait…no, you can’t use that because that’s hello…it’s a favorite of mine. I might want it some day. What about Samantha, then you can call her Sammy, which is super cute. Or I sort of like the classics…like Beatrix.”

Laughing, I grab the list of items we need to buy in one hand and Pepper’s elbow in the other, and lead her to the front door while she babbles out name after name for me to consider.





Chapter 6


    Legend


I stand in the doorway to what has now become a baby nursery in my home and watch as Pepper puts linens on the crib mattress. It took me almost two hours to put that bitch together so I’m feeling an immense sense of accomplishment right now.

Also feeling an impending sense of doom and potentially blind panic.

I’m going to have a freaking baby in the house tomorrow.

Louise is coming at 10 A.M. and I’m going to become a real dad.

Luckily, team management has been understanding. I skipped today’s practice and will skip tomorrow’s as well, although I’m slated for the start in net the following evening for a home game. There’s no way I’ll have a nanny hired by then—what with reference checks and criminal background checks—but luckily Pepper volunteered to stay here with the baby while I’m at the game.

No, correction…not “the baby.”

Charlotte Elise Bay.

I intend to call her Charlie.

I have no clue if Lida gave her a name, nor do I care if she did. She lost that right when she abandoned Charlie on my doorstep. Louise put me in touch with a lawyer and our first step is seeing if we can locate Lida and get her to sign formal relinquishment papers of full parental rights. If we can’t find her, my attorney will petition the court to force the relinquishment. It’s a longer process but in the end, Charlie will be mine and Lida won’t have any rights at all.

    That may be overly harsh but I’m really pissed at that woman right now. I have no clue what she could have been thinking or what drove her to do such a heinous thing. I’m also pissed she never told me she was pregnant, because this is not the type of surprise that’s particularly pleasant.