Kiss the Stars (Falling Stars #1)(15)

It was no secret the Sunder boys had been busy the last few years.

“I’m first!” Kallie shouted as she pushed Brendon to get in front of him, her blonde hair flying around her as she made a last-ditch effort to get in front of the pack.

Brendon threw out his arm.

My breath locked in worry because he just about clothes-lined her to keep her from rounding to the front.

Last thing we needed was her head cracked open on the marble tile.

Oh, but Kallie was on her toes, expecting his retaliation, the child diving to her knees so she could slide right under his barricade. The second she did, she jumped to her feet and slammed her hands down on the countertop. “Ha! I was first! Fair and square.”

“Uh, not a chance, Kallie. I was definitely in front of you.” Brendon raked her arms off the island and slammed his down in her place. “See!”

“No way. You’re a cheater, Brendon West.” Kallie propped her hand on her hip, giving him all her sass. “I touched it first!”

“Kallie won, Kallie won,” Adia sang, shoving at her big brother like the four-year-old spitfire had enough strength to shove him out of the race.

“Nice . . . pick her side instead of mine, Adia. That’s what’s called a betrayal. How could you do this to me? I’m your big brother.” He slapped a hand onto his chest.

Nothing but dramatic.

I swore, that boy was bound to be a heartbreaker.

Setting my cup of coffee on the breakfast nook, I stood and started to wander their direction. I wound around the large island just as Kristina, Tamar and Lyrik’s trusted babysitter, came through the door.

She was carrying Greyson.

A rush of adoration spilled into my veins, my heart squeezing tight.

Talk about a heartbreaker.

Elation filled his face, and he pointed at me with his chubby finger. “Momma! I see you! I see you! Wook! Momma in the kitchen,” he told Kristina with one of his emphatic nods, like she didn’t notice me standing right there.

Love rushed. So fast and hard it nearly knocked me from my feet.

“I see you, too, sweet boy,” I murmured, pointing back.

I moved to them, all too eager to take my two-year-old son into my arms. The second I did, I bounced him, pressed a kiss to his forehead, breathed him in.

Joy.

Completeness.

Fulfillment.

“I missed you. Did you have so much fun last night?” I sang on a whisper.

Excitement widened his brown eyes. “I watched the dwagons!”

He said it like it was some kind of secret.

“You did, did you?”

“I wuv the dwagons.”

“How was he?” I asked, glancing at Kristina.

She and a friend of hers had watched the kids last night over in the second wing of the house. We’d all wanted them to be close by but tucked safely away from the craziness.

It wasn’t so hard to lure them with a movie-themed sleepover, Slurpie machine and all.

It wasn’t like Lyrik was gonna skimp out on the good stuff.

It was a little harder to get me to agree. After everything, it was difficult to let my kids out of my sight, let alone for an entire night.

But I’d wanted to be there for Tamar and Lyrik. Support what they were doing.

Maybe even feel normal for a little while.

All it took was a single thought of him to send tingles streaking across my skin. Hairs lifting on end as I was hit with the remnants of the intensity I’d been prisoner to last night.

The man in the attic.

A dark storm.

A white light.

A coalescence of energy that had quietly seethed.

If I was being rational, I knew that intense encounter should mean nothing. I should have already forgotten it. Yet somehow, it had marked me. Left me tossing and turning all night, then had me up long before the sun, unable to find sleep.

No.

It wasn’t insta-love.

It was insta-intrigue.

Insta-attraction.

And it’d left me insta-crushed.

Left with this little spec of what-if mangled inside me.

What if he would have stayed a little longer? What if I’d have asked a few more questions? What if I had pushed him a little harder—would it have led us somewhere we were meant to go?

What if he would have kissed me?

That roll of tingles turned into a flashfire.

What if he would have—

I gulped, unable to even bring myself to imagine it. Those hands and that body and that brooding heart.

He would have done me in.

No question.

What I’d done was dodged a speeding bullet.

A whole arsenal.

Hell, I’d probably avoided a landmine or two.

That man was written in mayhem. Tattooed in trouble. And I’d had plenty enough of that to last me a lifetime.

“Our Greyson here was a saint, weren’t you?” Kristina fussed, singing to my son, snapping me out of the daze.

My brows lifted in disbelief. “A saint, huh? Why is it I don’t believe you?”

Greyson might be the cutest thing on earth, but the child was a handful. So full of energy it was hard to keep up.

“Well, you should believe it. This one stole my heart. Even though he might have woken up twice in the middle of the night, didn’t you, stinker boy?” She tapped his nose. “But I’ll forgive you.”