Fractured Freedom(49)
When Dante yanked me all the way into my room, I spun on him immediately. “You ruined my date.”
“The date would have been done had you not wanted to prove a point.”
“I can’t believe you.” I ripped my elbow from his grasp.
“Me? You’re the one fucking around all of San Juan causing me a damn heart attack with your antics.”
“A week ago, you were barely aware of my existence! We were different people on opposite sides of the world, living our own lives.”
“And now we’re tied together again.” He crossed his arms over his ginormous chest and scowled at me.
“Well, I don’t want to be tied to you. You think I’m some good girl who shouldn’t do shit, and I want to do everything. I deserve it after college and …”
“And what?”
“Oh my God. It’s none of your business,” I shouted and shoved at his chest. “I don’t want you here. I don’t want Izzy here. I just want to cross things off my list.”
“You can’t cross things off that list like it’s a damn exam, Lilah. It won’t make you happy.”
I tossed off my shoes and screamed, “Just get out of my room. I need to shower. And I need you to leave me alone.”
He threw up his hands like he didn’t want anything to do with me at that moment either. He paced toward the adjoining room door and then froze, turned, and stalked back to stand chest to chest with me. Without my heels, I had to glare up at him.
His hand went to the base of my neck and gripped a handful of my hair. He pulled my head further back so my neck was exposed as we glared at one another. Then his green eyes dilated right before he lowered his head and dragged his nose across my skin. “I don’t like another man’s mouth on you. I don’t like that I smell him here when I know it’s one of the most sensitive parts of your body.”
The breath I took in shook my whole body. His whispers against my skin caused my nipples to tighten, my pussy to clench, my brain to short-circuit.
“I’m being patient because being your friend first matters.”
Then he stepped back and let go of my hair. I took one giant step away from him too. He spun and was gone in an instant.
He left me shaking with need, my hands quivering as they combed through my hair, as I tried to take in enough breaths to clear my head.
I counted to seven … seven times.
I tried my best to ignore what I was feeling, but my pussy couldn’t stand another moment without being taken care of.
I hurried to my nightstand and grabbed my little vibrator, waterproof and a godsend. I hurried to the shower and turned it up so high I knew it would scorch my skin. I wanted the pain with the pleasure, to burn away Allan’s touch.
I thought of Dante’s rough hands all over my thighs, skimming up to my pussy where I slid the vibrator inside and turned it on.
I gasped at the feeling, knowing Dante knew exactly what I needed. I rubbed a finger over my clit again and again, letting myself get lost in an addiction that I knew I’d never really gotten rid of.
I screamed his name, happy the walls of my bedroom seemed thick enough to keep the sound of him on my lips a secret.
When I got out, my body was finally relaxed, finally unwound, and finally satiated. I wrapped a plush white towel around myself and left the bathroom for clothes.
I almost lost hold of the terry cloth when I saw Dante at my nightstand putting Advil and water on it.
He smirked to himself without looking up and murmured, “Allan didn’t have the means to get you off, I see.”
Why couldn’t I get ahold of my temper with this man? “Dante, you can’t come into my bedroom uninvited.”
“Why not? I have the key.”
“I could have been naked,” I pointed out.
“Aren’t you naked under that towel of yours?” His eyes trailed up my damp legs and then hovered on my thighs. His perusal all the way up to my face had my whole body shivering in a way I wasn’t used to.
“That’s my point. A second earlier and my towel could have been off.”
“Nothing I haven’t seen before, remember, Lilah?” He lifted a brow.
“Oh, shut up.” I spun and walked to the other side of my bed. I needed to find a way to get my vibrator out of my hand because it was turning my cheeks redder and redder just thinking about him catching me holding it.
I wondered if he’d heard me in the shower. I always got a little carried away when I was doing it to myself.
Instead of him giving me any personal space, though, he followed me like he needed to be next to me.
“Lilah.” His voice was so close to my neck that I had to turn and see if he was where I imagined him. He was. We were so close I could smell his aftershave. “That vibrator of yours must work wonders if you’re using it as a substitute for me.”
“You want to discuss that right now?” My jaw almost dropped. “This is so inappropriate. You wouldn’t even know about this little device had you not come into my space without my permission. You want me storming in on you? What if you were with a woman?”
“If I was with a woman, you’d have heard her screaming.” It came out a whisper, but his words rocked through me and settled boldly at my core.
That confession of his had me wet and jealous at the same time. I wanted to be the one to scream his name again, even though I knew that wasn’t being offered here. “Well, good for her.”