Flirting with the Frenemy (Bro Code #1)(5)
A mistake who thought that screwing her brother’s best friend was the solution to heartbreak.
I don’t look at him while I dash for the door.
“Ellie,” he calls in a hushed whisper, but I ignore him.
I’ve already been someone’s mistake recently.
And as I barrel into the cold winter night and throw myself into the car, I vow to myself that I’ll never be anyone’s mistake ever again.
“Never again,” I whisper as I start my car.
“Never again,” I whisper as I gun it on the way down my parents’ street.
“Never again,” I’m whispering through tears five minutes later on the I-256 loop.
I see the movement flying up the entrance ramp next to me a second too late.
There’s a flash, sparks, a crack, a jolt.
Spinning.
Crunching.
Glass shattering.
Metal buckling.
Pain.
Blinding hot pain.
Never again.
It’s my last thought before everything goes black.
Two
Six months later…
Wyatt Morgan, aka a single dad military man unaware that an unresolved piece of his past is lurking in the bathtub
The house is too quiet.
Probably because Tucker quit talking as soon as he saw the socks and bra hanging on the chandelier in the foyer. I give myself a mental pat on the back.
Way to go, Dad. Introduce him to party central at a young age.
If Beck Ryder wasn’t the closest thing I had to a brother, and if just being here didn’t already bring back the same lingering guilt that’s been with me the last six months, I’d be plotting to put Icy Hot in those briefs he models right about now.
Instead, I give the living room a cursory glance and stifle a sigh while I kick my sandals off on the entry mat and nudge Tucker to do the same. Books, magazines, robot toys, and empty mugs and glasses are scattered over every flat surface of the spacious living space, from the end tables to the wide-plank maple floor. The mess ruins the effect of the tall bay windows overlooking the spruce and oaks sloping down the side of the mountain to the little landlocked town of Shipwreck, Virginia in the valley below.
A subtle scent of wood smoke hangs in the air, and the massive stone fireplace separating the living room from the dining room needs the ashes cleaned out. The kitchen is just as much a disaster, with dirty plates, cups, mixing bowls, and pots and pans scattered all about.
Use my weekend house, Beck said. Somebody should.
Go clean my weekend house, he meant.
He needs to be more careful with who he lets in here when he’s gone.
A family picture on the mantle catches my eye, and I do my best not to wince.
The guilt is still there. The guilt, and the lie.
I pissed her off.
That’s all I told Beck about what happened before Ellie’s accident.
Of course you did, Levi had said, because he’d also been lurking at the hospital when I showed up to check on her as soon as I got Beck’s text the next day. I’d never been so glad to have a buffer, and felt less like I deserved one, and after what I grew up with before my mom finally moved us to Copper Valley, that’s saying something. Levi hadn’t cracked a grin when he’d added, Pissing off Ellie is what you do.
Fuck, man, you got your own problems, Beck had told me. Don’t put this on yourself too.
And just like that, I was forgiven.
By them, anyway.
Not by her though.
And not by me.
It’s gotten easier to get back in the groove of participating in the group texts with all the guys from the neighborhood, but being here, in Beck’s second—third? fourth?—home, surrounded by reminders of his sister, makes me tenser than I’ve been in months.
Coming here was a bad idea.
But I’m not here for me.
Not entirely.
I squeeze Tucker’s shoulder. His gaze has drifted from the chandelier to the life-size cardboard cutout of Beck in his skivvies standing in the corner.
The air-brushing on that thing would be hilarious if my son wasn’t gaping at Beck’s six-pack. I turn the thing around, then nod toward the hallway beyond the kitchen. “C’mon, little dude. Let’s go find the bedrooms.”
He nods back. Sort of. I guide him past the kitchen and down the hallway toward the two bedrooms on this level. His suitcase goes into the guest bedroom, and I’m about to fling my duffel inside the master, but the rumpled sheets on the king-size four-poster bed, the glass of water on the heavy nightstand, the open suitcase next to the stone fireplace stuffed with—parrots?—and the flowery scent tickling my nose give me pause.
But it’s the soft light flickering in the bathroom doorway that makes the hairs on the back of my neck stand up.
I put a hand out to stop Tucker from coming closer. “Stay here,” I murmur, my pulse suddenly hammering.
Since Christmas, it’s been just me. Alone. Except the one weekend a month I’ve flown to Copper Valley to visit my son.
Checking out an intruder? Twenty-eight days a month, I can handle that.
But on the first day I get Tucker for the summer? When it’s not just my neck on the line?
This is not how our week of vacation is supposed to go.
I slide my phone out of my pocket and creep softly to the bathroom door, one hand held back to remind Tucker to stay and be quiet.