Faking with Benefits : A Friends to Lovers Romance(63)

“You want us to come inside you?” He breathes in my ear.

“No,” I say, “I’m just concerned for your health.”

I feel him smile into my neck. He strokes his hand down my thigh. “Why do you want to know if we’re clean?” He repeats.

Luke looks confused. “Am I missing something? I’m assuming she wants us to take her raw.”

I choke on my own spit. Hearing dirty talk coming out of my old professor’s mouth just feels wrong.

It might be a tiny bit hot.

“We’re trying to get her more comfortable talking about what she wants,” Josh explains over my head.

“Ah.” Luke surveys me. “I never knew she had an issue with that.”

“She doesn’t, in literally any other area of her life,” Zack chimes in, pulling off his shirt. “We’re on a personal mission to fulfill as many of her fantasies as possible. She gave us a list, obviously. It’s going to be a hell of a lot easier now you’ve got your head out of your backside, let me tell you. Most of them involved a third guy. I was gonna start swiping through Tinder.”

“Interesting,” Luke says slowly. He turns to me. “Tell me what you want,” he orders.

I swallow. “No rubbers,” I say, heat flushing through me. “I want all three of you. Coming on me, or in me… I don’t know. I just…” I squirm under Luke’s steely gaze. “I want all of you. I want to be full up and covered in you. Wet.”

Luke’s eyes flash. He wraps his hand around my throat, pushing me back against the wall. I gasp as he kisses me again. “You’re going to show me this list,” he says against my mouth. “And we’ll go through it together.”

“God,” I pant. “I like when you do that.”

“What?” He starts pressing a chain of kisses down the side of my throat. I hear the sound of rumpling clothes as Josh undresses, but I ignore it, meeting Luke kiss for kiss.

“Push me around. Tell me what to do.”

“Good,” he says roughly, biting the juncture between my neck and shoulder. I melt against him.

“Hey,” Zack says indignantly. “You don’t let me tell you what to do! I told you to get on your hands and knees the other day, and you told me to make violent love to myself!”

My eyes fall half-shut. “I-it’s not hot when you do it.”

He’s outraged. “Excuse me? Everything is hot when I do it!”

“Quit talking,” Luke orders. “Make yourself useful and eat her out.”

I shiver.

Zack considers for a moment. “Nope.” He decides. “I want to try something new.” Sidling in close to me, he slips a finger down over the seat of my panties, tracing it along the line of my asscrack. I freeze against Luke, my heart thudding.

“Yes?” Zack purrs in my ear.

I close my eyes and nod.

He gives me an approving little pat. “Atta girl. We’re gonna have to relocate for this.”

I don’t need any more convincing than that. Before anyone can say another word, I’m shucking off my pants and running back to my bedroom. I hear the men laughing behind me as they follow.

I can’t help it. I’m desperate. This is essentially my biggest fantasy come to life. I need all three of them like I need my next breath. I stumble into my bedroom and drop onto the bed, grabbing Luke by the hand and dragging him down with me for another kiss. Dimly, I hear Zack rummaging in my bedside drawer.

“You have been doing your homework,” he says happily, pulling out the bottle of lube. “Christ, love, you’re getting through this stuff.”

“Makes everything feel so much better,” I moan, reaching out to cup Luke’s flushed balls.

He catches my wrist and pulls my hand away. “No.” He says quietly. “I want to watch you. I’ll be here when you need me.” He stands as Zack settles onto the mattress behind me. True to form, he’s gotten naked at some point in the last few seconds. I run my eyes hungrily over his thick, toned thighs and brick-like abs. He might not play rugby anymore, but he definitely works out enough to keep up his body.

He grins at me. “Like what ya see, pet?” He asks, his Northern accent thickening. “God, I’ve been dreaming of you like this.” He smooths a hand over my bum cheek, stroking it possessively, then yanks me into his lap, my back against his hard chest. “Alright, lass. I’m gonna go slow with you, since you ain’t done this in a while. Tell me if it gets uncomfy. Josh, get her nice and warm.”

Josh comes to sit on the bed in front of me, his dark eyes searching my face. He threads a hand through my hair.

“You’re okay?” He asks quietly. I know he’s thinking about last night.

“Better now. Promise.”

He nods and tries to catch my mouth in a kiss, but I dodge it and start making out with his neck. His whole body jerks with shock, his mouth falling open on a pant. His hand flies up to cup the back of my neck, holding me in place as I nibble on his throat.

“Oh, you found Josh’s Mute button,” Zack says casually, uncapping the bottle. “That’s nice.”

“Where’s yours?” I ask sweetly, sucking on the pulse beating under Josh’s skin. He groans, shuddering. “Could come in handy.”