Does It Hurt? (18)
“Sweetheart, you carry your baggage like it’s the only belongings you got.”
“Ouch,” I mutter, though a grin tips up my lips. “Maybe that’s my appeal then. Everyone wants to fix the broken, right?”
“Nah,” he says. “People don’t actually care about fixing you. They just want to shape your broken pieces until they fit their standards. Smooth ’em out, make ’em less sharp, so they don’t cut so deep when they collect ’em. But you ain’t any less broken.”
“He’s a wise one,” I announce loudly, earning a few side-eye glances. “If I’m a feral dog, you’re an owl.”
Another body-shaking laugh and I feel my soul ease just a little. Simon has no interest in fixing my broken pieces, but he also smooths them out without even trying. Just a little.
“Tattoo healin’ nicely?”
My grin widens, and I show him my leg. “It’s perfect. I want another.”
“We can do another, but let’s wait until it’s the right time, yeah?”
Another frown. “How will I know it’s the right time?”
He pats my leg as the bus hurtles down the road, coming to a screeching halt in front of us. Neither of us gets up to leave.
“You’ll know.”
Chapter 6
Enzo
Ladra.
My hand lays flat against the rough texture of the great white beneath me. She glides through the water smoothly, her body wiggling back and forth as she swims.
She’s a serene one. Hasn’t minded me one bit hanging onto her fin.
There’s a plastic six-pack ring caught on one of her teeth, but I’ve been letting her get used to my presence first before I extract it. Something that should never be in any fucking animal’s mouth.
I wouldn’t mind if it were wrapped around the neck of someone else, though.
Fucking. Thief.
It's all I can think—a constant loop in my head, reminding me how easily I got played. And the only one stupid enough to let her in was me.
Doubt I’m the only one to fall victim to those big, sad eyes, though.
When I awoke the morning after I fucked her, my heart was already pumping adrenaline into my system. I just knew she did something to fuck me over. And when I found her gone, my fear was cemented.
It took me the rest of the day to figure out what she did. Nothing was missing from my wallet, and my safe went untouched. It wasn’t until I went into my office and found the bottom desk drawer unlocked that I knew she had pulled something.
Nothing was missing, and I couldn’t figure out what she was up to for several days. That is, until I looked at my credit report and discovered I had a new credit card on it. One that I didn’t fucking open.
The bitch stole my goddamn identity.
It’s been a few weeks since that happened, and since then, I’ve been calling to see the charges on my account. She hasn't blown through the money as I expected, but there's still time. For the life of me, I can’t figure out what her angle is.
Can’t figure out my own either, considering I haven’t brought myself to freeze the account and call the authorities.
Yet.
The anger coursing through my system is fucking astounding. If I didn't possess control over my emotions, it would’ve been dangerous for me to get in the water today.
Sharks can feel when we're anything but relaxed. An elevated heart rate would be the equivalent to strapping seal guts to my body and going for a swim.
I’m furious enough to take on a two-ton animal, and though I can’t promise myself I’d win, I’d put up a really good fucking fight. Problem is, I don’t want to fight a shark.
What I want to do is throttle the little siren that tricked me.
Christ, and to think for one fucking second, I thought I might actually want to see her again.
I force her from my mind, for now, focusing on the beauty before me. She darts to the left, thrashing her tail a little and throwing me a tad off-balance.
Down here, it’s where I feel most calm—swimming alongside Mother Nature’s fiercest creation.
I run my hand alongside her fin, coaxing her back into a relaxed state.
Slowly, I slide up the side of her body and toward her mouth, continuing to pet her as I do. She’s a fourteen-footer and bulky, too. Covered in mating scars, which gives me hope for research. It’s not very often we find females mature enough to give birth.
Keeping a close eye on her body language, I snag the plastic and slowly slide it off her tooth. Then I release her fin, letting her swim out of my hold while I aim for the ladder to the enclosure ten feet away. The second my head pops out of the water, I find my research partner, Troy, crouching down at the ladder, waiting for me.
“You good, Zo?”
I hate when he calls me that.
His red, curly hair is piled into a bun today, the freckles smattered across every inch of his face, prominent beneath the blue light.
“Stop calling me that, asshole,” is my response.
“Well, you’ve been stomping around the place all day. Surprised she didn’t take a bite out of you. I was expecting to have to get the net and fish out your limbs today.”
“Watch me throw you in so I can fish out yours instead,” I retort, pulling myself out of the water while ensuring to splatter Troy as I do. He only chuckles, used to my attitude by now.