Dating Dr. Dil (If Shakespeare was an Auntie #1)(84)

Kareena held up her hands to stop the tirade. “Did you iron the sari yet?”

“Oh my god, no!” Bindu’s voice screeched. “I was filming videos and editing and working on grading a stupid quiz I assigned my students last week. What am I supposed to do?”

Before the first sob could break through her lips, Kareena shushed her.

“First things first. Go iron the sari. Second, I’ll ask Bobbi if anyone on her wedding planning team is nearby and knows how to tie a Gujarati-style sari. And while you get dressed, I’ll make the halwa.”

“Okay,” Bindu said, letting out a deep breath. “Really? Really you’ll do that for me?”

Kareena nodded. “Now get out of here. I’ll start cooking.”

“Thanks,” Bindu said with a sniffle. She turned toward the hallway and looked back over one shoulder. “Didi.” She rushed back upstairs.

Kareena shook her head. Damn it, she was always a sucker when her sister needed her.

She sent Bobbi a text first, then Dave all the information for her car, before she put the phone down and walked into the kitchen.

“Halwa,” she said to herself. “You and I haven’t met since I was forced to make you for the last pooja. Let’s do this.”

She started by pulling out all the main ingredients. Chickpea flour, ghee, sugar, raisins, and slivered almonds. Kareena then set a small pot to boil.

Now she had to find the wok. Her grandmother preferred to make halwa in a saucepan, but Kareena liked to use the same wok her mother had used. It was good luck. Unfortunately, that meant digging through all of Dadi’s stainless-steel crap.

She began opening base cabinets and drawers. There were so many stainless-steel bowls, pots, and pans. Her grandmother kept buying new stuff and shoving the old ones in the back.

I really have to clean this up, she thought. She made it to the corner cabinet that barely got any use since it was harder for Dadi to bend at the knees. She had to get down on the floor to search the bottom shelf.

When she saw the handle of the wok, she cheered. “Gotcha!” Kareena reached inside to feel the back of the cabinet when her hand brushed the corner of some paper. “What the hell?”

Pulling her hand out of the cabinet, she grabbed her phone, then shined some light into the back. There, stuck between the base and the wall was a folded yellow piece of paper. It must have dropped back there when she took out all the drawers to reface the cabinets a couple years ago. And since it was stuck in the edges, unless someone cleaned the cabinets with a flashlight, it would’ve been impossible to spot.

Contorting her body, she pulled out the stuck piece of paper. She sat on the kitchen floor, then carefully unfolded it.

“Oh my god,” Kareena whispered, letting out a heartfelt breath. “Mama.”

Her mother’s neat handwriting had long sweeping curves that crowded together. On the top of the note, she’d written:

10-year plan for kitchen renovation.

The list was extensive, starting with taking down the wall between the kitchen and living room. That was exactly what Kareena had wanted to do for years, but her father wouldn’t let her. She wondered if the plans were too close to what Kareena’s mother wanted.

The second task was to reface the cabinets, which Kareena had done a few years ago.

The third had Kareena chuckling.

Replace the appliances when my cheap-ass husband finally comes to his senses.

Kareena looked around and nodded. “He’s still a cheap ass,” she muttered.

Number four had to do with the fixtures, and number five was . . .

Number five.

Kareena’s chest tightened, and her throat began to burn.

Fill the kitchen, and the rest of the house, with love. The love I share with my husband and my children.

Love.

The house had been filled with love at one time. Now, there was some love that remained out of obligation. But if Kareena was able to keep her home, and Prem was sincere about making what they had between them a real thing, then the only love remaining would be hers.

Was it enough?

“I wish you were here, Mama,” she whispered to the note. “Then you could tell me if I was doing the right thing.”

With a sniffle, Kareena got up off the floor, tucked the piece of paper in her back pocket, grabbed the wok, and started to make halwa for her sister.





Chapter Twenty-Nine

Kareena




Prem: Ready for tonight?

Kareena: Yeah.

Prem: Rina, honey, are you sure?

Kareena: I mean, this is good for both of us, right? This is my only chance to get my mom’s house.

Prem: And because we’ll be happy. Together.

Kareena: Right.

Prem: Let’s talk when I get there. I’ll see you soon.





Kareena walked into the ballroom at the Marriott off Route 1 wearing the payal and her mother’s earrings. Bobbi and Veera helped her pick out a black-and-silver lehenga from one of her sister’s favorite shops in downtown Edison.

She’d gotten dressed by herself since her father had to run errands before the event, and her grandmother was with Bindu at the hotel helping her get ready.

Even though it felt like people forgot about her, the short bout of solitude was nice. The feeling of nausea in her gut grew stronger the closer she got to seeing Prem again. They didn’t practice or talk at all about what they were going to say, how they were going to say it, and to whom they’d spill the news of their relationship first.