Dating Dr. Dil (If Shakespeare was an Auntie #1)(38)

KAREENA, I’M YOUR PERFECT DUMMY.

Kareena: Damn, I guess you’ve found my perfect man.

Prem: I’ll introduce you next week. I’ll be in the city. Want to go out?

Kareena: You mean, like, intentionally meeting up?

Prem: We need to be seen together, and also get to know each other.

Kareena: You were serious?

Prem: Why wouldn’t I be?

Kareena: Fine. I’ll let you know.





Her stomach was still a riot of butterflies when she left her phone, flowers, and bag on the couch for Loken to watch and followed Bindu into the back room.

Kareena knew that Prem was interested in money for his clinic, just like she wanted funds for her mother’s home. But she couldn’t help but think that what they were doing was cheating the soul mate search. And liking Prem, enjoying the time they spent together, despite how their relationship started, was only going to complicate things later on for her. Because one thing was clear: he would never give her what she needed.

She stepped inside Bindu’s changing room, her head spinning with the truth.

“Can you help me unpin?” Bindu asked. She’d stepped on top of a pedestal and pointed to her shoulder.

“Sure.” Kareena started to remove pins from the draping. “This looks great on you. You really do look beautiful, Bindu.”

“I wanted to ask you something,” Bindu said quietly, her expression drawn. “I don’t want you to get mad.”

Kareena met Bindu’s eyes in the mirror. “What is it? Did you do something?”

“No.” There was a ghost of a smile. “Not yet. Loken asked me to move in with him after the engagement party. He thinks that Dad and Dadi would be more receptive once the sagai is over. I want to do it. I want to move in with him. His place is pretty nice. His family helped him buy it. I’ll have my own room for filming and creating content and I’ll be closer to the school on the days that I have to teach. Plus I’ll be with him.”

Kareena’s stomach twisted, tightening just a little bit as she processed her sister’s words. “Go for it. You already spend half the nights out of the week with him, anyway. I’m happy for you. Loken is great.”

“Really? You wouldn’t be upset that I’m leaving Mom’s house?”

Kareena shook her head. She briskly began folding the fabric just like she remembered her mother doing after they came home from Indian Association parties, and like her grandmother did after Diwali celebrations. “My choices are my own. You are free to live your life how you want it, Bindu. You don’t have to follow what I do.”

“But you’re my older sister,” she said, her bottom lip quivering. “I know you’re annoying as fuck, you drive me insane, and you’ve threatened to pester me in my married life, but I want you to be happy with my choices, too.”

Only Bindu could say such a backhanded compliment with a smile on her face. “I am happy with your choices,” Kareena said. She cupped Bindu’s face, being mindful of the artfully applied bronzer on her cheekbones. “Hey, what is this really about? Most of the time you’re jumping down my throat or trying to mess with me.”

Bindu nodded, then sniffled. “The last time someone left the house was—”

Ah.

“Mom. I know.” Kareena’s throat burned at the reminder. Her grief was old, but sometimes it was so strong, it brought tears to her eyes. It was always swift, and sudden. Whenever she or Bindu experienced firsts, Kareena felt her mother’s loss like the sharp shards of glass in her throat, choking her.

“Bindu,” she said, clearing her throat, pushing down the sudden onset of grief, “you’re getting married. And honestly, if I can’t find a man, then the house might be gone soon, too. Focus on your wedding. And on Loken.”

“Maybe with my leaving you can convert my room into an office like you’ve always wanted? With the floating bookshelves for your romance novels. I don’t know how long it’ll take for Dad to sell, and—”

“Stop,” Kareena interjected. “Don’t worry about me. You need to stay calm; otherwise, you’ll break out.”

Bindu sniffed. “No way am I getting acne,” she said. “My photos have to look perfect.”

“And they will,” Kareena said.

Bindu, in her concept sari halfway off one shoulder, pressed her sniffling snot against Kareena’s sweater vest.

“Love you, didi.”

“Love you, too, Bindu.”





Chapter Twelve

Prem




Mom: Your father is being a pain in my ass again.

Prem: This is why you can’t trust emotions to make decisions about marriage. I can send you the study from France about midbrain activity if you want.

Mom: I was a doctor before I retired, my baby baboon. I know those studies better than you. Don’t try me.

Prem: Wow, baby baboon? My phone translates terribly from Hindi to English. What is it, Mom?

Mom: I want you to come visit. So we can talk about your future in person. I saw your show, and how you’re now friends with this woman who embarrassed you. What is going on?

Prem: I’ll tell you when I figure it out.





Prem: Hey, bring sensible walking shoes for our date tomorrow.