Collide (Collide, #1)(104)
He stepped forward, once again placing his shaky hands over her cheeks. “She told us to take care of one another. She told us to stick through whatever uphill battles life throws at us and to never give up on our relationship. This is my battle, and you’re going to leave me like this, Emily? Let me fix it,” he whispered, sniffling. “I can fix it and make us better again. I can bring us back to where we used to be. “
She stared at him for a long moment. The tears streaming down her face felt like acid burning into her flesh. Before she could answer, the sound of keys jingling in the door ripped their gaze from one another.
Olivia walked in the apartment, the shock on her face palpable. “What the hell are you doing here?” she spat, her eyes hardening in Dillon’s direction.
Running his hands through his hair, he backed away from Emily, his voice heated. “Don’t even f*ck with me right now, Olivia.”
“Let me tell you something,” she answered, sauntering over to him, her body movements and tone showing she was in no way intimidated. “If you don’t get the f*ck out of my apartment right now, I’m calling the cops. And just to f*ck with you further,” she hissed, ramming her finger into his chest, “I’ll make sure to stick my father’s best friend—who happens to be the district attorney—on your ass.”
Mentally depleted and her stomach twisting into knots, Emily ran into her bathroom, landing on her knees in front of the toilet. Her body viciously retched up bile as a heavy flow of tears soaked her eyes.
“You’re a f*cking *!” Olivia screamed at Dillon, making her way into the bathroom while he followed closely behind her. She hovered over Emily, holding her hair away from her face. “Look what you do to her! Now get the hell out of here!”
“Dillon, please,” Emily managed to get out as her body continued its assault over the toilet, the acrid taste in her mouth stinging against her tongue. “I’ll call you later—just leave.”
He stepped into the bathroom, reaching to help hold Emily’s hair, but Olivia swatted his arm away. “Jesus, did you hear what she said? Leave now, Dillon!”
He scrubbed his hands over his face, stared at Olivia for a second, and with his shoulders slumped and eyes downcast, he walked out of the apartment.
The slamming of the door behind him made Emily’s body jump. Standing to her feet, she leaned against the wall and tried to catch her breath. Olivia gently took her by the arm and helped her over to the sink. Turning it on, Olivia soaked a washcloth under cool water and ran it across Emily’s face as she continued to sob uncontrollably. After brushing her teeth again, Emily swung open the medicine cabinet, her hands shaking as she skimmed over several medications. She was looking for one in particular—a bottle of Valium that her doctor back in Colorado had given a prescription for after her mother died. She filled a plastic cup with water and popped a pill into her mouth, hoping it would temporarily drag her from this nightmare. She then made her way back into the living room.
Falling onto the couch, she covered her eyes with the crease of her arm and tried to compose herself. There were only three days in her entire life she’d remembered feeling like this—the day her mother passed away, the day of her wake, and the day of her burial. Emily’s nerves were shot and sizzled beyond comprehension. All she wanted to do was fade away.
Olivia sat down next to her, lifting Emily’s legs over her lap, her voice riddled with concern. “God, Em, I can’t believe he actually came here. Are you alright?”
Without removing her arm from her face, she nodded.
She sighed, rubbing her hand against Emily’s leg. “Wait until Gavin finds out about this shit. He’s going to freak out,” she said, looking down to her watch. “It’s already five. Aren’t you supposed to meet him at his office soon?”
“No. I’m not going there,” she choked out, beginning to cry again.
Olivia’s brows knitted together. “Em, what’s wrong?”
“When I got to his place this morning, Gina opened the door,” she sobbed, rising from the couch. She walked into the kitchen, shaking her head, still unable to process everything. “She was barely dressed,” she said, letting out a humorless laugh. “And the bastard had the nerve to call and text me all day, too.”
Olivia jumped up from the couch, her eyes wide. “Holy shit, Emily! What?”
“I don’t understand,” she sniffled, reaching for a napkin off the counter. She blew her nose. “I feel like an *—like a complete fool. He used me.” She tossed the napkin into the garbage and sat down at the kitchen table, her hands covering her face. Olivia pulled a chair up and stroked Emily’s hair away from her shoulder. “I know what it was though, Liv. He couldn’t have me from the beginning, and I became some sick twisted game for him to conquer.”
“Have you talked to him yet?”
“Hell no, I haven’t talked to him, and I’m not going to.”
“Well, I’m calling the dick. I can’t believe this,” she huffed, rising from her seat. Setting off at a brisk pace, she yanked her purse from the couch and cursed under her breath.
“No, Liv. I don’t want you calling him. He’ll just come here, and I can’t deal with anymore right now.”
She pulled out her phone, essentially ignoring Emily’s words. She glanced down at it. “Looks like I don’t have to call him.”