Bridge of Clay(60)

The small exchange was hard for him to hear, but he knew it was me and Carey, and soon the others were near. Rosy licked his face.

“Rosy!” I said. “Get out of there!”

Still no sign of Henry.



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Finally, there was Rory:

He had to step in at some point.

He told everyone to get the hell out of his way, and picked Clay up and carried him. In his arms Clay hung like an arch.

“Oi, Matthew,” Rory called, “check this out—it’s all that letterbox practice!” Then to Clay, down at face and blood. “How’s this for a heart-to-heart?” And finally his happiest afterthought. “Hey—did you kick him in the coins, like I asked?”

    “Twice. The first one wasn’t that good.”

And Rory laughed, right there on the steps, and it hurt the boy he was holding.

As promised and planned, I had killed him.

But true to his word as ever—Clay just wasn’t dead.

It felt good to be a Dunbar boy again.





They bought the place, of course they did, and things began to begin.

Job-wise, Michael still did his construction work, with his always-powdery hands, and Penny did her cleaning, and studied English till the time was near. She started wondering about a different career, and was pulled between two teaching strands: the first could only be music. Then English as a Second Language.

Maybe it was memory that did it:

The indoor tarmac.

The floor-to-ceiling heat.

“Passport?”

“Przepraszam?”

“Oh, Jesus…”

She chose the ESL.

She applied to university, resolved to still going cleaning at night—an accounting firm, the lawyer’s office—and the acceptance letter arrived. Michael found her at the kitchen table. He stood, not far from the exact same place where, many years later, he’d be watched and interrogated by a mule.

“Well?”

He sat down closely next to her.

He watched the insignia, and letterhead.

Some people celebrate things with champagne, or a night out somewhere nice, but in this case, Penelope sat; she put her head against Michael’s side, and read the letter again.



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    And like that, the time flowed by:

They planted things in the garden.

Half of it lived. Half died.

They watched the Wall come down in November of ’89.

Through the slits in the back fence, they often saw the horseflesh, and loved the racing quarter’s other eccentricities—like a man or woman walking out on the road, midafternoon, with a stop sign to hold up traffic. Behind them, a groom would lead a horse across, likely 10-1 next day, at Hennessey.

The last and most important quirk of the place, though, already back then, was the number of forgotten fields; you only had to know where to look. In some cases, as we’re well aware, such places could hold great meaning—and one was near the train line. Sure, there would be The Surrounds, and the dying track at Bernborough—but this one, too, was crucial.

So I’m begging you please to remember.

It had everything to do with the mule.



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Three years into Penny’s university course, the phone rang at 18 Archer Street; Dr. Weinrauch.

Adelle.

She’d died at the dining room table, most likely late at night, having just typed a letter to a friend.

“Looks like she finished up, took her glasses off and laid her head down next to the Remington,” he’d said, and it was sad and aching, but beautiful: One last, lethal combination.

A hard-hit final full stop.

Of course, they drove straight out to Featherton, and Michael knew he was lucky, compared to Penelope. Here at least they could stand in the church and sweat beside the box. He could turn to the retired old doctor, and stare at his tie, which hung like a long-stopped clock.

“Sorry, son.”

    “Sorry, Doc.”

Later, they sat in the old house, at the table, with her blue-rimmed glasses and the typewriter. For a while he contemplated putting a new sheet in and punching out a few lines. He didn’t, though, he just looked at it, and Penelope brought tea, and they drank it and walked the town, and finished out back, by the banksia.

When she asked if he’d take the typewriter home, he said it was home already.

“You’re sure now?”

“I’m sure.” He realized. “Actually, I think I know what to do.”

For whatever reason, it just felt right, he went out to the shed; he found the same old shovel and dug one more hole, to the left of the dog and the snake.

In the house, he sat a last while with the Remington.

He found three rounds of plastic, strong and smooth, and wrapped it up, so clear you could see the keys—first the Q and the W, then the midsection of F and G, H and J—and in the old backyard of an old-backyard-of-a-town, he took it there, he placed it there, and buried it in the ground: The TW, the snake, and Moon.

You didn’t put that in ads for real estate.



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At home again, life had to go on, and it did, with Michael staying up with her, as she wrote her assignments, and checked them. When she did the practical work, she was sent to Hyperno High. The toughest high school in town.