Beauty from Pain (Beauty, #1)(98)

“Look, don’t feel bad, I can be a charming bastard when I put my mind to it. You are far from the first and won’t the last that has to see this little show. I’m glad your tat turned out badass, I’d prefer you remember me for that rather than last night.”





I jogged down the front steps without looking back and yanked open the door to the fancy black BMW. I hated this car and hated that it suited the driver as well as it did. Classy, sleek and expensive were definitely words that could be used describe my traveling companion. As we pulled out of the parking lot, Lucy yelled at me and flipped me off. My driver rolled her eyes and muttered, “Classy” under her breath. She was used to the little scenes chicks liked to throw when I bailed on them the morning after. I even had to replace her windshield once when one of them had chucked a rock at me and missed while I was walking away.


I adjusted the seat to accommodate my long legs and settled in to rest my head against the window. It was always a long and achingly silent drive.

Sometimes, like today, I was grateful for it, other times it grated on my very last nerve. We had been a fixture in each other’s lives since middle school; she knew every strength and fault I had.

My parents loved her like their own daughter and made no bones about the fact they more often than not preferred her company over mine. One would think with all the history, both good and bad between us, that we could make simple small talk for a few hours without it being difficult.




“You’re going to get all that junk that’s in your hair all over my window.” She had a voice that didn’t match the rest of her; it was all cigarettes and whiskey, while she was all champagne and silk. I had always liked her voice, when we got along I could listen to her talk for hours.

“I’ll get it

detailed.”





She snorted. I closed my eyes and crossed my arms over my chest. I was all set for a silent ride, but apparently she had things to say today because as soon as she pulled the car onto the highway she turned the radio down and said my name. “Rule.”


I turned my head slightly to the side and cracked open an eye. “Shaw.” Her name was just as fancy as the rest of her. She was pale, had snowy white blond hair and big ole green eyes that looked like Granny Smith apples. She was tiny, an easy foot shorter than my own six three, but had curves for that went on for days. She was the kind of girl that guys looked at, just because they couldn’t help themselves, but as soon as she turned those frosty green eyes in their direction they knew they wouldn’t stand a chance.

She exuded unattainability the way some other girls oozed ‘come and get me’.




She blew out a breath and I watched a strand of hair twirl around her forehead. She looked at me out of the corner of her eye and I stiffened up when I saw how tight her hands were on the steering wheel.


“What is it,

Shaw?”





She bit her bottom lip, a sure sign she was nervous. “I don’t suppose you answered any of your mom’s calls this week?”


I wasn’t exactly tight with my folks. In fact, our relationship hovered somewhere around the mutually tolerable area which is why my mom sent Shaw to drag me home each weekend. We were both from a small town called Brookside, in an affluent part of Colorado. I moved to Denver as soon as I had my diploma in hand. And Shaw was a few years behind because she was younger than me and also because she had wanted nothing more than to get into D-U. Not only did the girl look like a fairytale princess but she was also on track to be a freaking doctor. My mom knew there was no way I would make the two hour drive there and back to see them on the weekends, but if Shaw drove and came and got me, not only would I feel guilty for making her take time out of her schedule to get me, but that I had no excuse to not go. Shaw paid for the gas, waited for me to stumble out of bed and dragged my sorry ass home every single Sunday and not once in going on two years had she complained about it


“No, I was busy all week.”

I was busy, but I also just didn’t like talking to my mom, so I had ignored her all three times she had called me this week.





Shaw sighed and her hands twisted even tighter on the steering wheel. “She was calling to tell you that Rome got hurt and the Army is sending him home for six weeks of R&R. Your dad went down to the base in the Springs yesterday to pick him up.”


I bolted up in the seat so fast that I smacked my head on the roof of the car. I swore and rubbed the spot that made my head throb even more.

“What? What do you mean he got hurt?” Rome was my older brother. He had three years on me and had been oversees for a good portion of the last six. We were still tight and, even if he didn’t like all the distance I’d put between me and my parents over the years, if he was injured I was sure I would have heard it from him.




“I’m not sure; Margot said something happened to the convoy he was in when they were out on patrol. He was in a pretty bad accident I guess. She said his arm was broken and he had a few cracked ribs. She was pretty upset so I had a hard time understanding her when she called.”

“Rome would have called me.”

“Rome was doped up and spent the last two days being debriefed. He asked your mom to call because you Archer boys are nothing if not persistent. Margot told him that you wouldn’t answer, but he kept telling her to try.”