Beautiful Little Fools(53)

“Jordan,” she called out now. “There’s a man here to see you.”

A man?

She opened up my bedroom door and slowly stepped inside, thumping about with her dreadful cane. “A suitor, perhaps? He says you have dinner plans.” She cast me a toothy smile. There were so many things I was tempted to say to her in response, but instead I sighed and walked past her to see what the heck was going on.

Jay Gatsby stood there in Aunt Sigourney’s living room, looking somehow both affable and arrogant. He wore a different suit today, a pale gray one, but the material didn’t look any less fine. How many expensive suits did the man own now?

“What are you doing here?” I asked him, sharply.

“I’ve come to take you to dinner,” he said. “You promised me a dinner and told me to look you up at your aunt’s, remember?”

I didn’t remember it exactly that way at all. I shook my head. “I’ve already eaten dinner.”

“No, she has not,” Aunt Sigourney piped up cheerfully from behind me. “And she would love to go to dinner with you.” She gave my shoulder a little push. “Go ahead, Jordan. Go freshen up and get your coat. I’ll entertain your young man.”

Jay cast her a warm smile, and I realized he’d become just the kind of man that old ladies loved to fawn over. It didn’t seem right and it didn’t seem fair that Jay Gatsby had turned himself into this while I had gone and lost everything. But I supposed I was stuck going to dinner with him or I’d have to sit here and watch Aunt Sigourney drool over him all night.

I sighed and grabbed my coat. “All right, fine,” I said. “Let’s go to dinner.”



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AN HOUR LATER, Jay sat across from me at Le Chez, the most expensive restaurant in lower Manhattan. He’d reserved us a table in a private room and had them send out the meal prix fixe: caviar and escargot, a soup course and a salad course, a medium rare, buttery steak, and even an illicit and expensive bottle of French wine, the likes of which I hadn’t tasted since I’d been at the Buchanans’ chateau in Cannes. I wasn’t sure how Jay had gotten possession of such a treat. I took a delightful sip and wondered whether it was worth telling Jay I had no interest in him before we finished the bottle. I kept my mouth shut. Might as well enjoy this dinner, if I was forced to be here.

“Jordan,” he said, after I’d downed a glass of the Sancerre. “I need to ask you something.”

My cheeks felt flushed as I looked at him. His eyes were earnest, and he must’ve gotten a haircut since the last time I’d seen him on the street, because now that his blond hair didn’t fall in front of them, I could see the intensity of their greens.

“You and I…” I told him, my words feeling loose, slippery against my tongue. They escaped me, slurry. “Are never gonna happen.”

He stared at me for a moment and then he began to laugh, a big hearty deep-down laugh that made his chest shake. “I’m sorry,” he said, as my face reddened. “Forgive me.” He shook his head and raised his arm. “Hey there, old sport”—he beckoned for our waiter, who quickly rushed over—“pour another glass for the lady, would you?”

Before I could protest, the waiter was pouring me more wine. When he walked away, Jay had gotten control of himself again, and his features were stoic and calm. “I’m sorry for laughing. It’s just… you’ve misread my intentions, Jordan. What I needed to ask you was… how’s Daisy?” His eyes opened a little wider, his mouth parted a little, and he rested his chin in his hands, staring at me intently. Was it possible that after all this time, all these years, he was still in love with Daisy?

I bit my lip, then took another long sip of wine, and I thought about how to answer. I decided to tell him something true that wouldn’t really tell him anything at all: “I haven’t seen Daisy in over a year, since I visited her and Tom in France.” He grimaced when I said Tom’s name. It made me soften toward him a little, as I felt the way his face looked: angry and disappointed and a little bit sad. Tom was no good for Daisy; maybe we could both agree on that.

“But you’ve talked to her… written to her?” His voice floundered. He’d been expecting so much of me at this dinner, but only in terms of how it related to my knowledge of Daisy. He knew nothing of my scandal, or, if he did, he didn’t care to bring it up. That, in itself, was refreshing. “Is she happy in Chicago?” he asked now.

I wondered how he knew she was in Chicago, how closely he’d been keeping track of her, and how he’d gotten any information about her at all. Not that the Tom Buchanans were the sort of couple who ever kept a low profile. Maybe it wouldn’t be that hard to keep track. I supposed they were all over the society pages.

“Happy?” My voice faltered a little on the word, and I took another large sip of wine.

Later I would think, if I hadn’t had almost two glasses of Sancerre, I wouldn’t have said what I did next. And maybe, if I’d just kept my mouth shut, everything would’ve turned out differently.

But at the time, my head was foggy, and I was angry at Tom. I’d promised him I’d hurt him if he hurt Daisy again, and what better way to do it than this? “Actually,” I said to Jay, “I don’t think they are very happy in Chicago at all. In fact, they’re moving, after the first of the year. Out here. They bought a house in East Egg.”