Bad Rep (Bad Rep, #1)(39)

I raised my hand to stop him.  “You have nothing to be sorry about.  Now, go take care of your girlfriend,” I emphasized the word girlfriend and I couldn't stop the sound of my bitterness.

Jordan stared at me and looked as though he wanted to say something.  But the moment was broken by Olivia's miserable moans from the bathroom.  Jordan sighed and with a final look in my direction, followed her, closing the door.  I stared into the space we had occupied only a few minutes before.  How different things seemed now than before Olivia came bursting into the room.

Jordan had a girlfriend.  And I was a f*cking fool.
Chapter Ten



I had about four stops to make before I had to head over to the Chi Delta house in an hour.  This afternoon was our third party for rush week.  The first two had gone off without a hitch and we had found some girls that would fit in with our group perfectly.

Today was the infamous skit.  Vivian ended up writing most of it.  I didn't feel comfortable going to Jordan's house to work on it after the party incident.  Things had gotten pretty intense between us and I was back to trying to maintain distance.  Which was easier now that school had started.  I had to cut back my hours at both jobs, so right now I was only working at Barton's one shift a week.  My schedule hadn't coincided with Jordan's in quite awhile.

Though I wouldn't be able to avoid him forever because this weekend was the Pi Sig mixer.  I still hadn't found a date, much to my sisters' horror.  But I decided to screw it and go stag.  The thought of scrounging up a date and forcing myself to interact all evening with someone I barely knew sounded exhausting.  But I had gone out and bought myself an adorable little dress that was a deep red with an awesome skirt that flared out around my upper thighs.

I know, I know, I shouldn't be spending.  But I figured with the way I had been busting my ass, I deserved it.

I was walking down the aisles at the Super Walmart downtown, trying to find tiny cocktail umbrellas and pink party napkins.  The only thing I was finding so far were tacky and not at all with the pink and punk theme we had going on for today's rush event.

Feeling frustrated I decided to head over to the pharmacy section and pick up a few items I needed.  I grabbed a box of tampons, some Midol and some super absorbency maxi pads.  Because of course my period had to fall on the most important week of my fall semester.  My uterus seemed to be plotting against me.  Then on a whim, I grabbed a giant bag of Swedish Fish just because I loved them.  And having your period called for copious amounts of sweets.

I was holding the items precariously balanced in my arms when I tripped over a cart that was conveniently left in the middle of the aisle.  As if in slow motion, I fell face first to the floor and my feminine hygiene items sailed into the air,  landing at the feet of none other than Jordan Levitt.

Of course!  It just made sense that he would be the one to share my embarrassment.  Because the universe wasn't kind enough to allow me be alone in the aisle when I face planted.

“Are you alright?” he asked, leaning down to take my hand. I wished I could tuck my head into my shirt like a damn turtle. Just so I wouldn't have to look at him standing there, holding my ginormous assortment of maxi pads with new super strength absorbent wings for your heavy flow.

Just kill me now.

“Here you go,” Jordan said, dropping my humiliating grocery list into my basket.  He didn't look embarrassed in the slightest.  As though he were used to girls throwing their tampons at him.

“Thanks,” I mumbled, feeling like the biggest tool on the planet.

I peeked up at him and saw him smile at me.  I couldn't help but smile back, even as I tried to hide my basket behind my back.  It had been two weeks since I had seen him and it might as well have been a year with the way my body responded to his presence.

“So, stranger, how've you been?” he asked, falling into step beside me as we headed toward the shampoo and conditioner.

I lifted my shoulders.  “You know, busy and stuff.  School is crazy right now.  With classes and rush, I barely have time to sleep,” I told him, picking out my brand of shampoo and tossing it into the basket.

I watched Jordan choose some deodorant and put in with my items.  I felt all warm and fuzzy, like we were a married couple doing our shopping together.  Married couple?  Hell, we were barely friends.  I needed a serious reality check.

“So, how's Olivia?” I asked, slamming both of us back into that reality.  Jordan's shoulders tensed a bit but I may have imagined it because his voice was even and unaffected when he answered me.

“She's fine, I guess.  But you probably see more of her than I do.  She goes into sorority hibernation the week of rush.  Nothing can deviate her focus from all things pink and frilly.”  I thought I heard a twinge of annoyance in his statement.  But again, I was most likely searching for something that wasn't there.

“Yeah, the girls go a little nutso with all of it.”  I picked out a new toothbrush and put it in the basket while Jordan tossed in some mouth wash.

“And you don't?” he asked, looking down at me.

I shook my head.  “No way.  I mean, I love being in Chi Delta, but there's more to life than cupcakes and talking to random people about how much I love sparkles,” I said sarcastically.  Jordan laughed.  He seemed to like my answer, which was odd considering he was as entrenched in the Greek system as his girlfriend.