Baby Love (Baby #2)(100)

Trey and I stopped and picked up Chinese on the way home. We were turkeyed out for the time being. I bathed Preston and nursed her again before putting her down for the night. I wasn't going to give her any solids until I was sure the bout of diarrhea was over.

Trey joined me in my bubble bath much later. We relaxed under the covers later after making love. He had been so gentle and sweet with me. I looked over at him sleeping with his hand flung over his brow. He was so beautiful and sexy. I felt butterflies.

CHAPTER 38



It was the Monday after Thanksgiving. Trey was back to work. Jean was at the apartment cleaning and keeping an eye on Preston while I was rearranging my closet.

I was going thought my clothing and shoes; separating stuff that I no longer wore into a pile so that I could drop it off at Goodwill. I was going to do the same in Trey's closet and in Preston's.

I tossed a load of clothing and shoes out of the closet onto the bedroom floor deciding I would fold them out there where there was more room. As I turned back to grab the second pile, I accidently knocked the bigger of the two blue velvet jewelry boxes off of the top of the built in dresser. It fell to the floor spilling the pearl necklace out onto the floor. As I leaned over to pick up the jewelry box that had landed upside down I turned it over and realized that it had a false bottom.

The velvet covered bottom was crooked. There was a small satin ribbon along the bottom edge of the oval shaped jewelry box. I grasped the looped ribbon and lifted it up there was a stack of handwritten papers underneath the false bottom.

I pulled them out and looked at the cursive writing on the lined steno-pad paper. They were in order by date. It looked like someone had been keeping a diary in a steno pad and had torn these pages out.

I sat down on the floor of the closet and started to read them.

October 20, 1989

Matthew convinced me to go to some high class cocktail party at the Hotel D'Iberville tonight. He said I might meet a rich bachelor. I should have known not to believe him!

I met a very handsome young judge there. His name is Preston Tylar. He's 28!! We talked and talked. I went to his room with him thinking we were just going to continue talking. How stupid I am! I drank champagne with him. I liked the way it tasted and the way it made me feel. I didn't mind it when he kissed me at all! He was a very good kisser. He told me that he wanted to make love to me. I told him that I was a virgin and didn’t believe in casual sex. He laughed and said that I was playing my part very well - ???

He kissed me all over and his hands got underneath my clothing. His lips and tongue went to places on my body I didn't know existed!! He made me feel good but I knew it was wrong. I said no to him but before I knew it he had pushed himself inside of me. It hurt like hell!

When he finished he kissed me all over my face and my neck and whispered how sweet I was. He saw the bloody sheets and then he looked at me and saw my tears. He pulled me into his arms and said he was sorry! He said that he thought I was a prostitute!! I cussed him out good!!

He drew me a bath and I soaked in it for a long while. He said he would get me home but I didn't want to leave him for some reason. I was confused and ashamed to some degree because some of the stuff he had done to me felt so good. I am a horrible person!!

I told him I wanted to cuddle all night but not to get any ideas about repeating his animalistic behavior with me! He did as I said. I fell asleep with his arms around me.



During the night I woke up and I knew that I needed to feel the good part of him again. I rolled over and I kissed him on the lips. He woke up and was confused but then he started kissing me back. His lips moved all over me.

He undid my robe and kissed my breasts.

He went lower still and made love to me down there with his mouth and his tongue! I didn't know a man could bring that kind of pleasure. My hands found him and touched him there. He called me his sweet Marley.

I asked him if it would hurt like before. He said it probably would not so I told him to go ahead with it.

He asked me if I was sure. I told him that I was. He told me that I needed to relax to let him in. He kissed my neck and my face. He whispered sweet things to me telling me how sweet and perfect I was. He entered me slowly and gently and it didn't hurt. He pulled me to him and told me to tell him if it hurt and he would stop. He went in and out of me and it felt wonderful. I told him that it felt good and that he pleasured me.

A wonderful warm feeling was building up inside of me and I moaned because it was so intense. He asked me if I wanted him to stop. I begged him not to stop! He kept on and the feeling got stronger and stronger. I pulled him so very close and cried his name out. He moved faster and faster and then he cried my name out and kissed my lips as he emptied his seed into me.

We curled back up and went to sleep making no mention of what we had done. I asked him to drive me home in the morning. I was embarrassed to look at him after what I'd let him do to me and the way that I had liked it.

He apologized again on the way home. He said that he wanted to see me again. He wanted to make sweet love to me. He told me that he was getting married and that he wished he could get out of it.

My heart broke when I heard that! I asked him flat out if he was still going to get married after what we had done together last night. He said that he had to but he still wanted to be with me. I told him that I didn't roll that way!

October 25, 1989

Preston Tylar has been sending me flowers every day! He calls on the phone nearly every day too! I cry at night in my bed thinking about how I let him ruin me! I don't take his calls even though Matthew wants me to. I hate Matthew for what I now know that he is! I hate that my own sister hadn't warned me about him and the kind of monster that he is. I know what he makes Maggie do! He won't do that to me! I will see him dead first!