Baby Love(36)

I saw his shoulders shake with sadness. He lowered his head into his hands, covering his face and sobbed. He was in just as much pain as I was right now. What had made me think that my pain was any worse than his?

I hurried over to him, placing my hand on his shoulder. He looked up at me with his beautiful sapphire eyes reflecting his pain and his sadness.

"God Tylar," he choked, "Will you ever be able to forgive me?"

I knelt down in front of him, taking his hands in mine totally confused as to why my husband felt that he needed to ask for my forgiveness.

"Trey I don't understand. What have you done that would make you think you need my forgiveness?"

"I didn't listen to you when you were having those dreams. They were premonitions, weren't they?"

He didn't wait for me to respond. He was hell-bent on torturing himself I could see.

"I f*cking insisted you go back to the office even when it meant having to hire someone to come in to our home and take care of the baby. Look at what I've caused? Because of me my mother was injured and my daughter is gone… abducted."

"Trey - you were worried about me. You did what you thought was in my best interest. Remember you telling me that you wanted to know that I could survive in a world where peace of mind and security weren't guaranteed without withdrawing or freaking out? You wanted me to be a strong person, not a paranoid person."

"I thought it was concern," he replied angrily, "Maybe it was pure and simple jealousy."

"I don't understand," I replied.

"I don't know Tylar. Maybe I was just jealous of all of the attention you gave the baby and felt left out. Perhaps my motivation was more self-serving."

"I don't believe that for one minute, Trey. Even Dr. Hunter had concerns. You need to stop beating yourself up with this. We need to be a team more than ever now."

He raked his hands through his hair, continuing to look tormented. I couldn't bear to see him like that. I needed to do something so that we connected again.

I raised myself up and crawled into his lap. I cupped my hands around his beautiful face, kissing his tears away. Our lips met and we kissed hungrily. I pulled back my eyes searching his.

"I need you to make love to me Trey."

He lifted me from his lap and we retired to our suite. I undressed him so that he stood totally naked in front of me. I needed his love and his sweetness right now. He needed the same from me.

He undid the belt on my robe, pulling it gently from my shoulders allowing it to fall to the floor. I was naked before him.

He lifted me up and placed me gently on our bed. His hands gently massaged my breasts as he leaned over and suckled from one. It felt so good to be relieved of the milk once again. He lingered there for several minutes, and then moved to the other breast, emptying that one for me as well. His tongue traced downward over my belly then lower still to my womanhood. His fingers gently plied the folds of my sex as his tongue swirled around my clitoris over and over again. I was moaning with the pleasure that was sweetly unfolding.

Trey rolled over onto his back fully erect. He lifted me up, placing me above his erection. I was soaking wet; eager to feel his fullness within me. He gently lowered me down onto him, his hands on each side of my hips.

Once he was fully encapsulated within me I rolled my hips up and down slowly and rhythmically on him. He moaned with pleasure, his hands rotating my hips to his pleasure. I leaned over pressing my breasts into him, our lips meeting in a long, leisurely kiss. I continued rotating my hips in a circular motion, while he placed his hands on my ass, gently raising me up and down. I felt my uterus contracting around him, pulling and squeezing his shaft.

"I love you baby," he whispered against my lips.

"I love you," I answered, my tongue tracing the outside of his lips.

"Did you put your diaphragm in?" he asked.

Shit! I hadn't even thought about it.

I started to lift myself off of Trey. His hands firmly held my ass in place just where I was.

"It's okay," he said, "We need to finish this."

"Trey - no; let me---"

"Hush," he said, covering my mouth with his.

He rolled me over so that he was now on top. He pulled my legs up over his shoulders and increased his rhythm steadily. I felt myself quickening, my contractions around him were strong. He moaned each time he flexed himself within me.

"God baby, this feels so good."

"Trey I need you to hold me close please."

He scooped me up into his arms, my legs lowered now to wrap around his hips, my toes digging into his firm ass, pulling him in deeper. Our lips were joined again in a passionate kiss; our breathing coming faster. I felt so good I was whimpering with pleasure at the fullness I felt.

"That's my girl," Trey purred against my lips. "That's my angel."

My orgasm exploded around him as I cried out his name. He was right there with me, moaning and thrusting himself into me harder and harder. I felt him stiffen as he peaked, and then the pulsating of his climax as he emptied himself inside of me.

"That's it baby," he crooned, "Take it all, baby." He shuddered then collapsed on top of me, his lips finding mine once again. We kissed for several minutes as our bodies slowly relaxed from their orgasmic peaks.

"I love you Tylar. I love you so much."