Aurora's End (The Aurora Cycle #3)(100)
“Can you … can you divert them or something?” she whispers. “Set off an alarm somewhere, do a magic computery thing?”
I shake my head, leaning forward, pressing my palms into the ground. My breath won’t come. I’m dizzy.
“Are you okay?” she whispers, eyes widening.
I gesture at the ship. We have to keep moving.
“Low-tech it is,” she mutters, leaning out and taking a good look at the crews surrounding us. Then, with both hands, she pulls a chock out from behind the wheel of the nearest fighter and, with all her strength, hurls it farther up the landing bay.
It lands with a CRASH, and all heads turns.
Scar is off like an athlete out of the blocks. I’m stumbling behind her, too hot, too dizzy, my vision starting to swim. I know which way I need to go, but I’m running blind.
My legs are weak. My exosuit is working overtime.
We reach the heavy shuttle we always steal.
Pain shoots through me as my knees hit the ground. I work quickly on the hatchway, hot-wiring it open amid the swirling smoke and chaos, same as I always do. But my hands are shaking.
I can’t seem to get enough air.
My tongue feels weird.
Something’s wrong.
Zila—six minutes remaining
“Zila!” Scarlett’s voice comes through comms, garbled but audible.
“One moment,” I say, turning a corner and crawling after Nari. The vents are very tight, and we are both small. Nobody on the security team will be able to follow. But we do not have long to reach our escape pod.
“REPEAT: CONTAINMENT BREACH ESCALATION UNDER WAY, ENGAGE EMERGENCY MEASURES DECK 9.”
“Zila, come on!” Nari calls, kicking out a grille ahead.
“Scarlett?” I ask, crawling forward on my belly. “Are you aboard the shuttle?”
“CORE IMPLOSION IMMINENT, T MINUS THREE MINUTES AND COUNTING. ALL HANDS PROCEED TO EVACUATION PODS IMMEDIATELY. REPEAT: CORE IMPLOSION IN THREE MINUTES.”
“Yes, we launched!” Scarlett cries. “We’re headed toward the storm, but something’s happened to Fin! He inhaled some chemicals upstairs and now he can’t b—”
“REPEAT: CORE IMPLOSION IMMINENT. ALL HANDS PROCEED TO EVACUATION PODS IMMEDIATELY.”
I hold on to the walls as the station shakes around me. The sirens in the vents are terribly loud.
“Say again, Scarlett? What has happened to Finian?”
“Zila, he can’t breathe!”
Scarlett—five minutes remaining
Fin is slumped in the pilot’s chair, and space all around us is on fire. Escape pods are blasting out of the station’s flanks, and burning plasma is venting from its hull, and we’re rocketing toward the huge coiling tendrils of the dark matter storm, the sail and the pulse beyond, our ticket home.
Except I don’t know if Fin’s going to make it.
His face is swelling, eyes bulging, lips turning a strange purple. I try to ignore the panic, hold myself together. I lay him on the floor as we rocket closer to the tempest, focused on Zila’s voice.
She sounds so far away.
“Can you hear wheezing, Scarlett? Whistling?”
I bend down, my ear to his mouth, heart hammering on my ribs. He’s not moving anymore, he’s not talking, he’s not …
Oh Maker, please please don’t do this… .
“Yes.”
“Then he is still breathing,” Zila says. “Nari and I are headed to the escape pods. If Finian is incapacitated, you must guide the ship through the storm’s turbulence and out to the quantum sail. You must be close when the pulse strikes. Ten meters or less to be sure.”
“Me?” I glance around wildly, spot the pilot’s chair. “I don’t know how to fly this thing! My job’s always been witty commentary!”
“Listen carefully, Scarlett.”
“Zila, I’ve never flown anything without autopilot!” I cry. “And I don’t know what’s wrong with him, I don’t know med—”
“Scarlett! Listen to me. This is our last chance to get you home. You can do this. You must do this.”
I look to the boy on the deck beside me, struggling to breathe. All of our futures hanging in the balance. Every moment of my life has been leading to this. And I hear his voice in my mind, as clear as if spoken aloud.
“I’m not sure if you’ve noticed, but the person holding our whole squad together is you. We need you, Scar.”
And I close my eyes, and take myself by the mental lapels, and give myself a shake.
They need me.
He needs me.
“Okay, go.”
Finian—four minutes remaining
My head’s spinning and my body’s struggling, fighting to drag in a breath, but I’m drowning and there’s nothing to hold on to. I’m trying to climb onto a rock as the ocean pounds at me and grabs me with icy cold hands, every wave pulling me down, and down, and down.
And all I can think is that I can’t let go, I
can’t
let
go.
Not until I’m sure we’re out of the loop.
If I die now, will I start us over again?
I can’t take that risk.
I can’t die yet.
And I’m sinking my fingernails into that rock as the sea washes around me, the waves slamming down, squeezing my lungs, vision spinning.