An Unforgettable Lady (An Unforgettable Lady #1)(76)

And that she'd made an awful mistake.

"Oh..." Words failed her. "Shit."

After he'd looked around the room and over her body, he demanded, "What's wrong?"

Grace felt badly. And foolish. "Er—nothing."

"Why the hell did you hit the panic button then? "

"I'm so sorry. I didn't know where you were and—"

"Jesus," Smith swore as he tucked his gun into its holster. "That thing is not a pager."

"I know. I really shouldn't have used it unless I had an emergency." She offered him a chagrined smile. "Believe me, I'm never touching that thing again."

"No, I want you to use it. Just make sure there's a good reason to." He went over and inspected the door. "This is going to need a serious repair job."

Shaking his head, he shut the doors and propped them closed with a chair.

"What were you doing out on the porch? " she blurted.

"Did you need anything?"

There was a long pause. She met his eyes.

Do it, she thought. Just say the words.

"I need you."

Before he could get a word out, she approached him.

"You told me that we could have one night together. I know you've regretted the invitation but you have to admit the two of us are driving each other crazy. If you're worried about being distracted or whether Fm going to get hurt, do you honestly think things can get any more complicated? Whether you want to admit it or not, we are involved, John. I think we should stop talking. And start making love."

With sharp movements, he took off the jacket he'd worn to dinner, as if the room had suddenly grown hot.

"You know I’m right," she said softly.

His eyes fixed on the door to the hall and, when he finally moved, she was sure it would be to leave. Instead, he came over and wrapped his arms around her.

"God help us," he said.

Grace raised her mouth for his kiss but he pulled back his head.

"If we spend the night together, it won't change the ending," he said. "I’m still going to leave."

Staring into his eyes, she said, "I know. But you're here now, aren't you? So shut up and kiss me."

With a sardonic smile, he murmured, "Are you getting tough on me?"

"Yes." She pulled his mouth down to hers.

As their lips touched, she heard a groan of need rise from him. His tongue dove into her mouth and she met the thrust passionately. The kiss quickly took on a wild edge.

Roughly, he stripped her robe from her shoulders and then she felt her nightgown drift down to the floor. As the cool air hit her skin, she circled her arms around his shoulders but stopped when she felt the gun. He pulled back and took off the holster and then his shirt. As he undressed, his eyes never left her face and she relished the expanse of his chest and his ribbed stomach. She reached out, touching warm, male skin.

"I want to see you," he said, moving her over to the bed and into a pool of light. As he looked at her, she heard a hiss and was stunned by the dark need in his face. He sat, or perhaps it was even collapsed, onto the bed.

He reached up and took her breasts into his palms, his thumbs rubbing the nipples, which were already taut. They peaked even further with his touch and her head fell back as a moan of desire escaped her. Leaning forward, he took the tip of one breast into his mouth and she gripped his shoulders, then his neck, then his head. His mouth went lower, down the flat plane of her stomach and over to her hip, his teeth gently nipping at her skin.

And then, as if He couldn't stand it any longer, he pulled her forward on top of him. His arms gripped her body tightly and his arousal was thick and hard, pressing into her. She reached down in between them, searching for his belt buckle, as he continued to kiss her. With one fluid motion, he rolled her over, pulled back and took off his pants. The first moment she felt him totally naked against her, Grace felt a surge of heat that was almost pain.

Time halted as he explored her body, kissing her neck and her breasts, covering her skin with his hands. She thought dimly that no one had ever taken such care to arouse her before and she felt herself come alive.

"I need you to touch me," he growled against her mouth.

With confidence she never would have thought herself capable of, she began to stroke him, from his wide shoulders and his chest, down the rigid contours of his stomach, to the curve of his hip bones. When she went lower, taking him in her hands, he braced himself against the headboard as spasms wracked his big body. Marveling that she was the one he needed so badly, she began to pleasure him.

She didn't get far. With a flash of movement, he grabbed her and drew her to him, his tongue thrusting into her mouth, his hands going over her back restlessly. She sensed that he was trying to be gentle but that his need made him rough. She wasn't afraid. She only wanted more.

"I can't hold out longer," he groaned against her mouth. He rolled over on top of her and his eyes bored into hers as his weight pressed her down into the mattress. Arching under him, feeling a swelling, pulsating need at her core, she brought up her knees. He settled in between her legs with an expression that was close to anguish.

John pulled back, looking down into her eyes. "Are you sure?"

She nodded and pulled him to her mouth.