Useless Bay(10)

The wind blew the hood of Pixie’s raincoat down, and her golden hair swirled around her face.

In that moment, I wondered if there was something to the urban legends about the Grays. Like the one that said they had been carved from glaciers.

Or that they had been built for a purpose.

Or that they were a sign from God.

Or the spawn of Satan.

The most broadly whispered question was: Who was their father?

No one had ever seen or heard of a Mr. Gray. The most likely theory was that he was an officer stationed temporarily at the naval base at Oak Harbor, good for one night, and that he didn’t even know this brood of giants existed.

At that moment, watching the weather swirl about Pix but not affecting her, I felt something different. I wondered if the Grays weren’t from any father so much as they were from the land itself—a long cold beach where it seemed you could walk forever and keep walking. A handy breed to be called up in times of crises.

The question was: Would this be one of those times? Were we in a crisis now?

It was then that I began to think beyond the pain in my face and that Dad might need the sheriff for more than to harass the Gray family. He might actually have to find my little brother.

Something might have happened to Grant. Something bad. Maybe my misdirection at the Grays’ house was a stupid thing to do, because maybe my brother was really in trouble.

The important thing now was to get him back, and Pix was starting to convince me that it might be harder than I thought.

“Do you hear it?” Pix said.

“What? The wind?”

She shook her head. “Listen. I mean, really listen.”

She closed her eyes and turned her face to the beach.

Even her dog—the smelly, loud one—was so silent she seemed reverent. It was like being in church.

So I closed my eyes and listened, too.

The first thing I heard was my homework list, then the little ways I’d let everybody down—as well as the bigger ones. The mistakes I’d made in the past, the ones I’d make in the future, and how I could possibly avoid them.

When I was done with those voices, then came the rip and groan of the storm, and the snore of the barn owl that seemed to be demanding, “Treat! Treat!”

But Pixie seemed to be hearing something else, something deeper. She shivered in her Windbreaker, and I couldn’t understand why.

“All I hear is the wind,” I said.

“Oh,” Pixie said, disappointed. “Right. The wind.”

I felt as though I’d failed some kind of test I didn’t even know I was taking.

“If Grant’s really gone, we should find Yuri. He’ll know what to do,” I said.

Yuri’s shack was at the beach end of the trail that we were on—the one that shored up and bisected the lagoon.

“Right. Yuri,” Pixie said, and she seemed to shake off something that had settled around her shoulders like a mantle. If I didn’t know her and her brothers better, I’d say that she was afraid.

Even though Grant went missing all the time in circumstances that sometimes seemed even worse than this, and he had his elaborate games of hide-and-seek that often involved the Grays—who, I had to admit, took pretty good care of him when he ran off—it never made me nervous. But this was the exact moment I began to worry.

I mean, really worry.

Grant’s disappearance was a different kind of deception.





five


PIXIE


All Henry had to say was “Yuri” and Patience forgot to stay. She shot off down the trail as though she’d been fired from a cannon. Oh boy oh boy oh boy we’re going to find things!

Yuri had done his best to continue Patience’s training where that troll Hal Liston had left off. And Yuri didn’t charge us, which scored him major points in the Gray family playbook. Never mind that he had a glower that made him look like he wanted to poison you with sarin gas.

And we couldn’t argue with the results. In a part of the world filled with some of the worst smells on earth, Patience could tell the difference between a dead seagull and a dead cormorant. She did not eat either of them, thanks to Yuri, which was nothing short of a miracle.

There was another, worse part of Yuri’s dog training that I didn’t want to think about now.

I was twelve years old the night we got the first call that wasn’t the neighbors saying “Get your beast to stop yowling,” but instead Sheriff Lundquist saying “How good a scent hound is Patience? We’re missing a toddler in the woods around Deception Pass. The parents are hysterical. Can you come?”

I remember being skeptical. There were miles of trails at Deception Pass. And, thanks to our Red Cross courses, we knew the kind of dedication it took to be a search-and-rescue team. It required months of training that Patience and I didn’t have. True, Yuri had tried to plug the gaps, but it wasn’t systematic.

But Mom took the phone away from me and told Sheriff Lundquist we’d be right there. Then, after rousting my brothers, she turned to me and said, “That’s somebody’s baby who’s missing. Those parents are so desperate they’re probably praying. And since no Jesus is coming, you’d better get off your ass and get going.”

Mom was firmly antireligious because of all the people of faith who had gathered around her with casseroles when she was a new mother of quintuplets and promised to help . . . if only she’d repent and admit she’d been a whore to get herself knocked up to begin with.