Twisted Fate(51)

“Can you move?” Graham’s voice asks.

The boy, Eric, smashed and mangled beyond recognition, looking barely human, moans.

Graham touches him again.

“Call nine-one-one,” Eric gasps.

But the camera still focuses on his face. On his mouth which is full of blood. “Call nine-one-one,” he says, and blood pours from his mouth and his ear.

The camera’s perspective changes and you can see the boy’s face full-on—his eyes open but unseeing, and then there is a moment where he suddenly sees Graham.

“Call nine-one-one,” he says, his voice starting to rise in panic, his breath ragged as he begins to cry a little and then spits more blood onto the hood of the car. The camera stays focused on his face and the blood runs down the car and his face turns a white-gray and tears and blood run down his face. His eyes look into the camera pleading, then become vacant. After a few minutes his breathing becomes loud and labored, then his eyes go blank. It was the most horrible thing I had ever seen. The most terrible thing I can imagine anyone having to look at. That moment where his eyes became flat and empty.

But still the camera was running. There was nothing but the sound of the wind and some birds chirping. The boy’s, Eric’s, hair was partly matted with blood but the wind blew and tousled the part that wasn’t. Then the camera changed perspective, panned back—Graham must have walked away a little and sat down—and you could see the whole front of the car and the dead boy on top of it. His broken body sliced by metal and glass and blood running everywhere.

You hear the scrape and click of a lighter being lit and you can hear Graham inhale, then exhale, then a cloud of gray smoke floats over the body of the boy. Graham was smoking. He was sitting beside the wreck with the camera trained on the last moments of his friend’s life, casually smoking.

I don’t know how long I sat there in his room. When I finally was aware of myself again, the front of my shirt was wet and I realized I had been crying. My hands were shaking. I didn’t know what to do. I felt like I was outside my body, watching myself from the other side of the room.

Then finally I took the DVD out of the computer, put it into my pocket, and put the album cover back where I found it.

I had no idea when it was shot, but I was going to take it to the police right away.





Syd came home so broken up and freaked-out I had no idea what could have happened to her. I thought at first she had been raped, it was that bad. She was shaking and crying. She told me she was going to report Graham to the police.

“What did he do to you?” I asked, angry and worried, grabbing her by the shoulders and looking into her face.

“Nothing,” she said. “Nothing, it’s what he did to you, and this movie he made of Eric.”

“What movie?” I asked.

She went into our bathroom and threw up. I came in and held her hair back, then poured her a glass of water and sat on the side of the tub.

“Sis, what happened?”

“He has a movie of Eric dying,” she said, and her voice had no emotion in it at all. “And he has films of you naked and talking about all kinds of things.”

I could see she was terribly upset, but I knew Graham did not have movies of me naked and I knew there was no way he would take a video of his best friend dying. As far as I knew, Eric was still alive and Graham and I would go visit him on a road trip probably this coming summer. What I did see though was my sister losing her mind and I wanted to help her.

“What did the films look like?”

“OH!” she said. “And he has films of me, wearing your clothes. And I never wore your clothes or went sailing with our parents.”

“He probably thought it was funny to make movies like that—just Photoshopped it.”

“They weren’t funny, they were creepy. They were all creepy.”

“Come here,” I said, and I put my arms around her. “Graham makes some weird movies and you might be upset about some of them, but I am sure they are either faked, like the ones of you, or just weird collage art. Think about it. You know Graham, you know how he is. Would he really do those things? I don’t think so. You need to relax.” She started crying. “Syd. Remember when you said we need to come together and be unified? We need to come together now. You need to relax. You need to take some of my optimism and see what has really happened instead of being stressed and hysterical about seeing some weird art.”

“I have the movie here,” she said, pulling it out of the pocket of her hoodie.

“Let me see it,” I said.

“No, Ally. It will ruin your life. I’m taking it to the cops right now.”

She looked determined and like that determination was the only thing that was keeping her going. But still. She might have something that could get Graham in trouble if it was taken out of context. “Give it to me, Syd!” I tried to grab it from her. “It’s not ours. You’ve stolen it from his room. You shouldn’t have been in his room.”

She burst into tears, and pulled the disk close to her body, kicked at me with her feet. I hadn’t ever seen her so upset—even when our parents would go away for whole days when we were little. I’d never seen her crying like that. “Get it through your head, Ally! He’s bad. He’s bad!” Her face was tear-streaked and swollen from crying. She looked desperate. There was nothing I could do. I had faith that she was wrong. I knew Graham wouldn’t do anything to hurt me or hurt his friends. She was hysterical and there was no way I could protect her anymore. If she went to the police I was sure they would come to the same conclusion and send her home. In the end I had to let her go.