Traitor Born (Secondborn #2)(23)
She snorts. “And my father knows about this?”
“He’s the one who gave me the job.”
“If only I could be around to see that,” she says wistfully.
“Come to Grisholm’s sparring facility tomorrow and see for yourself. I could teach you both at the same time—if he ever shows up for training.”
She gives me a side-eyed look. “You’re not serious?”
“Why not?”
Her cheeks puff out as she exhales. “I can think of a few reasons. First, I’m not allowed inside The Virtue’s Palace, or even beyond this beach, without his invitation. Second, I’m not allowed anywhere near Grisholm. And third, I’m forbidden by law to train in the art of war unless I become Firstborn Commander.”
“You’re confined there?” I cast my eyes out to the Sea Fortress once more.
“You see that stone formation ahead?” she asks me, gesturing to jagged rocks on the beach. “That’s the farthest I can go without creating chaos among the Exo and Iono guards on the estate.”
She’s their prisoner. We’re not so different, she and I, secondborns to the two most powerful Clarities in the world. But unlike me, Balmora’s family wants her alive, in case something happens to Grisholm. Mine wants me dead so there will be no alternative to Gabriel.
“What do you do here all day?” I ask. “Do you have a job of some sort?”
She shakes her head. “I have no duties and few interactions with anyone, apart from my staff and the occasional visitor. But now that you’re here, you can be my special friend and come for tea and tell me about all the things you’re doing out there in the world.” I’d hardly call the Halo Palace “the world.” It’s more like the most privileged island in the world. “Please say you’ll come!”
“I’ll come when I can,” I reply.
On the walk back, she chats nonstop about her visit to the Sword Palace when we were children—her memories of me and of Gabriel. It’s clear that she has romanticized that time, talking about Gabriel as if he’s the most heroic person she has ever met. I try not to become irritated. I’m not really mad at her. I’m mad at our parents and society for turning the chivalrous boy into a bitter man. When we near her easel, she shows me her oil painting. To my untrained eye, it’s exquisite, the exact likeness of the castle in the sea before us. “This is beautiful, Balmora. You’re an artist.”
“I’m not allowed to be an artist,” she replies, her lips pouting. But I know my compliment has made her happy because her mood changes quickly, and she pounces on my arm once more. “You have to let me paint your portrait! I won’t take no for an answer.”
“But I—”
“I said I won’t take ‘no’ for an answer!”
“I don’t know the first thing about sitting still.”
“No. You wouldn’t, would you?” She giggles. “We’ll figure something out.”
She needles me until I say yes, and I spend the next few hours watching her paint the castle. She teaches me about perspective, using a focal point to determine the angles and lines. It’s fascinating. I use focal points to target and kill. She uses them to capture and create.
We have a small picnic together, set up by her secondborn staff on the beach under a luxurious awning with tables and chairs and linens. We sit apart from the other secondborn women, who talk quietly among themselves about the upcoming Secondborn Trials and their favorite Diamond-Fated actors. I pick at my food, afraid to try anything not tested by Phoenix first. I only eat the finger foods from the same plates as Balmora, even when she tries to offer me things she’s not eating. A part of me feels stupid and paranoid. Another part of me knows everyone is a potential enemy.
Balmora grills me about life at the Sword Palace, and especially about Gabriel. She listens to my tales recollecting his childhood games and acts of chivalry. These are the only stories I can give her, because after the age of eleven, I hardly ever saw him. She laps them up like the pastry cream on her fingertips.
“Do you want some advice?” Balmora asks as she wipes her hands with her napkin. She has a smile much like her mother’s, though more sublimely impish than wickedly beautiful.
“I don’t know. Depends on what we’re talking about.” I set my napkin aside.
“My brother hates to be embarrassed above all else. If you want him to do what you tell him, that’s your leverage.”
I think about it for a moment. “Thanks.”
The tide is fully out now, and the sea castle is completely exposed. The sun is scorching. It’s so much warmer here than in Swords. By this time of year, we’d be issued heat-regulated armor. I should wear a bathing suit the next time I come to the beach.
The dishes are just being cleared by mechadomes when combat airships suddenly fly by overhead. The teacups tremble on their saucers. I shield my eyes and track them. They’re new, heavily armored troop carriers. By the look of them, they have multiple types of guided missiles and advanced combat weaponry. The Salloway Munitions signature is in every sophisticated line of the airships. Clifton is nothing if not meticulous when it comes to his products, and I would know his designs anywhere.
“What is it?” Balmora asks.
Several more fly over in combat formation. “We should get off the beach,” I warn as I get to my feet.