Toxic: Logan's Story (Torn #4)(46)

“I’ve been waiting all day to get you alone,” he whispered before kissing his way up to my ear.

I moaned softly when he nibbled on my earlobe.

“Is that so?” I asked.

“Mmhmm…” He kissed down my neck.

He turned and carried me to one of the beds. Before he pushed me down, he grabbed my shirt and pulled it over my head. As soon as I was lying down, he climbed on top of me and resumed kissing me. He dropped kisses along my collarbone and then down to the swells of my breasts. His tongue darted out and traced the top of my bra. I arched my back and unsnapped my bra. I tossed it aside as he ripped off his shirt. Then, he was back on top of me, and the rest of the world ceased to exist.

“I wanted to go slow, but I don’t think that’s going to happen.” He sucked my nipple into his mouth.

Everywhere he touched made my skin feel like it was on fire.

“Fuck slow,” I muttered as I pressed my body up against his.

He released my nipple and slowly kissed his way down my body. I threw my head back as he ran his tongue across my most sensitive areas. I’d pictured this moment over and over again in my head all day. Now that I was living it, the buildup was more than I could handle.

I grabbed his shoulders and pulled until he finally gave in. He kissed his way up my body. When we were face-to-face, I pushed him until he was lying on his back beside me. I rolled over so that I was on top of him and started kissing his neck.

“I can’t wait, Logan.” I flicked my tongue across his nipple.

“Condoms are in the drawer,” he said.

I reached over and pulled open the drawer. I couldn’t hide the laugh escaping me when I saw it was full of condoms. I grabbed one and shoved the drawer shut. Turning back to him, I raised an eyebrow.

“What? I stopped at the store today while you were with your sister. I thought we might need them.” He gave me an innocent grin.

I ripped the package with my teeth and pulled out the condom. “Oh, I guarantee we’ll need them, all of them.” I grabbed him and ran my hand up and down his shaft.

He hissed as his hips came up off the bed. “Jesus, Jade.”

I grinned as I slowly rolled on the condom. By the time I finished, he was breathing heavily. I climbed on top and slid down onto his shaft. A moan escaped me as I felt him filling me. Neither of us moved for a minute until I adjusted to his size. Once I was ready, I slowly started moving my hips. I rested my hands on his stomach as I raised and lowered my body over his.

As I increased my pace, my body came alive. Sweat beaded across my forehead, and my arms began to shake, but I never slowed down. Just as I reached the edge, he flipped me over, so he was on top of me. Without a word, he slammed into me. I cried out as my hips rose to meet his thrusts.

“You’re so f*cking beautiful,” he said as he continued to pound into me.

He brought his hand between us and started to rub my clit. That was all it took to send me flying into my orgasm. I cried out his name as my body tightened around him. He moaned as he gave one final thrust, and he followed me into my release.



“Do we really have to get out of bed?” Logan asked as he ran his fingertips back and forth across my arm.

I snuggled closer to him, unwilling to let our morning of bliss end. We’d spent the last few hours tangled up in each other. It was well after noon, and we had yet to drag our tired bodies out of bed to search for a new place to stay.

“Not really. We could just lie in bed all day together, but we do kind of need to look for an apartment or a house,” I mumbled.

“I guess we do, but I really don’t want to move. Truthfully, I don’t think I can move at this point.”

I laughed quietly. “Why? Did I wear you out or something?”

“Or something.” He grinned down at me. His expression turned thoughtful, and he looked away.

“What are you thinking?” I asked.

He hesitated before turning back to me. “I’m not sure if you’ll like it or if it’ll piss you off.”

“I’m too tired to get pissed at this point. Try me.”

He sighed. “I was thinking about you and…well, Chloe.”

My body tensed. “What about us?”

“It’s different being with you compared to how things were with her. When I was with her, I always felt like there was this barrier between us, like she wasn’t completely comfortable with me, even when we…even when we had sex. Jesus, I can’t believe I’m talking to you about this.”

“I told you before that you could talk to me about anything, and I meant it. I know your history with her. Nothing you tell me will take me by surprise. I want you to be honest with me,” I whispered.

“You’re pretty damn incredible, you know that? Any other girl would have shoved me out the door, still naked, if I’d brought up another girl. I just…I feel closer to you than I ever did with her. That scares the f*ck out of me, but it makes me happy at the same time. I thought what I had with her was it for me, but I’m starting to realize that it was nothing compared to what I could have.”

“I feel the same way when I think about you and Mikey. Sometimes, we have to put things in perspective to realize that they’re not perfect. I think that you did love Chloe when you were with her and that it was the happiest you’d ever been. After what happened though, I think you realized that things weren’t as good as you’d thought they were.”