This Time Around (Maybe #2)(47)

“Okay.”

“Did you ever think we would be like this again?” she asks, her stunning green eyes looking up at me. I feel a pang in my chest, like I do every time she looks at me.

“Together?”

She nods. “Yeah. Back together, stronger than ever.”

I pull her into me. “I dreamed about it, but I wasn’t sure it would ever happen.” And that thought was what drove me into casual sex. I wanted the connection, but knew there was never going to be anyone that I’d love as much as I love Taiya. I realise now what an idiot I was. I should have fought harder instead of feeling sorry for myself and letting my pride get in the way. However, if I had to go through all of that again to be here now, in this moment, then I’d do it.

She sighs softly, burying her face into my chest, almost like she would crawl inside me if she could. She grips her fingers into the material of my T-shirt, pulling down a little. “We have dinner with my mum tomorrow.”

“Sounds good.” I love Rita. She’s a great woman and raised two amazing girls. “Have you spoken to Claire recently?” I ask, referring to Taiya’s sister.

“Yeah, we had a video chat the other day. She said she will try and come to visit us at the end of the year.” Claire moved overseas just after Taiya and I got married. “I hope she does.”

“Maybe we could go and see her if she can’t make it?” I say.

She lifts her head from my chest to look me in the eye. “Really?”

“Sure. Reid’s here to manage the bar, so why not. We could go anywhere you wanted to go.” I want to take her everywhere, spoil the shit out of her. I’ve always wanted to take her to the Maldive Islands, which I know is where she wanted to go on our honeymoon, but we couldn’t afford it back then. Now, I can give her everything she deserves and more.

Taiya Rose Knox will never want for anything.

*****

I watch as Isis serves a group of guys, making sure they don’t overstep any boundaries or try anything. Her first shift seems to be going well, and she has Tag and Jade showing her the ropes. Taiya sits on my lap and takes a sip of my bottle of water. I kiss her on her delicate neck, making her giggle as she puts the bottle back on the table.

“Did you enjoy your dinner?” I ask her.

She raises her eyebrow. “I practically inhaled yours and mine.”

I hide my grin into her neck, not bothering to try and deny it. I love the fact that Taiya doesn’t try and starve herself, rather she eats healthily, and now and again lets herself indulge. I don’t mind what size she is, but I know that as a dancer, she needs to be fit and strong, even though she doesn’t dance professionally.

“Did you ask Sephie if she wanted to move into the apartment with Isis?” she asks, frowning. I know that she worries about Isis being able to pay the rent without her living there to share the bills.

“I rang her but she didn’t answer. I’ll try again tomorrow,” I tell her, pulling her up on my lap. I hope my sister does move in, then she will be closer so I can keep an eye on her. And see her more often, of course.

“Okay, I hope she says yes.”

“Me too. You want to head home?” I ask her, getting a little excited with her sitting on my lap.

“Yeah, I’ll just go and say bye to Isis,” she says, getting up and walking to the bar. I’m not going to deny it, my eyes are glued to her ass the entire time.

“Hi,” purrs a vaguely familiar voice, interrupting my view of the greatest ass of all time.

I look up into the face of someone I’d prefer to never see again. “What are you doing here, Sarah?”

She puts on a fake sad face. Fuck, how was Taiya ever friends with this girl? “I wanted to apologise to Taiya.”

“Why bother? She isn’t going to be friends with you again, you should just leave her alone,” I say, standing up and turning my head to look for Taiya. I see her standing in front of the bar, leaning over it to talk to Isis.

“Scared that I’m here, are you?” she asks, pushing her chest out. “Or maybe it’s Taiya that feels threatened about you being in my company?”

“Why would I be? We only kissed, and Taiya knows about it. I’m a little more nervous about her,” I say pointing to a woman that I’d slept with before. She waves at me and I cringe, but give a slight wave back. Sarah apparently takes offence to something I said, because an evil sneer appears on her what could be pretty face.

“What the f*ck are you doing here?” Taiya says, as she walks up and stands at my side. “Are you stalking me now?”

Wait, what?

“You wish. I just wanted to talk to you for a second,” Sarah says, an almost vulnerable look flashing on her face before she masks it. I think Taiya notices it too, because she tilts her head slightly and says, “You have five minutes.”

I’m about to object when Taiya bends and gives me a possessive kiss. “Five minutes,” she repeats, “I’ll just be out the front.”

Not liking the idea of my woman standing outside, I shake my head no. “Use my office.” Taiya nods and heads to the office, Sarah following behind her. What the f*ck is going on here? This is like, the kiss that never ends. A kiss! Okay, maybe she took her top off too, but f*ck. I don’t know why she is still in our lives and I wish that she would just leave us alone. Instead of sitting around and doing nothing, I decide to help out at the bar until they are done.