The Woman Next Door(36)

So after a while, she upped her game by luring Jamie with the odd grope here and there to carry out various dares. One of them had been to tell Greg to fuck off when he told Jamie to go up to bed.

When he’d done it, there had been a shocked silence in the room for a few moments in which Jamie’s face had seemed to crumple with shame. He’d been sharply reprimanded by Kathie and, later, she found him in his room, face down on the duvet, tearful and red-cheeked. Jamie was upset, okay, but it all worked out well for him. She’d turned him over, unzipped his flies and taken him in her mouth for the first time. It hadn’t been any fun and she’d only done it for a few moments before finishing him off with her hand.

Before long, he’d do anything for her.

None of it brought her any pleasure and she didn’t really know why she was doing it. Maybe it was just envy because Kathie and Greg favoured him. Or maybe it was just the fact that, despite everything that had happened to him, he seemed to have a kernel of hope inside him, when she knew there was none really.

And then they had been caught, one rainy afternoon when the theme tune from Bullseye played on the telly downstairs, and the smell of Kathie’s roast beef and overcooked carrots permeated the air. Naked in Jamie’s bed where they had accidentally fallen asleep, entwined together.

***

Melissa’s thoughts are beginning to dissolve into sleepy scraps when she feels the van slowing down. At first, she thinks they must have reached their destination, and, alert now, she sits up, wiping a little drool from the side of her mouth.

But for some reason they appear to be on the hard shoulder of the motorway. Melissa looks to Hester, whose shoulders are high and rigidly set, her hands gripping the steering wheel. She stares straight ahead, her mouth open a little, giving her an odd, idiotic look.

‘What’s going on?’ says Melissa groggily.

As she gropes for the bottle of water by her side, something hot and wet brushes against her hand. She gives a little shriek. That dog is staring up at her expectantly with its horrible leaky eyes. She pushes it away surreptitiously.

‘What’s happened, Hester?’ She is suddenly wide awake.

There’s a pause. Hester clears her throat. ‘We seem to have broken down,’ she says in a tight little voice.

Melissa almost levitates off her seat. ‘What the fuck?’ she yelps. ‘Broken down?’ She looks around wildly. ‘We can’t have broken down! What are we going to do?’

Hester is taking deep, noisy breaths, in and out. She turns to Melissa. ‘We’re going to have to call the AA,’ she says in a strangled voice.

‘What? What?’ Melissa drags her hands across her scalp and lets out a hysterical, high-pitched laugh. ‘Call the AA? Call the AA? Has it escaped your knowledge that we have a fucking dead man in the back of this van?’

Hester closes her eyes for a second in the patronizing manner of a parent who is being pushed to the limit. When she speaks, her voice is low and measured.

‘Of course I hadn’t forgotten. But unless you have taken an advanced mechanics course – and I know that I haven’t – then we have no choice about this. And there is no reason for the AA to look in the back of the van, is there? Even with my limited car knowledge I am aware that the engine is at the front of the —’

But the end of her sentence is cut off because Melissa has wrenched open the car door and is clambering out. Bertie gets up excitedly, tail wagging, and Hester cries out and only just manages to grab his collar in time to stop him from exiting with her.

Melissa marches to the front of the van and kicks viciously at the bonnet. Her Ugg boot offers little protection; pain shoots through her foot. She screams ‘Fuck!’ at the top of her voice and then starts to slap ferociously at the bonnet. A car goes past, impossibly close and fast, and she forces herself to try and stop this loss of control. Anyone could go by and see them. The police even.

Hester, now out of the van, runs around to where Melissa stands and fans at her face, gasping. ‘Oh my goodness!’ she says, ‘you really have no idea how fast and how close it all is when you are driving, do you?’

Melissa starts to shiver. It has stopped raining but the air is chill. She yanks her hood up and over her head. ‘What should we do?’ she murmurs. The fight has drained from her as quickly as it arrived. She needs Hester to make a decision. She is incapable.

‘Are you in the AA or the RAC?’ says Hester in her practical, clipped voice.

Melissa wants to laugh again. And again, it isn’t funny at all. ‘I’m in the AA. But what if—?’ That hysterical whine is back now inside her head; the feeling that she is a hair’s breadth away from screaming.

Hester cuts her off. ‘There is no reason for the mechanic to look inside the van. None at all. It will be fine. You’ll see. Get your membership card for me.’

Obediently, Melissa goes to the car and finds her purse.

The AA assure Hester that two women stranded on a motorway in the middle of the night qualify as the very highest customer priority and a mechanic will be with them in no more than forty minutes. This feels like a very mixed sort of blessing.

Despite Hester’s plaintive pleas that they must sit ‘on the bank, away from the vehicle’, Melissa clambers back into the van and wraps an old tartan blanket she finds between the seats around her shoulders. It smells of the dog but she doesn’t much care.