The Summer That Melted Everything(55)

Elohim had made Sal everything bad. Gone wrong. Gone to death.

And they all sat there, believing it, their common sense melting away one drip at a time. Had it not been the flame’s summer, those people would’ve stood and left Elohim. Probably even called him a son-of-a-bitch.

If only it would’ve been a normal summer, a summer where the heat was easily alleviated by air conditioners and fans and those cooling stations set up in town for the elderly and those at high risk of heat-related death.

We were all high risk. That heat brought out the throbs in hearts, the fevers, the things that couldn’t be let go of. It was a perfect extractor of pain and frustration, of anger and loss. It brought everything to the surface and sweated it out.

Those followers of Elohim all had their own Helens, their own Andrea Dorias, their own devils they needed to blame. It was a support group for the wronged. Like the brother of the twin killed in a gas station being robbed by a black man in a black ski mask. There was the father whose daughter had been made a vegetable by the drunk driver who was drunk, black, and very, very drunk. And a wife who’d been raped while coming out of a bar in Toledo. Three rapists, all one color. Black. Black. Black.

That color brought Elohim and his group together. It was the color of their devil, and they needed their devil to have a color so they could find him again.

Elohim became the one they all looked to because he amplified their tragedies and in that addressed their desperation to be heard and to matter. To them, he was the someone who was going to give them the opportunity to take action on what before had seemed to be out of their hands. Elohim placed retribution within their reach, and he was helped by the heat and of all things by Sal himself, who came in the right color, willing to be called devil.

Elohim always ended the meetings by handing out vegetarian recipes. It was because of him the sale of meat was down but that of lettuce was up. The butcher nearly went out of business. We should’ve known right then and there the control Elohim had. All he had to say was buy lettuce and they bought lettuce. Chuck your bacon and they chucked their bacon.

All around me, madness. Madness in the woods, but madness in the town too. Yes, common sense was melting away. At first people followed the old logic that light colors and light fabric are easier to breathe in when hot. Then I started to see a black T-shirt here and dark denim there. Was that flannel? And a leather jacket and some woolen socks instead of bare feet. Those who had painted their roofs white, climbed back up the ladder to paint them black. Instead of iced tea being ordered at Dandelion Dimes, it was hot tea, sent back because it simply wasn’t hot enough.

Would it happen to me? Would I one day wake up, put on mittens, and wrap a scarf around my neck? Go out into the woods and nod trustingly at Elohim? Would I start buying frozen vegetables in bulk? Would I see in Sal what they did?

I frightened at these thoughts. I needed to feel like a boy in the summertime. Nothing made me feel more like that than watching Grand play ball. That’s baseball for you. A bat-and-ball cure for any boy lost and looking to run home.

The baseball field was behind the high school. It sounded like wasps that summer because the small shed by the field had a nest of them. I walked past the empty bleachers, a pair of dirty cleats tied to the rail. A fly hovering above them.

I smelled pine tar and sweat as I clung to the holes of the chain-link fence surrounding the ball diamond. The fence was painted the deep, dark shade of purple that represented one half of the school colors. The other being lavender. The color of the dugouts and the main color of the team’s home game uniforms.

Though there was hardly, if any, grass left in that drought, the nearby lawn mower gave off its heat and fumes of just-worked mechanics. I moved a little farther down the fence, where the air was less gasoline.

Grand was on the mound, waiting impatiently for the ball to come to him from the outfield. It was a practice in which they wore no shirts. Even the thinnest cotton shirts could feel like parkas. I swear, they dripped like faucets.

I once asked Grand what it was like practicing in that heat. He said it felt like being the only ashtray in the world open for business.

“Imagine that, little man, all them cigarettes dumpin’ down their hot ash. And you, unable to breathe. в ловушке.”

When it came time for Grand to pitch to Yellch, it was a pitch no doubt given. Their friendship hadn’t been the same since Yellch went running from Grand. Grand was trying to take things back with a pitch forward. Make it the same as it always had been, but Yellch wasn’t ready. He threw all his anger into the swing, sending the ball in a line drive back to Grand, who managed to duck before it cracked open his skull.

The tail of Yellch’s mullet flapped as he ran the bases, eventually sliding into home, with the ball in the catcher’s mitt only seconds behind.

As the dust settled and Yellch pushed his glasses back up on his nose, the coach and other teammates gave the usual congratulatory gesture by slapping Yellch on the behind. They were quick slaps like water flicking from fingers. Slap, slap, slap. Then Grand and his slap that reminded Yellch why he had run in the first place.

He pushed Grand back. “What the hell you think you’re doin’?”

“What?” Grand hugged his glove.

“Don’t f*ckin’ touch me, man. Didn’t y’all see ’im?” Yellch asked of his teammates. “He just touched my ass.”

“He’s proud of ya for hittin’ a homer.” The coach and his chest-high shorts came in front of Yellch. “The heat is gettin’ to ya, boy. Why don’tcha sit in the dugout a bit? Pour a bucket of ice over your head.”