The Last of August (Charlotte Holmes #2)(19)

Poisons?

“She also specializes in nanotechnology,” Holmes was murmuring, but it was clear her brain had run ahead of her emotions. Then: “Oh, God, Mum. Poison? But I hadn’t noticed any signs, I should have—I never wanted—”

Her mother’s eyes burned. “You might have thought of that before you interfered with Lucien Moriarty.”

Dizzily, I leaned against the wall. I still dreamt about it, what had happened to me that fall. The poison spring. The fever. The hallucinations. It hadn’t been a poisoning so much as a purposeful infection, but Bryony Downs had still made me into a pale, helpless wreck. I couldn’t imagine what Emma Holmes was feeling.

“Where is Leander?” Holmes asked, squaring her shoulders. “Why on earth would he go without telling me good-bye?”

I braced myself for the reaction. But the fire had already gone out in her mother’s eyes, and her face was gray again. You could see the veins in her forehead. I remembered the photograph I’d seen of her, all turned out in a black suit, her lips a dark, dark red, power crackling off her like a cut wire. I couldn’t square it with the exhausted woman in front of me. Poisoned, I thought. My God. She must’ve taken a leave of absence from work. What had Holmes said she’d done again? Wasn’t she a scientist?

“That isn’t the issue at hand,” Emma Holmes said. She shut her eyes to concentrate on the words.

“You’re telling me that Leander has snuck out like a fugitive, apparently days after you’ve been poisoned, and there’s nothing to worry about?” She turned to the study door. “That this was all part of the plan? What on earth is happening?”

“We’ve tracked the poisoning back to the day you arrived; it was an isolated event, and we’re taking precautions. We’re controlling what we eat, what we breathe. We’re culling the staff. We’ll figure it out soon enough. But for now . . . Lottie, for your safety, there is no way you and Jamie can continue to stay here. I’ve transferred funds into your account for the trip. Go see your brother. Get out of this house.” With that, she lifted a hand as if to touch her daughter, but Holmes ignored it. Her back had gone straight and still. Her eyes narrowed.

“You need to believe it’s for your own good,” her mother said.

“For my own good,” Holmes said. “For your own good, maybe, but not mine. Never mine. You’re a chemist; you’ll have this under control by tomorrow. If I’m going—”

“You’re going.”

“Then I’m going to find my uncle, because if I’m correct, he’s in extreme danger.”

Emma looked at me. “You’ll go with her,” she said with despairing eyes. It wasn’t a command so much as an entreaty. A peace offering to her daughter.

Everyone in this house seemed to exist in opposition to themselves, anger and love and loyalty and fear all layered over each other into an incomprehensible blur. I opened my mouth to tell her no, that my mother would kill me, that I wasn’t her daughter’s valet or bodyguard. That out of everyone I knew, Charlotte Holmes could take care of herself, and if she couldn’t, I was the last person she’d let help her.

Blindly, Holmes reached out to clasp my hand in hers.

“I will,” I heard myself say. “Of course I will.”





four


I DECIDED THAT I HAD PRETTY GOOD LEVERAGE TO USE TO strike a deal with my father. Because if I didn’t, my mother would hunt me down and kill me for running off to Europe without parental supervision.

“Leander left,” I told my father, shifting the phone into my other hand. “Holmes’s dad said he took off in the middle of the night. One of his contacts was getting antsy, I guess.”

As I spoke, I kept an eye on Holmes next to me in the backseat. She was wearing head-to-toe black: collared shirt, trim pants, a pair of black wingtip boots that I sort of wanted for myself. Between her knees, she balanced her small black suitcase with its giant silver clasps. Her straight hair was tucked behind her ears, and I watched her tapping furiously away at her phone, lips pursed. She looked dangerous, delicate. She looked like a whisper made real.

She looked like she had a new case to solve. I didn’t know how I felt about that.

The phone line crackled. “So you’re going to Berlin. To look for him.” There was a plea in my father’s voice. I couldn’t think of the last time that so many adults had asked me favors all in a row, like I was someone to be bargained with and not just ordered around. It had been, to put it mildly, a strange week.

A strange year.

“I’m going to Berlin,” I said, “because Emma Holmes has been poisoned by Lucien Moriarty. Apparently.”

Holmes lifted an eyebrow at that, but said nothing. On her phone, I watched a text pop up from Milo. I ran that number. Leander was calling you from a burner. It makes sense, you know. He was undercover.

Find out where it came from. Where was it bought, and by whom?

I was having to stretch my neck fairly far at this point. With an exasperated sigh, she put the phone between us so I could read.

You’re more interested in this than your parents’ situation? Poisoning? Honestly, why on earth have they told you about this and not me?

Because I’m the smart, well-adjusted child, she wrote back. Less likely to seek revenge.