The Identicals(32)

“Hello?”

“Aunt Harper?”

It’s Ainsley.

“Grammie fell and broke her hip. Mom’s with her in Boston at the hospital, and I’m here on Nantucket by myself. I was wondering… well… is there any way you can come over?”

“Come over?” Harper says. She’s not sure what Ainsley means. “To Nantucket, you mean?”

“Yes,” Ainsley says. “Can you please?”

Harper is taken hostage by the novelty of the situation: someone is seeking out her company. But then reality intercedes. “What does your mother think about this?” she asks.

“She says it’s totally fine,” Ainsley says. “She would appreciate your help.”

There is no way this is true. Tabitha could be bleeding out in a school of great white sharks and she wouldn’t appreciate Harper’s help. But then Harper remembers the voice mail that came in at two thirty in the morning. She hasn’t bothered listening to it, but maybe it is indeed Tabitha, asking for help.

“Really?” Harper says.

“Really,” Ainsley says.





TABITHA


The break is bad, and after Eleanor is seen by Dr. Karabinis, the orthopedist at Mass General who specializes in geriatric hip breaks, it is determined that Eleanor will need surgery. There is no one to operate tonight, so they’ve stabilized the leg, managed Eleanor’s pain, and they will operate in the morning. Recovery takes six to eight weeks and involves bed rest and physical therapy. Thankfully, Eleanor is knocked out and can’t argue with her treatment plan, though argue she will—eventually.

Tabitha accepts this news stoically, although inside her is a three-ring circus of despair, angst, and resentment. Eleanor is, essentially, out of commission, and not only that, she’s going to need help. Hiring a live-in nurse comes to mind, although Eleanor is finicky about strangers and will, no doubt, want Tabitha to serve as the nurse. A live-in nurse is also expensive, probably more than a thousand dollars a day, seven thousand dollars a week, thirty thousand dollars a month, adding up to a grand total of forty-five to sixty thousand dollars, depending on how quickly Eleanor heals. Eleanor may have that kind of cash lying around, but if she does have it, she won’t want to spend it—at the end of the day, there’s no one more frugal than a Yankee WASP—and if she doesn’t have it, that’s even worse news.

Tabitha will have to live in Boston this summer with her mother. But if Tabitha does that, who will run the Nantucket store during its peak season? They can’t close the store; they owe eighty thousand in rent. There’s the manager, Meghan, who is perfectly capable, but she’s eight months pregnant. First babies are often late, so Tabitha had hoped to make it through the Fourth of July weekend, during which time Meghan would teach Ainsley everything she knows and Ainsley would take Meghan’s place with Tabitha right there overseeing.

Ainsley. If Tabitha moves to Boston for six or eight weeks, what will happen to Ainsley? She’s too young to stay by herself; she would burn the carriage house down and turn Eleanor’s house into an opium den. Tabitha shudders as she imagines the Snapchat photos: Ainsley and Emma in string bikinis pounding cans of Coors Light, doing bong hits, modeling Tabitha’s entire wardrobe. It might even get worse—nude photos, cocaine, older men. No: Ainsley can’t stay alone.

But Ainsley will refuse to come to Boston—of this Tabitha is certain. Would Wyatt agree to have her live with him on the Cape? That might work, except Tabitha really needs Ainsley to work at the store.

If Tabitha were still with Ramsay, there would be no problem. Ramsay would have stayed with Ainsley and kept her in line. He would have had her reading Ayn Rand; he would have taught her to make her bed with hospital corners. He would have delivered her to and from work, and then, once the weather grew consistently clement, he would have made her ride her bike. He would have taken her to dinner at the yacht club on Friday nights and made certain she ordered Shirley Temples.

But Ramsay is gone. Ramsay is with Caylee, and even someone as young and freewheeling as Caylee would probably not be okay with her new boyfriend caring for his ex-girlfriend’s teenage daughter.

Tabitha can’t worry about the summer right now. Right now she has to see Eleanor safely through her surgery. Tabitha will stay in Boston tonight, tomorrow night, and maybe Wednesday night as well. She needs someone to go stay with Ainsley. Whom can she ask? Ramsay is out, which leaves…

Well, the girl has a father. Tabitha calls Wyatt.



“Tabitha?” he says. He sounds surprised, wary; she rarely phones him. Most of their communication about Ainsley is done via e-mail. “Everything okay?”

“Not really,” Tabitha says, and she bites her bottom lip. Like her mother, Tabitha sees no point in dwelling on the past or reflecting on what might have been, but for some reason, hearing Wyatt’s voice takes her back. She’s twenty-two years old, and he’s a year older, standing on a ladder painting the trim on the next-door neighbor’s house. Tabitha has wandered over to the Colemans’ yard to gather up Blaise Pascal, Eleanor’s dachshund, who has run off. Wyatt is wearing wraparound Oakleys and a Cornell University visor. His brown hair has flecks of white paint in it.

“Do you go to Cornell?” Tabitha asks.

“Nah,” he says. “This is my roommate’s.”