Sway (Landry Family #1)(4)
I shrug, scanning the activity in the room. "I don't know what she was thinking, but I also don't know who let her drink that much," I say, turning my back to my father. It never ceases to amaze me how callous he can be about this entire process.
"Whoever it was just did you a favor, son.”
"Well, I could use a few more favors. Hobbs is doing more damage with his accusations than I dreamed. Did you see the interview today?"
My father cringes. "Yes."
"He pulled up those pics from Atlanta. Again.”
"It's just politics, Barrett. Propaganda."
"Fuck propaganda," I bite out.
Wrapping my hand over the back of my neck, I try to work out some of the tension. The last bit of an election is always tough—mentally and physically. Everyone warned me as I went up the ranks that it would just get harder, more vicious. I thought I was prepared. I thought wrong.
I wake up every day wondering what will be said about me in the media. I have to watch what I say, what I do, rethink every breath that comes out of my mouth because the wrong word to the wrong person can all be twisted. And you can trust essentially no one.
It’s a constant state of defense and it’s starting to wear on me a bit. Or a lot. Either way, there’s nothing I can do about it.
This is my dream. I keep reminding myself of that.
“Don’t look like that, Barrett.”
“Like what, Dad? Like I’m tired of the bullshit? Like I just want to be able to speak freely, grab a cup of coffee, crack some jokes without worrying about who will spin it a hundred ways from Sunday?”
“You’re in the big leagues now. This isn’t a local election. There isn’t a whole hell of a lot I can do for you like I can down here. You have to play the game.”
"I’m trying to play the game, Dad, but I’m playing with people who have no rules. How could he support Hobbs anyway?" I ask, declining a glass of champagne.
"He'll support Hobbs if he's going to win.” Dad takes a sip of his drink. “And Hobbs has already said he’ll vote against the Land Bill.”
I stop in my tracks and turn to face my father. The bill in question is one of the hottest areas of contention in this election. It would take a large swath of property near Savannah and convert it into a commercial zone. It would trigger construction, create jobs, create affordable housing, increase revenue. All in all, it’s a win . . . except for the landholders who just so happen to be old money families, like mine and Monroe’s.
And apparently I’m the only person that thinks the rich, like me, getting richer at the expense of the poor is a bad idea.
“I’m not ready to commit one way or the other on that,” I say to my dad, not wanting to go into it again.
“I’m just telling you—if you’d just throw your weight against it, it would make this Monroe matter much simpler.”
“So you think I should support it because our family stands to make more money if it doesn’t pass? Funny, Dad, that’s not what I thought I was being elected to do.”
He chuckles, the gravel in his tone letting me know he’s not pleased. He’s also not about to cause a scene. “You won’t be elected at all if you don’t play your cards right. Remember that.”
I give him a look that says all the things my genteel Southern upbringing forbids me to say out loud to my father.
His jaw tenses as he searches my face. “You gotta get your head straight, wrapped around the opportunity in front of you. You can't mess this up now, son. Not when we're this close."
I sigh and scan the room, feeling the incredible weight of all eyes on me. Under normal circumstances, being the center of attention is something I enjoy. It does an ego well to know every female wants you and every male wants to be you. I can’t deny that. But this is not what that is. Not entirely. Half the people in here are deciding what they can get out of me, what favors I can offer them if I get elected and they back me.
Graham catches my eye from across the room. We exchange a look, one that we've exchanged a number of times over our lives.
It was Graham and I when we were younger, walking into our father's office after getting into a skirmish at school. It was the two of us when we came home late and our parents were waiting in the living room as we walked in, half lit. It was the two of us when we wrecked Dad's new Corvette when I was nineteen and Graham seventeen, and had to break the news to the old man that his ‘Vette was wrapped around a tree on the outside of town. Out of all my siblings, it’s Graham that I can count on and, right now, I’m counting on him to get me out of this conversation with our father.
"Hey," I say, exhaling sharply and nodding towards the corner, "I need to talk to Graham for a minute."
"Go ahead. And son, I'm proud of you." He beams with satisfaction. His face, wrinkled from years of politics, running Landry Holdings, and raising six kids, is split into a grin. "So damn proud."
I pat him on the shoulder and turn away.
Grinning at a couple of women, I try to remember if I should know them from somewhere. The one in the white dress looks vaguely familiar, but I can’t place her. Ignoring the look in their eyes that tells me I could have them both, at the same time, if I prefer, I make my way to my brother.
Graham is standing with his hands in his pockets, looking serious and put together like the Vice President of Landry Holdings should.