Saxon(36)

I go and stand next to Kidd. “Let’s get him and go, he’s been drinking.”

He nods and turns around, but we’re a little late. I watch in horror as Saxon clocks the man in the face. I hear a crunching noise and then see blood.

Lots of blood dripping down his face.

“For f*ck’s sake Saxon,” Kidd hisses, grabbing his brother and pulling him away. “Lexi get us a cab.”

The man starts yelling through the blood splatter.

“Get him to a hospital!” I tell his friend.

He’s just standing here like an idiot.

Lexi hails a cab and opens the door, sliding in.

“Saxon get in the f*cking cab!” Kidd yells.

“Not until Tee gets in first,” I hear Saxon reply.

Fucking hell.

I push past him and get in before him. Only then does he get in.

I look at Saxon’s face to find him already staring at me.

“You’re mine,” he mouths.

I shake my head at him. The man has issues.

I look down at his hand and gasp. “You better not have done anything to your hand Saxon!”

I hear Kidd curse from the front seat.

“It’s fine,” Saxon mutters, wrapping his arm around me.

Lexi stares at us wide-eyed. “I’m not coming out without Ryder again.”

We’re quiet for the rest of the ride back.

*****

I’m almost ashamed to admit that Saxon hitting someone for wanting me turned me on. A hell of a lot. So I just pretend that my panties aren’t wet as I ice Saxon’s swollen knuckles and listen to a sick Ryder rave on and on about how we put his woman in danger.

Exaggerate much?

“Lexi is fine, we’re all fine,” I tell him, trying to calm him down.

“Can you play tomorrow night?” he asks Saxon, then continues to pace the kitchen.

Saxon slides his gaze away from me and to my cousin. “I’m fine, of course I can play.”

“Saxon,” Ryder starts, and going by his careful tone I can see that we aren’t going to like what he says. “Are you going to act crazy over her this whole tour? If the guy presses charges or if someone caught that on video…”

“I know,” Saxon replies, burying his face in his hands. “I f*cked up, okay? It won’t happen again.”

Ryder sighs. “Look I get it okay, but * guys hit on my cousin all the time. She can handle herself.”

I now feel guilt over being turned on, when Ryder is right. I could have handled it myself. Saxon knew I could, but he just wanted to start shit because he didn’t like the way that man was staring at me, or the comment he made about me in his bed.

“Let’s get some sleep,” I say. “I want to check out Faneuil Hall tomorrow.”

“I don’t want to sleep,” Saxon whispers, standing up and taking me by the hand. We walk into our room, and he closes and locks the door behind him. “I want you on all fours, will you give that to me?”

I smirk at him then start to undress. “Only if you give me your mouth first.”

“Deal, miss lawyer,” he says, grinning at me. “It’s a win-win situation for me.”

He goes down on me, making me come twice before he takes me from behind, bringing me to orgasm again.

I hope he realizes it’s a win-win situation for me too.

And that I love him— mantrums and all.

*****

The first week passes quickly. I stand backstage at their sold-out shows and watch Saxon perform.

He’s amazing. They all are.

However, every night he’s mine and mine alone.

I don’t have to share him with the world—and I like that.

We move from city to city, experiencing different foods and scenery. We also spend a lot of time together and with the other band members.

We may even be starting to drive each other a little crazy.

Okay it’s mainly me, Ryder, and Jet who are driving each other crazy. I walk back onto the bus to grab my handbag. I’d forgotten it when we left this morning, so Saxon drove back so I could grab it before we went out for dinner. It’s then that I open the door and see something that I never wanted to see.

In my life.

Holy f*cking shit.

Where’s the bleach? I need to bleach my eyes!

“Jet Crawford! You better be wearing a f*cking condom right now!” I yell as I walk in on my baby cousin having sex. With not one, but two women.

Fucking nasty.

Jet’s face goes bright red as he grabs a pillow to cover his penis. “What the f*ck Tee?”

I slam my mouth closed, then open it again. “Did you just swear at me? You may be famous now but I’m still your older cousin and will kick your ass. Now get these hoes out of here.”

“Jet?” one pouts.

I scrub a hand down my face. “You ever seen me take down two bitches at a time?”

Jet curses. “Get dressed and get out.”

“Is that how you treat women nowadays?” I ask, gasping.

“I can’t win, can I?” he groans, picking up his clothes to get dressed. I feel relieved when I see condoms littered around the place.

Saxon walks in. “Everything okay babe? Oooh shit.”

Shit indeed.

The women’s eyes light up when they see Saxon. “Will you play with us?”