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She also wished she could go back and tell John Matthew she was

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lover. But she would have let him know it wasn't him. It was her.

At least he was going to be okay in all of this. He had the Brothers

and the king of the race to look after him, and, courtesy of her shutting him down, he wasn't going to do anything stupid.

She was on her own in this and it was going to play out as it would.

Having led a violent life, it was entirely unsurprising that she was going to meet a violent end . . . but true to form, she was sure as f*ck going to take out a pound or two of flesh with her on the way to the exit.

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SEVEN


Shit, they were losing the darkness.

As John glanced at his watch, the time check was a waste of effort.

The sting in his eyes was telling him all he needed to know about how little night they had left.

Even the promise of daylight was enough to make him blink fast.

Then again, the activity at the Xtreme Park was winding down for the

evening anyway, the drugged-out stragglers getting vertical on the benches or ducking into the public bathrooms for a last fix. Unlike Caldwell's other parks, this one was open twenty-four/seven, with fluorescent lights on tall poles illuminating the expanse of concrete. Hard to tell what the city planners had been thinking with the round-the-clock business--because that was what they had here. Round-the-clock business. With all the drugs changing hands, the place was like a bar away from the bars down on Trade.

No lessers, though. Just humans dealing to humans who used in the shadows.

Still, it was promising. If Lash hadn't infiltrated the zone yet, he was going to. Even with the cops doing their idle-bys in their marked cars, there was plenty of privacy and plenty of notice. The park was laid out like a huge terrace, with sinkholes in the ground alternating with ramps and jumps.

Bottom line was, the people could see the CPD coming and duck behind or into all kinds of shelter.

And, man, they were trained well. From their vantage point behind the work shed, he and his boys had seen it happen over and over again. Kind of made you wonder why the CPD didn't send unmarkeds over or infiltrate in plain clothes.

Or maybe they were doing that already. Maybe there were others who,

like John, were invisible to the crowd. Well, not exactly like him and Qhuinn and Blay. There was no way even a fully trained and decorated

member of the CPD could present himself as nothing--which was what John and his buddies had been doing for the last three hours. Every time someone passed, they wiped out the memory.

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seen.

"We gonna get ghost?" Qhuinn asked.

John glanced up at the brightening sky and told himself that in

approximately thirteen hours that f*cking heat lamp of a sun was going back under wraps and they could take up res in their little hidden corner and wait again.

Goddamn it.

"John? Let's go."

For a split second, he almost tore his buddy's head off, his hands

coming up and getting ready to fly through all kinds of f*ck-you, you're-not-my-babysitter shit.

What stopped him was the fact that just as no amount of waiting

around here was going to produce Lash, yelling at Qhuinn wasn't going to get them closer to a sighting, either.

He nodded once and took a last look around. There was a single dealer type who seemed to run the show and the kid was hanging out to the very end. His main lean was against the center ramp, which was smart--it meant he could see everything in the park, from the far corners to the road where the cops came and went.

Kid looked to be about seventeen or eighteen and his clothes were

loose on his frame, which was part of the skater style, and also probably a function of his using what he sold. He looked like he needed to be scrubbed with a car brush a couple of times, but he was alert and he was savvy. And he seemed to work alone. Which was interesting. To dominate a drug territory, usually the dealer in question had enforcers to back him up--

otherwise he got jumped for either his product or his cash. But this young guy . . . he was by himself the whole time.

Either he had some serious meat in the shadows, or he was about to

get taken down.

John stood up from where he'd braced himself against the side of the

outbuilding and nodded at his boys. Let's go.

When he took form again, pea gravel crunched under his shitkickers

as his weight became real and a brisk breeze hit him square in the face. The courtyard of the Brotherhood's mansion was demarcated by the front flank of the house and the tall shoulders of the twenty-foot-high retaining wall that ran all around the property. The white marble fountain in the middle had yet to be filled and jump-started for the warmer months and the half dozen cars that were parked in a row were waiting for action as well.

The whispered sound of well-oiled gears turning brought his head up.

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windows, the panels unfurling and covering the leaded glass panes like the lids of many eyes closing for sleep.