Lover Avenged (Black Dagger Brotherhood #7)(76)

Qhuinn put a hand on John’s arm, and when he looked over, the guy signed, Timing is everything, John.

Too true. She wanted him, and tonight it was not just in the fantasy, home-alone sense. John didn’t know what had changed for her or what the trigger was, but his cock didn’t give a shit about those kinds of details.

Outcome was all that mattered.

Literally.

Besides, for f*ck’s sake, was he going to stay a virgin for the rest of his life just because of something that had been done to him a lifetime ago? Timing was everything, and he was sick and tired of sitting on his hands, denying himself what he really wanted.

John rose to his feet and nodded once at Qhuinn.

“Thank f*ck,” the guy said as he slid out of the banquette. “Blay, we’ll be back.”

“Take your time. And, John, good luck, okay?”

John clapped his friend on the shoulder and jacked up his jeans before heading out of the VIP section. Qhuinn and he passed by the bouncers standing at the velvet rope and then the sweaty dancers grinding and the people making out and a crowd that was gathering for last call around the big bar. Xhex was nowhere to be found, and he wondered if she hadn’t left for the night.

No, he thought. She had to be here to close up, because Rehv hadn’t been seen around.

“Maybe she’s already in her office,” Qhuinn said.

As they went up the stairs to the mezzanine floor, he thought of the first time he’d met her. Talk about wrong foot. She’d dragged him down this hallway and interrogated him after she’d caught him tucking a gun so Qhuinn and Blay could have some tail in peace. That was how she’d learned his name and his ties to Wrath and the Brotherhood, and the way she’d manhandled him had been a total turn-on…once he’d gotten over the conviction that she was going to tear him limb from limb.

“I’ll be right here.” Qhuinn stopped at the head of the corridor. “It’s going to be fine.”

John nodded and then put one foot after the other, after the other, the hall getting darker and darker as he went along. When he got to her door, he didn’t pause to gather himself, too afraid he’d pull a * and bolt back to his buddy.

Yeah, and how ball-less would that look?

Besides, he wanted this. He needed this.

John lifted his knuckles to knock—and froze. Blood. He smelled…blood.

Hers.

Without thinking, he busted open the door and—

Oh. My. God, he mouthed.

Xhex’s head snapped up from what she was doing, and the sight of her burned his eyes. Her leathers were off and draped on the edge of the chair, her legs streaked with her own blood…blood that welled from the barbed metal bands that were locked around both her thighs. She had one black boot up on the desk and was in the process of…tightening them?

“Get the f*ck out of here!”

Why, he mouthed, coming at her, reaching out. Oh…God, you have to stop.

With a deep growl in her throat, she pointed at him. “Don’t come near me.”

John started to sign fast and sloppy, even though she didn’t understand ASL. Why are you doing that to yourself—

“Get the f*ck out of here. Now.”

Why? he shouted at her silently.

As if in answer, her eyes flashed ruby red, like there were colored flashbulbs mounted in her skull, and John went utterly cold.

There was only one thing in the Brotherhood’s world that did that.

“Go.”

John spun around and fast-tracked to the door. As he reached for the knob, he saw that it was lockable from the inside, and with a quick twist of the stainless-steel ridge, he locked her in so no one else would see her.

As he came up to Qhuinn, he didn’t stop. He just kept right on going, not caring whether his friend and personal guard was behind him.

Of all the things he could ever have learned about her, this was one he couldn’t possibly have foreseen.

Xhex was a frickin’ symphath.





TWENTY-FIVE




Across Caldwell, on a tree-lined street, Lash was sitting inside a brownstone apartment in a club chair that was slipcovered in dark velvet. Hanging beside him were the only other remnants of the stylish, wealthy humans who’d previously lived in the place: Swaths of beautiful damask drapery ran from floor to ceiling, accentuating the bay windows that bowed out over the sidewalk.

Lash loved the damn drapes. They were wine, gold, and black, and fringed with gold satin balls the size of marbles. In their lush glory, they reminded him of the way things had always been when he’d lived in that big Tudor mansion up on the hill.

He missed the elegance of that life. The staff. The meals. The cars.

He was spending so much time with the lower classes.

Shit, the human lower classes, considering the pool where lessers were drawn from.

He reached out and stroked one of the drapes, ignoring the blush of dust that bloomed in the still air as soon as he touched it. Lovely. So heavy and substantial with nothing cheap about it, not the fabric, not the dyes, not the hand-sewn hems or borders.

The feel of it made him realize he needed a good house of his own, and he thought maybe this brownstone could be it. According to Mr. D, the Lessening Society had owned this place for the last three years, the property having been purchased by a Fore-lesser who was convinced vampires were in the area. A two-car garage was tucked in the back alley, so there was privacy, and the home was as close to graceful as he was going to get anytime soon.