Lies That Bind Us(52)

“God,” muttered Simon, studying the menu. “It’s exactly the same. Nothing has changed.”

“Prices have gone up,” said Kristen.

“A response to austerity measures,” said Brad wisely.

In truth, we had seen very little of the much-touted collapse of the Greek economy, but that was because we were visitors with money and had been confined to tourist areas and activities. Perhaps if we spent more time in the local grocery stores and shops over the next few days, we’d see more. We’d also seen precious little of the waves of desperate immigrants coming across from North Africa and Syria, of which I had read so much about before leaving the United States. That, I’m ashamed to say, was something of a relief. I knew there were people in the world whose lives were exponentially harder than mine, but I didn’t want to be confronted with the evidence this week. Not while I was on vacation.

God, I thought, what awful people we are.

But then that wasn’t fair either. Maybe it was just me. And let’s not forget the maxim carved in the stone of the oracle at Delphi: “Know Thyself.” If I was an asshole, at least I knew it and, from time to time, tried not to be. Even so, my momentary relief at having dodged the poor and desperate shamed me, and I found myself wondering how much the locals, underneath the welcoming smiles, the necessary hospitality, really hated us. I wouldn’t blame them if they did.

We ordered what amounted to “the usual,” even though we hadn’t been there for five years, but no one recognized us, something that clearly deflated Melissa, though Simon gallantly attempted to cheer her up by saying that the moussaka, kebabs, and grilled chicken were better than he remembered. In fact, none of the waitstaff looked familiar, and we discussed the possibility that the restaurant had changed hands since our last visit. We were counting out a stack of colorful euros when Maria herself finally appeared, looking notably older and clad in layers topped with a shapeless dress with a faded floral print and a stained apron. Marcus gave her a half smile and Melissa turned to her, standing to give her the full lighthouse effect.

The older woman looked baffled at first and half turned away but then rotated back again, very slowly. She pointed squarely at Melissa and began jabbering in furious Greek, bearing menacingly down on us and gesturing with her hands. I couldn’t catch anything she said, though I knew she spoke decent English, but it was impossible not to read her face, her tone, her hands.

Get out! they said. Get out now. And never come back.



Melissa was distraught. The woman’s anger—it was fury, really—was terrifying to see, and I think that if Brad and Marcus hadn’t shielded Mel with their bodies, the restaurant owner would have attacked her physically. The woman’s fists had been balled and, crazy though it sounds, I found myself watching to see if they would stray to the cutlery on the tables. Her rage was volcanic: hot and sudden and capable of all manner of violence.

As we got back in the car and sped in the direction of Rethymno proper, we struggled to make sense of it.

“She must have confused us with someone else,” said Simon. “I’m sure tourists come and duck out on the check all the time.”

“Seemed like more than that,” said Marcus. “It was . . . I don’t know. Personal.”

“They’re a fiery people,” said Brad with a grin. “Hotheaded. Like the Sicilians.”

“I don’t understand,” said Melissa, wiping her eyes. “I was so glad to see her . . .”

Melissa was sitting in the back, Simon driving, Brad in the passenger seat. Kristen took her hand and gave her a soothing look. We were all trying to turn our shock and confusion into sympathy, but it felt odd, off balance, like we had started watching a movie halfway through and couldn’t make sense of the plot. We had also been drinking—it seemed we had been drinking constantly since we had arrived—and were feeling slow and a little buzzed.

“Did any of you catch what she was yelling about?” asked Simon as he drove.

We shook our heads, and he checked our faces in the rearview mirror, scowling.

“Shouldn’t have gone,” he muttered, flashing a fierce look—somewhat surprisingly—at Melissa. For a split second Melissa’s face hardened and her lips drew back from her teeth as if she was going to turn on him, but then Gretchen was reaching forward and patting her shoulder vaguely, and she turned back to us.

“I just said hello!” she said. “I smiled at her. I didn’t think she’d remember us, but . . . I don’t understand . . .”

She sobbed.

“It’s OK,” said Simon, conciliatory now. “A misunderstanding. It’s over.”

“We’ll go shopping,” said Gretchen. It was offered as something that would cheer her up, but a mean-spirited part of me thought she also just wanted everyone to forget the incident because it didn’t involve her. How could it? She hadn’t been here last time.

“She was so mad,” said Kristen to no one in particular. She looked stunned still, like she’d just been slapped awake. “It was . . . weird. Irrational.”

“Maybe she has mental problems,” I said.

“She didn’t use to,” said Marcus. “Not that we ever saw.”

“It doesn’t make any sense,” said Melissa, her voice quavering, tears running down her face. “How can people be hateful?”