Lies That Bind Us(15)

“The minotaur was carnivorous,” said Marcus. “Being an unnatural creature, it had no suitable food and could only eat people. Tributes to King Minos were sent by surrounding countries every year from the neighboring regions.”

“People,” I said.

“Right,” Marcus replied.

“To be fed to the monster.”

“That was the only way they could control it once it had reached full maturity.”

“OK, that’s less cute,” I conceded.

“Hold on,” said Melissa. “You said the monster was the child of King Midas or Minos’s wife?”

“Yep,” said Marcus.

“And . . . how’d that work exactly?”

“Well, I guess Jan isn’t the only one who thinks cows are cute,” said Marcus.

“Hey!” I protested.

“Minos’s queen, Pasipha?, fell in love with the sacred bull of Poseidon and had a famous craftsman, Daedalus, build a life-size wooden cow that she could climb into . . .”

“No!” said Gretchen.

“Yep,” said Marcus again. “It was also Daedalus who built the labyrinth where the monster lived.”

“But wait,” said Melissa, grinning, “so the queen climbs into the wooden cow, and the sacred bull or whatever just . . .”

“Exactly.”

“OK, professor,” said Simon, his eyes down on the Sports Illustrated he had brought with him. “I think that’s enough of that.”

“It’s interesting!” I said.

“It’s gross,” said Gretchen.

“It’s not real,” said Simon. “Bunch of old made-up crap. I don’t know why you waste your time with it.”

I frowned at him but didn’t get the chance to argue, and I wasn’t sure what I would have said anyway. Melissa had turned her lighthouse smile on us again.

“OK,” she said. “So swim, then drink; or drink, then swim?”

“Swim,” said Simon, leaping to his feet.

“Swim,” agreed Melissa, continuing the game.

Gretchen predictably followed suit, and Marcus gave me a look.

“Swim?” he said.

I didn’t want to. I doubted the water would be as warm as Simon claimed, and I felt uncomfortable stripping down to my one-piece in front of all these near-perfect bodies, but it was impossible to say no.

“Swim,” I said.



I wore my glasses in the sea, partly because I wanted to be able to see what was going on, and partly for the same reason I had kept my hand luggage in my lap as we drove in from the airport. They made me feel a little less naked, which, after the towel incident with Marcus, felt important. It was choppy but the water was indeed warmer than I had believed possible, especially a few inches under the surface, so I waded out till I was chest deep and then half squatted, half floated between the waves, my chin just under the surface, my feet touching down on the rippled sandy bottom to push myself up and over each new surge.

I had an OK body. Paler than I would like, a little heavier and less toned than I had been, but I wasn’t neurotic about it. I ate reasonably well unless money was very tight, and I did enough walking at work that I didn’t feel bad about letting the gym membership slide. I had some cute dumbbells and a Pilates ball that I dragged out from time to time, but I didn’t obsess about my body—though I’d be lying if I claimed not to have noticed the very slight spread and sag around my boobs and butt. When I was working reasonable hours and pulling down a healthier salary, I’d take them on, I told myself, and the occasional pizza wasn’t going to kill me, was it?

That’s what I had thought a few days ago as I modeled my bathing suit in front of the mirror in my apartment.

Not bad, I had thought. Not as bad as I had feared, anyway.

But that was then, and now I was here with Melissa and Gretchen, who had basically the same body as each other, lithe and toned, everything still tight and perky like nymphs, goddesses. It was impossible not to stare. I stayed under the water, even as the waves swelled in the wake of a passing speedboat, watching Melissa and Simon swimming like Olympians and play wrestling, kissing each other wetly, and doing God knew what with their hands under the water. I turned away quickly and found Marcus looking at me.

“Water feels good,” he observed.

“Yeah,” I replied. “I’m sorry about before, when we bumped into each other. When I was coming out of the shower—”

“No, that was my fault,” he cut in. “I guess we weren’t expecting each other.”

“Not in that moment, no,” I agreed, smiling. He wasn’t wearing his glasses, a rarity that made his face strangely open and young. It reminded me of waking up next to him.

“And then there was the Introduction to Gretchen debacle,” added Marcus, still pained.

“Yeah,” I said.

“Sorry,” he said. “I just didn’t know how to . . .”

“And Melissa said . . .”

“Right,” he agreed before I could say any more, not needing me to. We nodded at each other, smiling, finding an odd kind of familiar ease in discussing our previous awkwardness.

“You doing OK, Jan?” he said. “You look good.”

“Yeah,” I said. “You too.”