Innocent Getaway (Innocence #2)(11)
I feel her nod her head, but she still doesn’t speak. This is the hardest part of our DD/lg relationship; knowing when to allow her to learn things for herself and knowing when to step in.
“Haley, my sweet love, you don’t have to fit in anywhere but with me. It’s okay if you try new things. This is a part of life, trying new things and discovering what works. I want us to be able to do everything together, but the reality is that sometimes you have to see for yourself. The things I love the most about you are how young and spirited you are. I love your brattiness and the fact that you own your feelings. If you want to pout, you pout. And if you want to stamp your foot, you definitely stamp your foot.”
I feel her laugh a little and I keep going.
“We both work better when I’m in control and I make the decisions for us, but every now and then, you have to be a big girl and do something outside your comfort zone. What kind of Daddy would I be to you if I didn’t push your boundaries and help you be the best little Haley you can be?”
She wipes her face on my suit, and I smile down at her.
“The best part about you is that you are so innocent and sweet, and you always give me everything in your heart. You don’t hide your emotions away because you’re scared, you embrace your inner little and that only makes me love you more. I adore that you dress like this.” I pull at one of her pigtails to get her to look up at me. Her watery eyes connect with mine.
“I don’t care what anyone says or thinks when they see you or they see us together. You look beautiful and perfect to me. I want you exactly how you want to be, and if that’s in pigtails and lollipops, then that’s what I want. If one day you want to wear business suits and heels, I’ll love you then too. My connection to you is because of who you are; and when I look at you, and I see you smile, nothing in this world is more beautiful than my little Haley.”
She finally smiles at me, and I can see I’ve broken through her sadness.
“Do you know what I get from being your Daddy?” She shakes her head and looks up at me with hopeful eyes. “I get to guide you and help you through situations like this. As hard as it is for me to let you fly a little on your own, it’s part of my job. I’m with you for the rest of our lives, Haley. I’m here to support you, and teach you, and lead you through obstacles so that the only thing you ever have to focus on is being you and being happy. I love you so much, and being in charge of you is my life’s purpose. It gives me inner peace when I dominate you, and it makes everything feel right. So don’t tell me you don’t fit in anywhere, because you fit perfectly in my heart.”
I lean down and kiss her tear-swollen lips. They’re so soft and sweet, and as my tongue touches her, she wraps her arms around my neck and pulls me closer. After a few moments, I pull away and look down at her, wiping away the last of her tears.
“You okay, little one?”
“Yes, Daddy. Thank you. I feel better. I think between the boy at the club and seeing you at the bar with that woman, I just exploded.”
“What boy?” I try to remain calm as I breathe through my irritation.
“He was nobody. He just touched me and it felt wrong, and then he said I was dressed silly, and I got out of there.”
I clench my hands into fists and try not to react too quickly. “He touched you?”
“No, Daddy. Calm down. It was just a normal touch, nothing like you do. It’s fine. I left to come find you and you were with that woman. Why don’t you tell me about that?”
She says the last part with some attitude, and I try to let the club incident go. I’ll try to get more out of her later. Right now I want to ease her fears about anything between me and someone else.
“Did you see the man sitting with the woman?”
She looks a little insecure, but nods her head.
“That was her husband. We were just talking, baby girl. They were on a trip for their anniversary. We were just making conversation while I waited.”
“Yeah, well, she touched your arm.”
I can’t help but smile at her bratty tone.
“Yes, she did, and I didn’t like the way it felt. From what it sounds like, we both only like touches from each other.” I make a show of running my hands up and down her back, feeling all her curves.
Haley pulls back a little and moves to straddle my lap. Our cabana is on a somewhat secluded part of the beach, but anyone could walk by and see us. There are walls up around the bed on three sides, but the front facing the ocean is open. It’s late now and the sun has fully set, but if someone was to go for a stroll on the beach they could look up and see.
When she straddles my lap, I know what she wants. I didn’t give her an orgasm earlier, and after the emotional night she’s had, she needs to cum. I sit up on the bed with her legs around me, and she rocks her center against my erection.
“Little one, we could be seen out here. Are you sure you don’t want to go back to our room?”
She looks at me shyly through her lashes and shakes her head.
“Since you had a tough night, Daddy will let you sparkle on your own here. But nothing else until we get back to the room. Do you understand?”
“Yes, Daddy. I understand.”
I see the need in her eyes. She not only wants release, she also wants me to control her again. She needs me to dominate her and remind her of who’s in charge. Our perfect bubble shifted for a bit, so it’s time I put it back in place.