Gone (Gone #1)(48)

Then they each shoveled a spadeliil of dirt over her and stood back while Edilio used the backhoe to finish the job.

"I'll make her a cross tomorrow" Edilio said when he was finished.

As the ceremony was breaking up. Ore and Howard appeared, ghosts in the mist, watching. No one spoke to them. They left after a few minutes.

"I shouldn't have let her go home" Sam said to Astrid.

"You're not a doctor. There was no way you could know she had internal bleeding. And anyway, what could you have done? The question is, what are we going to do now?"

"What do you want to do?" Sam asked.

"Ore murdered Bette" Astrid said flatly. "Maybe he didn't mean to. but it's still murder"

"Yes. He killed her. So what do you want to do?"

"At least we can demand that something be done to Ore"

"Demand of who?" Sam said. He zipped his jacket. It was chilly. "You want to go demand justice from Caine?"

"Rhetorical question"Astrid commented.

"Does that mean it's a question I don't expect you to be able to answer?"

Astrid nodded. Neither of them had anything to say for a while. Mary and the twins, with Bette's little brother in tow, headed back to the day care.

Elwood said, speaking to no one in particular, "I don't know if Dahra can keep this up much longer" Then he squared his shoulders and marched back toward the hospital.

Edilio came and stood with Sam and Astrid. "This can't just be something that happened" he said. "You hear me? We let this go, where does it stop? People can't be beating each other up so bad, they die."

"You have a suggestion?" Sam asked coldly.

"Me? I'm the wetback, remember? I'm not from around here. I don't even know these people. I'm not the big genius, and f m not the one with this power thing, man." He kicked at the dirt, hard, like it was someone he \*anted to hurt. He seemed like he might say more, but he bit his lip, spun, and strode away.

Sam said,"Caine has Drake and Ore, Panda and Chaz. and I hear Mallet has made peace with him. And maybe a hall dozen other guys"

"Are you afraid of them?" Astrid asked him.

"Yeah, Astrid, lam."

"Okay" she said. "But you were scared of going into a burning building, too."

"You don't get this, do you?" Sam demanded with enough heat that Astrid took a step back. "I know what you want, okay? I know what you and a bunch of other people want. You want me to be the anti-Caine. You don't like the way he's doing things and you want me to go kick him out. Well, here's what you don't know: even if I couli do all that, I wouldn't be any better than him."

"You're wrong about that, Sam. You're—"

"That night when I first used the power? When I hurt my stepfather? How do you think I felt?"

"Sad. Regretful" Astrid looked at his face like the answer would be written there. "Scared, probably"

"Yeah. All that. And one more thing." He held up his hand and inches from her nose squeezed his fingers into a tight fist. "I also felt a rush. Astrid. A rush. I :hought,oh my God, look at the power I have. Look what I can do. A huge, crazy rush "

"Power corrupts" Astrid said soily.

"Yeah"Sam said sarcastically"Ive heard that"

"Power corrupts, absolute power corrupts absolutely. I forget who said it"

"I make a lot of mistakes* Astrid. I don't want to make that mistake. I don't want to be that guy; I don't want to be Caine. I want to .. .* He spread his arms wide, a gesture of helplessness."! just want to go surfing"

"You won't be corrupted* Sam. You wouldn't do those things" He had moved back. She moved to close the distance.

"How can you be so sure?"

"Well, two reasons. First, it's not your character. Of course you felt a rush from the power. Then, you pushed it away. You didn't grab at it, you pushed it away. That's reason number one. You're you, you're not Caine or Drake or Ore"

Sam wanted to agree, wanted :o accept that, but he felt he knew better, "Don't be so sure"

"And reason number two: you have me" Astrid said,

"Do I?"

"Yes."

That drained the anger and frustration from him like someone had pulled a plug. For i long moment he was lost, gazing into her eyes. She was very close. His heart shitted to a deeper rhythm that vibrated his whole body-There were just inches between them. He closed the distance by half, stopped.

"I can't kiss you with your little brother watching," he said. Astrid stepped back, took Little Pete by the shoulders, and turned him so he was facing away, "How about now?"





EIGHTEEN


164 HOURS, 32 MINUTES

ALBERT LEFT THE funeral ceremony and crossed the plaza toward the McDonald's. He wished he had someone to talk to. Maybe if he flipped the lights on, someone would come in for a very late burger.

But the small crowd dispersed before he could unlock the front door of the McDonald's—J.is McDonald's—and the plaza was left empty and silent but for a faint hum from power lines overhead,

Albert stood with his keys in one hand and his McDonald's-issue cap in his other hand—he hac taken it oft' out of respect for the dead—and let a sense of gloom and foreboding wash over him. He was a naturally optimistic person, but a nighttime liineral of a young girl murdered by bullies . , . that wasn't something that exactly perked up your mood,