Find Me Alastar(12)



I walk straight down to the basement and flick on the overhanging antique pendant lights. The walls are completely covered in black and white photographs that I have taken over the years. A huge mahogany desk sits in the corner of the room. I put my parcel onto my desk and unwrap the precious cargo from its blanket casing.

I smile broadly as I drink in its beauty.

A painting of a naked brunette woman from years gone by. Its true value is unknown to someone else, but that doesn’t matter; it’s priceless to me. I run my finger down the shape of her body knowing the man who painted this woman was madly in love with her. I can feel it so deeply within the brush strokes. No time for dreaming, I take a tool out of my top draw and turn the painting over and immediately start to unclick the staples that are holding it in its frame. One by one they fall ever so carefully as I try my damndest not to damage it. Thirty minutes later and I finally remove the encasing of glass and smile broadly as I stare at the picture again. Oh, this was a find. I can’t believe I actually have it. I turn it over and retrieve a different tool from my top draw and start to unpick the canvas from the frame. It’s a tedious job, one that takes me over an hour to complete. Until, at last, it’s free from its canvas and I can read the hand written note on the back in lead pencil:



* * *



The Object of My Affection



* * *



What am I doing?

Regret fills me, and that feeling I try to avoid starts to surround me. I’m not going there, I’m not doing this and yet, as if on autopilot, I take out my camera and scroll back through the photos. There are eighty-eight in total. I took them of her this afternoon from across the road as she waited outside the jewelry shop. A smile crosses my face instantly. She’s smiling to herself as she scrolls through her phone. She’s breathtaking. Her thick, honey blonde hair falls just around her shoulders. She’s curvy, soft, gentle, and I can practically hear her Australian accent like music to my ears.

The words from the canvas run through my mind: The object of my affection.

Don’t do this.

Walk away.





Chapter 3





Emerson


“Let’s talk about your apartment?” Brielle smirks.

I smile into my drink. “Its actually nice. My flat mates are friendly and normal. We went grocery shopping today, and although they like some weird ass food, I think we are going to get along famously.”

Brielle shakes her head as she grins. “I knew you were freaking out for nothing.”

“My room is bigger and brighter than I imagined, and I have a really cool bay window looking out onto the street.” It’s Saturday night and Brielle and I are having dinner in an Italian restaurant together before we meet up with the boys we met on the plane. Then, if all goes well, we’re hitting the clubs.

“So, tell me everything,” I murmur as I bite into my garlic bread. “I want specifics.”

“Okay.” Brielle holds her hands up in an over exaggeration. “Right. The daughter’s name is Willow and the boy is called Samuel.”

“Nice.”

“And I think Willow may be a bitch who is doing a bad job of pretending to be nice.”

I nod as I bite my garlic bread again. “Of course. Everyone’s a bitch at fifteen.”

“And Samuel is so starved of affection, it’s crazy. He slept in my room on the lounger last night.”

My face drops. “Oh, that’s sad.”

She nods and takes a sip of her drink. “I know.”

“Is he nice?”

“He’s a little nerdy but he’s so damn sweet.”

I rest my chin on my hand as I listen. “Where is the dickhead dad? Why is this kid so lonely?”

She shrugs. “He just works all the time.”

I screw up my face. “What a tosser. How could you go to work knowing that your only son is sad when his mother has passed away?”

She sips more of her wine as she narrows her eyes. “That’s the weird thing… this kid is happy his dad works.”

I frown. “He doesn’t miss him at all?”

She shrugs. “I don’t think so.” She breaks up the bread to two pieces. “So, I can’t sleep at your house tonight because Julian is playing golf in the morning and he needs me at home to watch the kids.”

“What?” I snap. “You’re joking? It’s the weekend.”’

She shrugs.

“He can’t tell you you can have weekends off and then tell you to be home.” This is ridiculous.

“He paid for a cab charge to get me home.”

“Too bad if you hook up.” “Speaking of hooking up. Spill.”

I smirk into my wine glass. “What?”

She looks at me deadpan. “I want the Mark lowdown”

“Yeah, he’s nice.” I sigh.

“Just nice?”

I shrug. “Maybe not even that.”

Her face falls. “What happened?”

“I don’t know, maybe I’m too fussy. He is nice to me.”

“But?”

“He’s really rude to other people.”

She screws up her face. “Like who?”

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