Dark Desires After Dusk (Immortals After Dark #6)(23)

With the last hairpin in place, she studied her reflection. How could she look much the same as usual when she was such a wreck inside? Her eyes began to water, and she clutched the countertop for balance.

After all the madness of the night, she knew only two things for certain. I have to get this condition reversed. And Cadeon Woede is dangerous for me to be near.

The countertop cracked under her grip.





10





Cade, you’ve got it bad,” N?x said as she hopped atop the Veyron’s hood.

“What’s new there?”

“You know Holly doesn’t trust you?”

“She shouldn’t! And apparently, not you either. So, don’t leave me hanging. Why did you lie to her?”

“I wanted to see where you were going with this.”

“I’m going ahead with the plan.” He popped the trunk and opened his bag. Rooting for the flask, he snagged it, then drank deeply of demon brew. Unfortunately it had a delayed effect, but he would sow the seeds of buzz for the future.

“You believe you could turn Holly over to a wicked sorcerer, just when she can be claimed by you? You’ve waited nine centuries for her.”

“I have to do this. I don’t want to. Gods, I don’t want to. But now that bitch Sabine has my brother, and I already owe him so much. This is the only way I can atone for what I’ve done. The kingdom and its people are now depending on me, and me alone.”

The truth of that statement hit him like a stray punch. Bugger me. The fate of all Rothkalinians rested on the shoulders of the black sheep, the ne’er-do-well.

Speaking of which . . . “You told Rydstrom that the mortal Néomi died. Are you certain?”

“Abso-smurf-ly.”

Cade hadn’t realized he’d held out this much hope that she’d survived. Block it out . . . .

N?x studied him. “I’m considering joining in with your deception of Holly. Mainly because I don’t think you will be able to turn her over. And, no, I don’t see that outcome. It’s a hunch. And secondly, because I believe you have to be cruel to be kind. Holly needs to be educated about the world—bluntly and swiftly—and no one would be better at that job than you.”

“What do you mean, educated? She’s as educated as she can be.”

“I want Holly to experience life. To take away the blinders she has so assiduously relied on. I think you’re just the type of person to show her what she doesn’t know and doesn’t want to know. My niece is innocent in so many ways, and there comes a time in a woman’s life when innocence is merely a euphemism for ignorance.”

“How innocent could she be in this day and age?”

“She’s avoided anything that could fire her Valkyrie tendencies—anything arousing or enraging. She has content controls on her computer, and no cable on her TV. She’s lived a PG life. She’s sublimated these tendencies so persistently that she’s made herself ill at times.”

“That’s what the counting’s about?”

N?x nodded. “And anything she couldn’t sublimate, she would medicate.”

“She wants her pills now.”

“Well, as her auntie, I say she can’t have them. Now, other Valkyrie will have felt her energy emerging. They’ll soon be searching for her themselves.”

“Then you need to stall them.”

After long moments, N?x said, “I’ll do it. If you vow not to fly any leg of the journey.”

“You just want that because it’ll give me more time to get attached to her, increase the odds that I’ll just say f*ck all and keep her.”

“Yes.”

“Damn it, the trip will take longer, possibly weeks. Groot’s compound could be as far away as Alaska.” Cade swigged from his flask. “And Rydstrom said the deadline was the full moon. What if we don’t make it by then?”

“That’s my condition.”

“She’ll be in more danger. Think of it—as soon as she’s with Groot, she’ll be hidden.”

“Take it or leave it. But you won’t get very far without the first checkpoint.”

“Fine,” he bit out. “I agree to your condition.” More time with Holly. More time to get attached to Holly.

She emerged from the bathroom at that moment. With her hair pulled back in that perfect bun, she wore her “talismans,” a nondescript sweater, and one of those skirts that hugged her plump ass—and made males like him wish they could be the one to unlock all the passion seething inside that outwardly prim female.

Her shoulders were back, her chin raised. Her signature confidence had returned in full force. That sexy smart woman confidence. Cade wanted to kiss her till her knees went weak.

“Where’re we headed?” he absently asked N?x. At that moment, more time to get attached to Holly seemed just the thing.

N?x answered, “Mississippi Mile marker 775. You’re going north of Memphis to meet a demoness named Imatra. There are more detailed instructions in the welcome bag I put together for Holly.”

“Uh-huh.” He stumbled forward to get Holly’s suitcase, vowing to stay silent until he regained his equilibrium around her—or until the contents of his flask finally took effect.