Consolation Prize (Forbidden Men #9)(86)

“Holy f*ck,” he gasped, arching under me. “That was…shit. You can keep doing that. I like that.”

Grinning, I licked him again. Then I went lower, swiping my tongue over the taint area. He groaned, tensing and shifting under me. “Jesus Christ, Juli. What’re you—”

The question broke off when I sucked his dick into my mouth and deep throated him.

He didn’t speak again after that, aside from some frantic pants and moans. I glanced up and was more than pleased to see he was staring down at me with awe as I licked and sucked and wrapped my lips around my teeth, careful not to scrape him. Wanting to give him the best blow job I’d ever given anyone, I fluttered my fingers over his nutsack before pressing my thumb back to his taint and then working him fast and deep.

His head fell back and chest bowed up as he chanted, “Shit, shit, shit, I’m going to…baby doll, I’m gonna cooooome.”

He tapped my shoulder in warning before groaning and flooding my mouth. I swallowed everything he had to give, and I swear he whimpered his gratitude as he grew limp and sated under me.

Smoothing my hand along his thigh, I pulled free of his dick and then kissed the side of it before crawling up his body and curling against him.

“Well?”

He nodded dumbly and stared with a dazed expression up at the ceiling. “Hi, I’m Colton David Gamble,” he uttered a second later. “And I like blow jobs.”

Glowing with triumph, I patted his chest. “Good.”

He turned his face my way. “Wow,” he said. “Just…wow. You, like...I mean, you’re willing to do that again, right?”

With a laugh, I kissed his cheek. “Any time you want, baby doll.”

His smile was pleased and smug, and yet also humbled. A flush spread across his cheeks. “I think you’re the most awesome person I’ve met in the history of ever.”

“Geesh, if I knew you’d turn this complimentary after a blow job, I would’ve forced one on you weeks ago.”

“Yeah, why didn’t you?” he asked, crinkling his brow.

I poked him in the side. “Hush. Don’t ruin the moment.”

He grinned before offering, “Sorry.”

“Forgiven,” I answered, resting my head on his shoulder. “Thank you for letting me try that.”

“Welcome,” he whispered and ran his hand over my hair wrap. “Thank you for trying.”

With nothing more to say between us, we lay there, quiet, relaxing in the aftermath of what I thought was a very pivotal moment in our relationship.

Colton had just trusted me enough to take him where he’d allowed no one to go. This couldn’t just be sex for him then, either. It just couldn’t be.

But I stayed awake, stressing about it, wondering, worrying if I was setting myself up for some epic heartbreak. He hadn’t mentioned anything about letting his brother in on the fact we were together now, but then I guessed I hadn’t brought up my dad either.

Maybe I should be the first to broach the subject. Maybe it’d prompt him to say he didn’t want to keep us a secret either, that he wanted more than just sex.

I didn’t know. Maybe I was just overthinking it because what was going to happen was going to happen no matter how much I worried.

Colton shifted against me, and I noticed his breathing had changed. I wasn’t sure when he’d fallen asleep, but it only made me feel more protective of him. My hand smoothed over his hair. I’d do anything to keep him happy.

I couldn’t believe some wicked bitch had traumatized him like that and given him nightmares. I wanted to find her and— Wait…

The night of Brandt’s wedding, he’d told me his mother had caused his nightmares, not…

I shook my head as the pieces from all the things he’d ever told me began to fall into place.

And then it struck me.

I sat straight up in the dark and gasped. “Holy shit.”

It had been his mother who’d molested the other boy, not some other boy’s mother, unless...

Oh my God, what if both him and the other boy had the same mother? Like they’d been brothers.

And if that boy had been thirteen when Colton had been eight, then that made a five-year age difference between them.

Brandt was five years older than Colton.

I glanced over at the man sleeping soundly next to me and whispered, “Oh my f*cking God.”





COLTON’S CHAPTER | 25





“Let’s go out,” I suggested the next night as I patted Julianna’s thigh in encouragement.

It was night two of Aunt Flow’s visit and since there was no action going to go on in the apartment—except for that one little blow job I’d begged from her about two seconds after I’d arrived, but that had been nearly two hours ago—I was getting cabin fever.

Even Juli’s roommates were gone. She told me they often disappeared whenever she had her period because it made her so cantankerous, though I’d yet to see her even mildly moody.

Glancing up from the really boring show on the television we’d been watching about how cement was made, she blinked at me from big brown eyes.

“And do what?”

I shrugged. “I don’t know. Let’s get something to eat.” We hadn’t had supper, and I was always ready to eat.