Chase (Resisting Love #1)(23)
“Beautiful, I don’t think I will ever get enough of watching that.” His voice is so strained, so raw. I can tell his control is at an end.
Before I can wrap my head around it, he grabs a condom from the drawer, puts it on and slides into me with one push. There was something I meant to tell him...
‘Fuck!’ I scream.
Yes another ‘f*ck’ moment. That seriously hurt. I can see the realization in Chase’s face, his eyebrows almost hitting his hairline. Still inside, me he stills, blue crystal eyes narrowing accusingly.
“Layla. Baby.. What the f*ck? Why didn’t you tell me? ” He puts his head in the crook of my neck, breathing heavily.
“Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.” He mutters.
My thoughts exactly. He moves to pull out of me, but I wrap my legs around his hips to keep him in place.
“Don’t stop. Please.” I beg him softly.
His lips fuse to mine and he kisses me tenderly, whilst slowly pushing in and out. The pain turns to extreme pleasure. I’ve definitely been missing out. He grinds his hips into mine with smooth strokes, and I find myself lifting my hips to meet his.
“So f*cking tight,” I hear him murmur, “So f*cking beautiful Layla.”
His fingers find my sweet spot and after a minute or so, I can feel myself coming again. The release is consuming, mind numbing. This time Chase finishes with me, keeping his eyes on mine the whole time. The whole thing was intense and so freaking perfect. I couldn’t have imagined a more perfect first time. The reasons for my innocence are boring. I wasn’t saving myself for the one or anything like that. It was a combination of many things. I wasn’t ready when I was dating my ex, Kyle, and when he got sick of waiting, he found someone else to give it to him. I didn’t really date after that. Add work, school and my over protective cousin Ryder onto that, and I paint a pretty pathetic picture. I tend to keep to myself too, so I didn’t give many men the opening for a chance with me.
Lost in thought for those few seconds, Chase reclaims my attention when he kisses my damp forehead, then pulls out and goes into the bathroom, returning with a wet cloth to clean me up. He returns to the bathroom and I can hear him filling up the bath. He walks back over to me and kisses my lips softly.
“How are you feeling?”
I smile lazily and stretch my body, “Wonderful.”
His eyes follow my body, landing on my breasts, causing me to giggle. He raises his eyebrow at me. “Now that I’ve had a taste, I think I’m going to be addicted.”
With that, he picks me up and carries me to the bathroom, gently placing me in the bath, which he has filled with bubbles. Cute. He kisses the top of my head, and then leaves me alone to soak for a while. He comes back with a towel and lifts me out of the bath, dries me off and places me back onto his bed, which now has new sheets on it. I assume there was blood. He lays down next to me and pulls the black comforter over the both of us.
“Baby, you should have told me,” he whispers to me, “I would have been gentler. Fuck, I knew you were pretty innocent, but I didn’t think you were a virgin. I thought maybe you had one lover, or something. I can’t lie, the caveman in me loves that I’m your first.” He spoons me, and I fit perfectly against his body, his muscle against my softness.
“I was going to tell you but then I got distracted. And Chase, it was perfect how it was.”
He kisses the top of my head, and whispers “Thank you for giving that to me.” I fall asleep with a smile on my face.
Chapter Thirteen
I wake to find myself alone in bed, leaving me instantly disappointed. There is a note left on my pillow.
My beautiful girl,
I had to get up early and go to work. I will be home around seven. Let me take you out to dinner again. I brought you some breakfast it’s on the kitchen table. My numbers in your phone, call me when you get up. Last night was… amazing.
Chase
I lazily stay in bed for another hour before getting myself up and in the shower. I’m a little sore, but nothing too drastic. I make quick calls to my parents and Nikki, just checking in. I also email my sister Tenielle, who is off in Europe somewhere, feeding her wanderlust.
In the kitchen, Chase has brought me all kind of things from a bakery, ham and cheese croissants, quiches, mini pizzas and a muffin. I eat the croissant and leave the rest for Kade and James.
The doorbell rings and I open it to find two girls standing there. Maybe James and Kade invited girls over, Nikki did just tell me they weren’t seeing each other. The girls look me over and give me dirty looks. They are both wearing short dresses, high heels, and both have bleached blonde hair with long extensions. Bimbo number one addresses me before I can ask if I can help them.
“Who are you? Never mind. I’m here to see Chase.”
I was sure I heard her wrong. Because not only was she asking for my man. It’s been months since the last incident, and I thought this was finally done with. She was also talking in some fake baby voice which made my skin crawl. Did men find this attractive? Women who tried to sound like insolent toddlers? Apparently Chase likes it runs through my head. Oh hell. My own brain is turning against me. Before I could answer with some witty reply, Kade’s voice drifts from behind me.
“Hey girls. Come in.” I step back from the door and watch as they step into the house. Bimbo one gives me a smug look and Kade gives me an apologetic one. His blonde hair is tied at the base of his neck today and it looks pretty sexy.