Changing Course (Wrecked and Ruined #1)(26)

"I have no idea what's going on here. A few days ago, I asked you to the game and you obviously didn't want to go. I can only guess Caleb forced you to show up today. Then you tell me your married, only to later tell me that you lost your wife. Then," her voice raises a little more with each sentence, "you spend the entire afternoon flirting and staring at my boobs, eventually kissing me and inviting me back to your apartment for dinner. I have no idea when your next mood swing is going to hit. I'll be honest, if you weren't so darn sexy, I would not still be sitting here right now." She pauses before jumping off my lap and screaming, "Crap, I have got to stop drinking and telling you how hot you are!" She finishes by chugging the rest of her beer. I can't stop the roar of laughter that escapes my mouth.

"Great! Now you're laughing at me. I need to go.” She puts the empty bottle down and turns to the door.

"Whoa. Hang on there, not so fast." I grab her from behind pulling her back down onto my lap. "I'm sorry. I know I've been a jerk over the last few days. You’re not the only one getting whiplash from my sudden changes. I don't know what's going on either. So, what if I tell you a few things I do know?

“I know that I had a blast with you today. I can't remember the last time I've laughed this much. And before you try to cut me off, I'm not laughing at you. I will never laugh at you. I think you're cute-" she tries to interrupt me but I just keep going, "and sexy. I like you. When I'm with you, I feel alive again. I'm not sure what to do with that, though. I am in no position to jump into a relationship. Jess, I haven't been with any woman but my wife in twelve years. I don't even know how to start something like this. All I can tell you is that I want to spend more time with you.”

"You know, that's what Caleb told me. He told me you were interested, but you just didn't know what to do with that yet."

"Well, finally Caleb was right about something."

"Are you going to go back to the angry ogre tomorrow?" she asks shyly.

"Since I have absolutely no clue what you are talking about, I'm going to say no. But! I reserve the right to change my answer when you explain to me what exactly the angry ogre is." I smile to make sure she knows I'm kidding. I think she gets my sense of humor, but I can't afford for her to take a joke the wrong way after the way I've acted recently.

"I'll point him out if he ever shows back up. Can we order some food now? I just chugged that beer, and it's going straight to my head."

"Absolutely! But only if you promise to never stop calling me hot." I wink and stand. Still holding her around the waist, I slide her down my body until her feet touch the ground.

"Not laughing at me, huh?" she asks, raising one eyebrow.

"Oh, I'm not laughing at all. I'm thinking about bringing you beer to work every day. You do great things for my self-confidence when you’re drinking." This comment earns me a light slap on the arm.

"Just what you need is a bigger ego."

"Jess, you wound me! I bet if you reach up here and give me another one of those kisses, I'd be willing to forgive you."

"In your dreams, big boy. And don't you dare say, ‘That's what she said,’ again. You are not nearly as quiet are you think." This time we both bust out laughing. Seconds later, I silence her with my lips.



AFTER ORDERING Chinese food, we spend the rest of night curled up on the couch pretending to be watching old movies, but really making out like teenagers. We were able to keep things on a very PG level. Jesse apparently isn’t the type of girl to go any further on a first date. She didn't say this to me, but when I trailed kisses down her chest toward her exposed cleavage, she literally jumped off the couch making an excuse about using the restroom. After that, I kept my hands and mouth, focused above the neck. There is tons of stuff above the neck. I licked her neck and sucked on her ears. She made the cutest moans and sighs when I would let my teeth graze across her skin. I laughed once because I swear she almost got off.

Jesse gave just as well as she took. She did amazing things with her tongue that only served to get me excited to see what else she could do with that mouth.

At almost midnight, she announced that it was time for her to leave.

"Brett, I've got to go home," she says, pulling away from our heated kiss.

"Why?" I follow her forward trying to continue the kiss.

I’m not ready for her to leave yet. After our rough start earlier, this day has been perfect. It’s not very often that I feel this way, so I’m reluctant to let her go, leaving me to face my shitty life again. I want to ask her to stay the night, but I remind myself this is only our first date. Besides, I have been hard for almost ten hours straight. Asking her to stay is not in anyone’s best interest. She seems to have loosened up around me over the last few hours, but I'm relatively sure waking up to me unconsciously dry humping her in the middle of the night would not go over well.

"It's late, and we both have to work in the morning," she says, squirming out of my arms and picking up her boots.

"Alright, if you insist. You're still cooking me dinner this week, right?"

"Of course, how about Thursday? I have class Tuesday and Wednesday afternoon, so it won't give me enough time to prepare the food."