Chance Encounter(32)
“Uh-huh.”
“Look, you work hard, you’re good to everyone, and you genuinely care about this place and what we’re doing. Any of them would do just about anything for you, you’ve got to know that.”
She stared at him, her eyes suspiciously bright, and he groaned out loud.
But she quickly lifted a hand. “No, I’m okay. Really.” She sniffed and shot him an embarrassed laugh. “But they like me? They really like me?” She swiped at a tear. “I like them, too, very much. And despite not wanting to…” She moved toward him now, oh God, right toward him, with a soft, warm light in her gaze. “I like you, too, Chance. A lot.”
He didn’t want to know this, and yet in a sick way, he did want to know it. Sleep, he decided. He needed sleep. That was all it was, just plain exhaustion.
Halfway convinced, he straightened away from the desk, but all that did was bring him into closer contact with the woman he couldn’t get out of his head.
Sweet and fiery. Shy yet sexy. Smart as hell, but somewhat naive. Adventurous. Ally was all those things, and every one of them drove him crazy.
“You know all about me,” she whispered, lifting a hand to his jaw. “But you never talk about yourself.”
Her touch set his body on fire. “Not everyone is an open book.”
She didn’t take the bait and back off. Antsy Ally was learning to stand up for herself, and damn if that wasn’t arousing all in itself.
“You’re not afraid of a little conversation, are you?” she murmured, dancing her fingers across his skin.
He might have laughed at that open dare, but she was still watching him so intently. Curiously. She really wanted to know about him.
“Tell me about you, about your family,” she pressed.
“I have one,” he said.
“Ooh, three whole words about yourself.”
“Very funny.” He grabbed her hand so she couldn’t touch him. “You already know everything. My parents are world travelers. They live in Las Vegas now. And I have two older brothers. Remember?”
“Yes… So you’re the baby of the family.” She smiled at that. “Hard to imagine. Do you see them often?”
“No.”
“Why not?”
“Are you sure you’re not tired? Because you look tired.”
“Why not?” she repeated patiently.
“They’re busy.”
“Would you be there for them if they needed you?”
“You mean would I send them money for a summer wardrobe?” He laughed when she rolled her eyes. “No. But yeah, I’d be there if they needed me.”
“And what about the friend who died? Were you married to her?”
“No.” When she continued to look at him questioningly, without censure or morbid curiosity, just a genuine need to know about him, he sighed. “Tina and I were young and stupid, and thought we were in love.”
“She…loved you.” The words were softly spoken, so softly he had to lean close to hear. A strand of her hair clung to the stubble on his jaw. “And you loved her.”
“Yes,” he said, then hesitated. “At least I thought so at the time, though I never told her. But now…” Now the truth was, he wasn’t so certain. Tina had been sweet and lovely, but so damn needy and vulnerable, despite her efforts to prove otherwise. Now he couldn’t imagine loving the woman she’d been, and it made him sad. “I don’t know,” he said quietly.
“I understand,” she whispered, putting her hand on his chest again. “I’ve been fooled by my heart.”
“Thomas.”
“Yes.”
“He hurt you.”
“And you’ve been hurt, too.”
“Yes,” he admitted, then shook his head. “I have no idea what it is about you that makes me tell you things.”
“Because it’s nice to be talking instead of circling each other, or—” She bit her lower lip and looked at him from beneath her lashes.
“Or…?”
“Kissing,” she whispered.
“You don’t like the kissing?”
“Oh, I like the kissing.” Her gazed dropped to his mouth. “Too much.”
“But? I’m sure I sensed one at the end of that sentence.”
“But…we’re different.”
Unable to keep his distance, he stepped even loser. Their thighs bumped. “I tried to tell you that.”
“I’m slow and careful—”
“I wouldn’t say careful exactly,” he interrupted.
“And you’re fast and reckless.”
“I assume we’re not talking about sex.” Chance heard his voice go rough with desire, all the more so when she sucked in a shaky breath. He still didn’t touch her with his hands, though he itched to. Their bodies were straining toward each other, only a whisper apart. He could smell her, could feel her soft breath, and the warmth of her skin. “Because believe me,” he murmured in her ear. “I like it slow and fast. Steady and reckless. I like it any way at all.”
Her eyes sort of glazed over at that, and she licked her lips. “I’m…not talking about that. I meant knowing how different we are, it’s hard to imagine…anything between us. Other than…”
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