Banking the Billionaire (Bad Boy Billionaires Book 2)(106)

“Don’t jump!” His voice was only several yards away now as he jogged toward us. “It’s not safe!”

“I’ll be fine, Thatcher,” I called over my shoulder and focused on my jump.

“Please, Cass.” He was right behind me now. “Trust me, honey. Don’t do this.”

I glanced at him over my shoulder, and then back down at our group, who were no longer fishing. They were on their feet and staring up at us.

“T, it’s not a big deal.”

“It is a big deal. To me, it’s a big f*cking deal. Don’t do it, honey,” he demanded with an angry yet desperate tone to his voice.

I didn’t like that. Thatch thinking he had that much control over me that he could just toss out demands and tell me what I could or couldn’t do.

It didn’t sit well with me. Not one f*cking bit. And now that we were engaged, I felt like this one simple decision could set the precedent for life.

“C’mon, Cass, let’s just go back to the campsite,” Georgie tried to intervene, but I ignored her.

“Don’t do it,” he pleaded, his brown eyes melting in the afternoon heat. “I’m begging you not to do it.”

I probably should have noticed the edge of frantic desperation in his voice, but I was still too focused on his words. His demanding f*cking words.

An engagement did not give someone the right to control me.

I controlled me.

And right now, I controlled this.

When I didn’t back away from the edge, Thatch stalked toward me.

“Cassie.”

I only had about ten seconds to make a decision, or else the size and determination of my caveman would make it for me.

Jump?

Or let Thatch control me?





Her smirk disappeared in an instant as she turned and jumped in one smooth motion.

I couldn’t tell you if I screamed or if the way I followed her was by choice or a string of involuntary events meant to catch her. One minute I was staring into the eyes of the woman I was sure wouldn’t put me in this position, and the next I was in the water.

Everything about Margo’s death came back with vivid intensity. The argument we’d had, the stubborn lilt of her voice as she’d told me I couldn’t tell her what to do—all of it. I was there again, in a place I’d left behind years ago. A place I never revisited because I didn’t need to. All I needed was the tattooed reminder right under my heart.

All I needed was trust.

A woman who put her faith in me and gave me the peace of mind to do the same for her.

And now all of it was gone—the acceptance and contentment and the visions of my future.

My lungs fought for air as I grabbed Cassie and brought her struggling form to the surface.

She spat out a mouthful of water, but otherwise, she was fine. She splashed and moved with ease, while I fought to breathe. Her lips even started to turn up into a smile—until she got a look at my face.

“Thatch?”

I took her jaws in my palms and clenched, even though I knew the strength of my grip was too hard. It had to have hurt a little, but I couldn’t bring myself to stop.

I looked right into her eyes and willed myself not to cry. I’d never had a harder time.

But she was there and healthy. Her hair wasn’t matted with blood, and life still beat in her eyes.

I couldn’t hear much outside of the thoughts in my own head, but I did hear Claire’s voice even at a whisper.

“Frankie.”

The way she said his name was broken, troubled—terrified and exactly how I felt. They were reliving every second of it with me, strapped to a freight train into the past with no way to break the restraints.

I squeezed my eyes shut as tight as they would go and put my head to Cassie’s chest to listen to her heartbeat. The rhythm was dangerously erratic, but somehow mine still managed to follow.

“Thatch,” Cassie whispered, and the sound of her voice cut through me like the sharpest of knives. She was troubled by my reaction, but I couldn’t stop one thing from repeating on a never-ending course in my mind.

Too little, too late.

“I asked you not to do it. I f*cking begged you,” I told her raggedly, my voice a literal manifestation of my bloody heart on my sleeve.

“I know,” she conceded. I willed her to stop there, but she couldn’t stand to let me have the last word. She couldn’t stand to admit to being wrong, and that was the crux of the issue.

“But I make my own decisions. I don’t answer to you.”

“I’ve never asked you to. There’s a difference between asking you to change the way you are and asking you to see me.”

Her eyes were stubborn, and I felt like I’d never be able to look at them the same after this moment. They weren’t just passionate; they were downright violent, and it was all directed at me.

“All I see right now is an *!”

The cords of my throat strained with the force of my roar. “Are you kidding me? I f*cking loved you!”

“Am I kidding?” she screamed, her limbs shaking with the effort it took to keep herself from hitting me. I could see it in her eyes. I swallowed against the burn in my throat and held my ground. “Not once have you said those words to me. Not once, and you choose now. As some part of a demonizing power trip where it’s your way or nothing? And it’s in past tense? Fuck you, Thatcher. Fuck you hard.”