A Prince of a Guy (Red Hot Royals #1)(35)

He was going to shove her into the shower and pretend none of this existed between them. He was going to shut the door on her and walk away. She couldn’t let him, so she wrapped her arms around his neck and pressed close.

Swearing again, he slipped his hands around her waist, lifted her and turned toward the open shower door.

And for that one second, when she was plastered against him, she closed her eyes and savored the feeling. Her thighs, her belly, her breasts were all smashed against his wet, cold clothes, but the sensation of being so open and vulnerable, of being completely naked to his fully clothed body, was startlingly arousing.

His eyes were tightly closed, as if he was trying not to feel her.

So she wriggled. A lot. Wrenching another curse from him.

“Be still, dammit.” But he couldn’t deposit her in the stall without getting into the shower himself, so they hovered there.

“Sean—”

“Quiet.”

“There’s only one way to make me quiet,” she whispered, and brazenly slid herself over the bulge straining the fly of his pants.

A strangled sound escaped him. “I am absolutely not having sex with you.”

Sex. That’s what it had been to him.

To her, it had been much, much more. And she might have had a chance at making him think so, too, except for her deceit.

Swallowing hard, she leaned forward, pressed her bare breasts to his chest and was gratified to see his jaw clench. “I hurt you, Sean. I’m sorry. Please, let me tell you about it.”

“I knew something was off,” he said with a shake of his head. “I just kept excusing it, excusing you.” A mirthless laugh escaped him as he looked into the spray of water. “Joke’s on me. Again.”

“I reminded you of Tina. Mrs. Trykowski told me what she did to you,” Carlyne said when his head whipped toward her in angry surprise. “She told me you locked your heart up after that, and—”

“Not good enough, I didn’t.” He gave a cynical smirk.

She’d have to show him how good it could be, if he’d just give them a chance. Gently, she nibbled at a corner of his mouth. Then the other corner.

“No,” he said, much less convincingly, and she tilted her head to the side to deepen the kiss, using her lips, her tongue, her heart and soul to tell him what he had to know—that no matter what she’d done, she still loved him, she’d always love him. He moaned and gripped her body tight as if he meant to pull away.

She softened their connection, tender and gentle, because she knew that was the true way to his heart, not aggression or heated passion, which he could have gotten from anyone.

He moaned again, then again when she used her hands, dancing them over his shoulders, his arms, anything she could reach, until finally he stepped with her into the shower fully dressed.

Wrapping her arms tighter around his neck, she breathed his name, but his eyes were tightly closed, his face a mask of agony and indecision.

He was still going to change his mind.

So she kissed him again, kissed him and slid down his body so she could start on the buttons of his shirt. He resisted, standing still and rigid as she kissed every inch of skin she revealed when she tugged his shirt down his shoulders, letting it fall to the shower floor, until he let out a helpless sound of pleasure and lent his fingers to the cause. His pants came next, and she went to her knees to drag them down his legs. Again, she kissed what she exposed, starting with a lean hip, a tense thigh, the spot between the two…

She’d barely gotten started when he lifted her, pressed her back against the wall and slid a hand between her thighs. Already he knew her, knew exactly where to touch to make her insides burn and her bones dissolve.

He opened his eyes, lifted his head and watched her with dark intensity as he slowly and purposely brought her to the very edge.

Her eyes fluttered closed.

“No,” he said in a rough whisper. “Don’t you hide from me, not ever again. Open your green eyes and look at me, dammit. Show me you, the real you this time.”

“It is me,” she gasped, because his touch was her world at the moment. “It’s always been me.”

“But I’ve never seen you. Not like this.”

His fingers never changed their rhythm. On the very verge of coming, she could hardly hear or see past the roaring in her head, past the raging need. “I…I can’t stand, Sean.”

Still stroking her, he wrapped his other arm around her waist and lifted her up, bracing her between the wall and his body, completely supporting her weight. “Do you want me?”

“Yes!”

She barely had time to spread her thighs wide when he thrust inside her with a single powerful stroke.

Instant orgasm.

When she could breathe, she blinked him into focus, his wet body, dark hair and those direct, intense eyes.

Still buried deep inside her, filling her to near bursting with his hot, throbbing length, he demanded, “What the hell do I call you?”

Spread wide, open to the touch of his body and his gaze, she couldn’t recover. Little aftershocks were still rocking her body. “What?”

“Your name,” he said roughly. “What do I call you?”

Oh. Oh.

Carly.

Carlyne.

Her deception, his pain.

Her own pain.