A Hunger Like No Other (Immortals After Dark #2)(75)

“Becoming a Lykae would no’ alter that—just would alter you to a new set of enemies. We’re no’ exactly universally loved in the Lore. Besides, even were it done with the snap of my fingers, I would no’ do it.”

“You wouldn’t change that I’m a vampire?” she asked, her tone disbelieving. “It would be so much simpler!”

“Bugger simple. It’s made you what you are, and I would no’ change a single thing about you. And besides, you’re no’ even wholly a vampire.” Going to his knees, he scooped her up against his chest. He ran the tip of his finger over the small sharp point of her ear, then nipped it with his teeth, making her shiver. “Think you I dinna see the sky you gave me last night?”

She blushed, a shy smile coaxed forth, then buried her face in his shoulder.

If he hadn’t seen it, he’d never have believed it. Crystal clear sky, moon heavy, yet lightning streaked wildly over it like a net, the light fading so slowly from each bolt. It had taken him a long moment to realize they mirrored her cries. “That’s always been rumored to be a Valkyrie trait, but none of us knew for certain.”

“The men who see it don’t usually, well, live, if they’re the type to tell about it.”

He briefly raised his eyebrows at that, then said, “You are no vampire. You have your lightning and your eyes grow silver. You’re unique to all the world.”

She grimaced. “In other words—a freak.”



“No, doona say that. You’re just your own entity, I believe.” He eased her back in his arms and the corners of his lips quirked up. “You’re my wee halfling.”

She punched his shoulder.

“And I like the lightning. I’ll know you’re never feigning it.” He kissed her, but he was grinning and she punched him again. He seemed to think this was hilarious.

“Oooh! I wish you’d never seen it!”

He gave her a lewd smirk. “And if I’m outside and feel a charge in the air, I’ll know to come running to you. You’ll have me trained in a day.” He was clearly thinking of all the scenarios. “I’m glad we live so far from towns.”

We live.

He frowned. “But you were in a coven. Everyone would know if late one night you brought yourself to come. No’ a lot of privacy.”

He spoke so bluntly—he was so aggravating! Face back against his chest, she snapped, “I didn’t have to worry about that!”

“What do you mean? You never saw even when you touched yourself?”

She gasped, glad he couldn’t see her face. But of course, he leaned her back, not letting her look away. “No, Emma. I want to know. I need to understand everything about you.”

She was secretive, shy. Those damn voices were insisting she share.

“Lightning is constant over the manor—any marked emotion triggers it, and so many live there. And anyway, before last night, I’ve never, um, well”—she struggled with the word—“come.”

His eyes widened, and she could tell he was…delighted.

“It was very distressing for me.”

“I doona understand.”

“I’ve heard that the most twisted vampires have subjugated that need. Blood is all they desire, and those are the ones that decimate villages and drink to kill with such greed….” She stared past him. “To not be able to was terrifying for me. Every day I feared I would be like them.”

“No’ able to.” He brushed her hair back from her forehead. “I dinna know. I thought you had some kind of Valkyrie control over yourself…I dinna know it was involuntary.”

She must be using a gallon of blood blushing tonight.

“It’s no’ surprising you could no’.”

She looked at him with hurt.

“No, no, if you were young and dinna know how and then it dinna happen…you would start to feel pressure each time.”

She nodded, stunned he saw so much. That was exactly what had happened.

“You will never be like those vampires. Emma, you are nothing like them.”

“How can you be so certain?”

“You are kind and gentle. You feel compassion. I would no’ want you so strongly if I dinna know you are these things.”

“But the Instinct forces you to want me. You said before that you had to keep me with you.”

“Is that what you think?” He cupped her face. “The Instinct guides me to what I want and need. It directed me to the one woman I could make a life with. No matter what, it would always be you for me, but without the Instinct, I would never have recognized you as my mate because you are other. I would no’ have given us a chance—and never forced you to.”

“You say all of this like my mind’s made up.”

His expression grew grave, his eyes bleak. “Is it no’?”

“Well, what if it wasn’t?”

He palmed the back of her neck, his eyes flickering blue. “You canna speak lightly of this.”

“Has it never happened?” she whispered.

“Aye. Bowen.”

She wriggled from his grasp, curling up against the headboard. “I thought you said his mate died.”

“She did. As she ran from him.”