A Darkness Absolute (Casey Duncan #2)(28)

He unfolds the paper. “Blackmoor Down’s Bohemian Rhapsody.”

“That’s a mouthful,” I say.

“Yeah. I tried Rhapsody. She didn’t respond to it. So you can call her whatever you want.”

I flip to hang over the foot of the bed and ask, “What’s your name?”

She bounces up, pawing at the bed. I pet her. “How about Storm?”

“Because she came to you in one?”

“I’ll tell everyone that, but actually I’m naming her after my favorite character in X-Men.”

“Which is the movie with the wolverine guy.”

“Comics first. I’ll get you those, so you can catch up. Storm dresses in black and has white hair.” I pat the puppy’s white ear. “We’ll have to teach her to control weather. Which would be even more useful than tracking.”

I give Storm one last pat and lie back on the bed, and she erupts in a veritable storm of despondency, crying and yowling as if she’s been abandoned in the forest while surrounded by wolves.

“Guess I shouldn’t have paid attention to her,” I say.

“She wasn’t settling anyway.”

I reach down again to pet her, and she mood swings into utter joy, complete with slobber.

“I remember this about Newfies,” I say, lifting my dripping hand. “Drool and fur. Lots of both.” I peer at Storm. “You’ll be worth it, right?”

She rolls on the floor, sending both fur and drool flying. I lean farther to rub her belly. Then I back up, and the crisis-crying starts anew. I keep retreating. She begins leaping at the foot of the bed.

“She can’t come up,” Dalton says.

“I know. Once she’s in the habit, we’re screwed.”

“Especially when we’re sharing our bed with a hundred-and-twenty-pound dog.”

“Oh, I’d regret it even with a puppy.” I reach to pat her again. “You’re adorable, baby, but no one interferes with my sex life.”

Dalton chuckles. Then he says, “Pick her up.”

“We just agreed—”

“Pick her up.”

I do, and he rolls out of bed and hoists us both into his arms.

“Impressive,” I say. “Now let’s see you do it when she’s full grown.”

He carries us downstairs and lays us on the rug in front of the fire. It’s bearskin. No head, though. If Dalton has to shoot a nuisance bear, he’ll take the pelt to find some good in a bad situation, but it’s utility rather than a trophy.

As he starts the fire, Storm sniffs the rug, gets a noseful of grizzly and starts a little dance—jump off the rug growling, do a puppy spin and then pounce back on, sniff the carpet again, jump off growling …

I’m laughing, which confuses the poor thing and only makes me laugh more, and Dalton stops what he’s doing to watch. Watch me, not the puppy, until I glance over and he busies himself with the fire again.

Once he gets it going, he grabs caribou skin blankets, and by then, Storm has decided I can sufficiently protect her from the terrifying flat predator, and she’s snuggled with me, half asleep already. Dalton slides in behind us, and I cuddle up, him on one side, a puppy on the other, and I fall asleep thinking—not of Nicole or the cave—but simply, This is perfect.





SEVENTEEN

Once I’m asleep, though, even a warm puppy and lover can’t keep the last two days at bay. I dream of the man in the snowmobile suit, of his pipe hitting my head, of waking in that cave and screaming until my throat is raw. I dream of a shadowy figure hunched at the top, watching me. But it’s not him. It’s Diana. She watches and then rises and walks away. Next it’s Beth, doing the same. Leaving me screaming for them to come back, please come back and help me.

Finally I’m alone and huddled on that cold rock floor, not even the comfort of the skins beneath me. I hear a noise at the top. It’s Dalton, and I’m sure he will leave too. Of course he will. Nobody stays. Not for me.

Dalton stays.

He crouches on the edge and says something, and I see his lips moving, but I can’t make out the words. He drops a rope, but it falls short. I jump, claw at the wall, try to climb, but whenever I get closer, it recedes until it’s so far above my head, I can barely see it.

Then Dalton shrugs. Just shrugs, as if to say, What can you do? He drops the rope. It comes curling down the hole, and I’m screaming, screaming, Please, please help, I’ll do better next time, just help me.

Then he’s gone. Given up on me. I scream and I scream and then I hear a voice at my ear, whispering, “What did you expect?” It’s Blaine, blood on his shirt from the bullet I put through his heart. Another noise sounds up top again, and I spin, and I’m hoping it’s Dalton. He’s just gone to find another way, and then he’ll come back.

Instead four figures ring the hole. Four faces peer down. The four I’ve seen in every nightmare for the last twelve years. The last faces I saw before I fell under the rain of blows that changed my life.

“Looks like you’ve got company, Casey,” Blaine whispers. “Maybe they’ll do it right this time.”

*

I wake in Dalton’s arms. He’s holding me, smoothing back my hair and whispering, “Shh, shh, shh.” I feel him there, hear him there, and I am both comforted and shamed, as I always am.